It's okay. Really. I'm fine.
Sure, it hurts.
But it's alright.
The hurt will heal in time..
=)
haha three posts in one day..
Following Christ by Joseph M. Stowell – Part 5
15 years ago
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Only time will tell
God cares definitely:)
Yes He does. He really does. Who else can stand listening to millions of complaints every single day? Who else would even BOTHER? Let's be honest, we're horrible people. Don't get me wrong. God created wonderful beings, with good intentions. But somehow, we tend to go the other way. We tend to do the wrong thing. Most of the time it's accidental, sometimes it's done consciously. But He still cares. Awesome eh? =)
These past few months have been hard. They really have. I'm not complaining. I learnt a very valuable lesson. Life gets better. Everything happens for a reason. LIFE GETS BETTER. Trust me, it does. Nothing has gone my way. Nothing turned out the way i wanted. See? So many 'I', 'ME','MY'.. But really, everything was going downhill. Man, was i discouraged! Time and time again, failure hit me HARD in the face. [Looking back, i think 'PFFT WHATEVER..']Of course, life still isn't perfect.. Failure is still floating around, waiting to slap me somemore.
Many times i wonder, why? Why me? Why does God allow it all to happen? Does He wanna see me suffer? Giving up was number1 on my things-i-wanna-do list. [running away was number2 and getting a new life was number3 =P] But of course, i didn't. I wouldn't be here if i did, right? Wanna know what kept me going? Hope. Hope for a better tomorrow. Faith. Knowing that He has a plan for me. That all this is part of His plan. God has brought me through many storms in my life. This time is no different. He'll be with me through whatever.
We KNOW that He cares. We KNOW that He loves us. We KNOW that He's here. Just knowing is not good enough. Let me tell you something. HE DOES CARE. HE DOES HE DOES HE DOES. Believe it.
When life gets better, i'll let y'all know. =) I'm still waiting..
Yes He does. He really does. Who else can stand listening to millions of complaints every single day? Who else would even BOTHER? Let's be honest, we're horrible people. Don't get me wrong. God created wonderful beings, with good intentions. But somehow, we tend to go the other way. We tend to do the wrong thing. Most of the time it's accidental, sometimes it's done consciously. But He still cares. Awesome eh? =)
These past few months have been hard. They really have. I'm not complaining. I learnt a very valuable lesson. Life gets better. Everything happens for a reason. LIFE GETS BETTER. Trust me, it does. Nothing has gone my way. Nothing turned out the way i wanted. See? So many 'I', 'ME','MY'.. But really, everything was going downhill. Man, was i discouraged! Time and time again, failure hit me HARD in the face. [Looking back, i think 'PFFT WHATEVER..']Of course, life still isn't perfect.. Failure is still floating around, waiting to slap me somemore.
Many times i wonder, why? Why me? Why does God allow it all to happen? Does He wanna see me suffer? Giving up was number1 on my things-i-wanna-do list. [running away was number2 and getting a new life was number3 =P] But of course, i didn't. I wouldn't be here if i did, right? Wanna know what kept me going? Hope. Hope for a better tomorrow. Faith. Knowing that He has a plan for me. That all this is part of His plan. God has brought me through many storms in my life. This time is no different. He'll be with me through whatever.
We KNOW that He cares. We KNOW that He loves us. We KNOW that He's here. Just knowing is not good enough. Let me tell you something. HE DOES CARE. HE DOES HE DOES HE DOES. Believe it.
When life gets better, i'll let y'all know. =) I'm still waiting..
Monday, June 8, 2009
Nahhh
Hmm actually wanted to blog about my visit to the hospital after a superbly long time. But, it'll be a very long post. Dum di dumm. Oh oh oh.. my email inbox is full with camp stuff. HAHA. Man i'm sad. Saw a moth in a toilet on sunday.. One of those R&R places. Reminds me of harmina. Haha. We saw one outside the 5science classes. We were out collecting $$ [hmm haven't finished collecting le..]That girl, supposedly smart, suggested going down the stairs[the one near the toilet]and up the 5S1 stairs just to avoid the moth. =.=" Of course we didn't la. Haha. Waste of energy i tell you..
Whee i like my notebook. [hahaha so random]
You know what, i've made lots of wrong decisions in my life, but this time, i've made the right one. =)
Whee i like my notebook. [hahaha so random]
You know what, i've made lots of wrong decisions in my life, but this time, i've made the right one. =)
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