The good, the bad and all those in between

Ahhh. So many has happened in the past few days. So i think this should be a long post. Lets start.

Friday. Haha. Woke up at 7am to go to school. Didn't know what we were gonna do. Expected more people, but there were only like 7 people per form. All prefects la. Had fun seeing everyone again. I went back early. HAHA. Sorry la guys. Later, my bro and i went to run some errands. And then we picked my mum up from her school. Then went for lunch. Ate at stadium. Sent my mum home. Went to jusco with my bro. Forced him to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS with me. I paid for him. No one teman me mar. LOL. Our movie was at 3.20, we were at jusco by 1.15. Had over two hours before the movie. Walked around la. Met daniel(kutuk him for wearing slippers and shorts to Jusco. HAHA.) So walked with him. Lepak around, met people and all. Haha. The movie was NIIICE. goshhh! The chipmunks soooo cute!!! XD After movie, thought would go home. My bro got a call from Joash. He was in coffeebean. We went and met up with him. Jian Ai was there too. So the four of us started talking. Then some people came and joined us. Then left, and other people came. Haha. Funny la. Eventhough they are like waaaay older than me, i can still talk to them. Nice people. Talked til very late. About 6.25 we had to leave cos my mum wanted us to buy some eggs and bananas for her. Haha. What a great day right? WRONG. That night was the worst night of my life. I dunno la. Things happened. And i felt like bursting out into tears the whole night cos of the things that were being said and done. But i didn't. I was listening to my radio. And i turn off my lights. Wanna sleep ad. That time it was still early. Only 10plus. Slowly, tears started rolling down. I was feeling so terribly lonely and useless. I stopped myself from crying. I stared at the ceiling. My head was filled with many many thoughts. Couldnt sleep. When everyone slept ad, i was still wide awake. My nose suddenly got blocked. I walked around my room hoping to clear my nose. Then i walked to the living room. It was VERY DARK at that time. And i was sniffing like mad. Sat on the couch and hugged a pillow. Then tears started rolling down again. This time i couldnt stop myself. I kept crying and crying. I went back to my room and cried my heart out. I managed to sleep very late. I was so miserable. No idea why. Ok there is a reason. But.....

The next day. Saturday. I had a dental appointment in the morning. Woke up early again. Not enough sleep. Two nights in a row. Had eyebags. Ughhh. After dental appointment, my family and i went to KL. Had to send my bro back. I slept in the car. Too tired. When we reached, we went to INTI,Subang. To take my bro's results and enrol for the following semester. His final semester for foundation. His results were once again amazing. He got 4As and 1B+. He was jumping for joy. After paying for everything, my bro sent my parents to makan. He wanted to meet up with friends and watch the orientation video by the CF cos he was in it. Lol. Didnt wanna bring my parents cos he said very weird bringing them. It was ok bringing me wor. Haha. Intro me to his friends. There was this girl i think is his lecturer, intro ad, then she was like,"Oh your sis ar. New student?" HAHA. Then my bro said,"No lar. She this year form 2 only la." All his friends and that lecturer was like,"HUHHH?!!" Gosh. Insulting. Do i look that old?!!! Haih. Then another lecturer guessed that i was 17. cis. After that, we went for lunch in Sunway Pyramid. Ate in some burger shop. GOSH! The burgers were HUGE. Serious. But i managed to finish the whole burger. The other 3 of my family, shared two burgers. Haha. And i still finished earlier than them. (My dad said,"Eat so much dunno where all the food goes.")Goodness. Then walked around Sunway la. Stopped at so many shops. Then so happen that time Giordano had this 45%storewide sale. Sooo crowded. My bro told me,"Let's go buat kecoh." Haha. Yeah only my bro and i would do such things. Looked around. Found one nice tshirt. Got size. Duh. Haha. So i lined up to pay la. Long line man. Then there was this guy standing behind me. He kept coming closer and closer. Grrr. At first, never mind la. Then after a while i got so annoyed cos he was sooo close ad. So i stepped on his foot. HAHAHA. Then he backed off. BUT. After a while, he came close again. Too close. Then i elbowed him. Then he left the line. HAHA. Good! Later when i told my family, they laughed and laughed and my mum said,"Good. Serves him right!" My bro pulak,"Aiyo that guy so desperate?? You also he want?!" Ish. My dad,"Next time scold him also la." Haha. Go Jean! So shopped til dinner time. Went to my bro's place for dinner. Then went home. =( Oh! Bought Dunkin' Donuts on the way back. Yuuummm.

NEW RULE=>When in the car, seating at the back, wear safety belt. Haish. But when traveling only la i guess. Hahaha.

Whoooaa. Long le. Hehe. Today. Went for 2nd service. Cos once in a while, i would go for lunch with my parents instead of going with friends all the time. Biasa ad. Had lunch with many other adults. Haih. Ate 'tau fu fa' after lunch. My mum bought 'ting ting tong' for me. Never heard of it before. It's not bad le. She said she used to eat it when she was younger. Hmmm. The whole thing is sugar la. Haha.

Aihhh. 2007 is coming to an end. Sad la. Good thing i'm not broke. =D Got a lot of $$ now. HAHA. I didnt spend mar. Alright enough for now.

Who's hard-hearted now?

No. I'm not trying to be mean with my title. Haha. It's more like THE TRUTH. Hehe.

I used to be called HARD HEARTED by the closest person to me then(now also i guess)Miss Chuah Yen Fong. Why? Because when we watch sad movies together, she'll be crying and i'll be the one handing out tissues to everyone.=D And weeell, sometimes i say things too loudly. HAHA. My fault. I get EXCITED!! Haha.

But now, i'm NOT that hard hearted anymore. In fact, i think i'm getting SOFT. You know what i mean. I feel bad for people very easily. I see them all alone i pity them and go talk to them. And i do it sincerely ok. VERY SINCERELY. lol. But fong has been shall we say, not-liking this guy very much. Just to let you all know, when she doesnt like someone, she goes EXTREME. Don't ask me what i mean. Ok so as usual i feel sorry for the guy. And yes, the guy is annoying at times. But he's soooo lonely!!!! Haihh. What to do what to do. I DO feel like smacking him at times. Doing the right thing is SO hard. Don't get the problem huh? Never mind.

So, who's hard hearted now?

Cuuuttteeee!!

OMG!! My family's sooo cute! Haha. ok. On saturday, i went to Kedah for dinner. So the next day, after breakfast, we(my mum,dad,bro and i)went over to my aunts' place. Well, they're non-christians. But i saw a christmas tree there with loads of presents(real ones mind you)under the tree. So i went,"OHHHHH!! NIIIICEEE!" haha. My aunt proudly told my mum and i that she did it.*ceh wahhh* So here's the part that makes my family CUTE! They have this tradition(which i've never heard them doing cos we never go down before christmas hehe)that every 24th and 25th december(christmas and its eve)they each have a christian name. HAHAHAHA. My grandma's 'JENNY'. My grandad's 'JAMES'. My aunts, 'CINDY','KAREN',and 'SHERENE'. HAHAHA. cuteee! Plus got others la. Cant remember my uncle's name. And my other cousins. HAHA. FUNNY MAAAAN. They are chinese ed btw. They watch too much tv. Haha. SOOO CUTE!!! lol.

Went to Jusco today. I think i only went to eat lunch. Cos my bro and mum were the ones shopping. Not me. Everytime i stop to look at something, they'll be like,"Let's go." Sheesh. And when i saw some tshirt i liked, my mum told me this,"When was the last time you bought clothes? You have so much already!" Excuse me? The last time i bought clothes was a long long time ago. I always wear the same old clothes. But do they care? NO. I ended up keeping quiet most of the time. What's the point saying anything? When i do, i end up arguing with my mum and she always calls me rude for saying what i think. Has she ever thought how i feel when she says certain things? I dont think so. Im sorry i cant be perfect. The entire time i was in jusco, i just wanted to go HOME.

I think i'll be going for a movie with my bro tomorrow night. We'll see what happens. Not sure what movie. Depends on what's showing i guess.

Know what i like to look at when i go to shoe shops? After looking at the shoes for myself and all. Haha. I like the baby shoes!!! OMG. So cute. But the tiny shoes at nike,adidas and all the branded shops are soooo expensive. And just for little kiddies. Plus those little kiddies' feet will grow very quickly. So why buy such expensive shoes? I have no idea. Yes i've seen little kiddies in those kinda shoes. Haha. And to think my shoes were never more than RM40. HAHA. I just got my first expensive pair recently fyi. Heck, it's only shoes. Haha. No big deal la.

Goooood morning

Have you ever woke up with a smile? Or a frown? Yes? No?
Well i have. All the time.
But this morning. I woke up.
And i felt something i've never felt before.
What was it?
Im still wondering.

The holidays are ending. As the saying goes, "All good things must come to an end." That's too bad though. It ends when i finally get to relax. Now everything's coming back to me. School. I have no idea what to think y'know.
Help????

Aihh.

Perfect? Not

"Perfect World" by Simple Plan

I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
Seems like my world’s falling apart

Yeah

Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

Yeah

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go


Ahhhh beautiful song. Haha. Not really 'beautiful' la. But it's still totally awesome. HAHA. So, today's christmas. GOSHH soooo many things happened. Where to start???? Oh! Last night, had carolling. It's sorta a tradition. Have been doing it since i was in KKC. Love it! Our carolling was baaaad last night. Especially at uncle peter's house. EEEEK! It was ok at heritage hotel. Hehe! Ok let's start from when i reached church. My red shirt was with fong. So i went to church in ALL BLACK. Looked like some gothic girl or something. Haha. The first thing i did in church was ask the first person i saw(nicole)where's fong? Know what? She left the shirt in the car. I was like WHAAAATTT?!!!!! So we finally asked daren who stays near church to get ready a red shirt and we'll go get it. We went to his house and guess what we found? A RED SHIRT HANGING ON THE GATE. Haha. We were laughing our ass off. So, carolling was fun. Too bad fong didnt have the christmas spirit. The ride to the SPASTIC(umm how do you spell that?)was fun. The guys were acting like normal. Fong was joining us all have fun. Haha. Syok la. Then after that not as fun ad. Cos we got split up. Aihh. Different bus. No tetap bus so just go into whichever bus that has space. Reached home super late. Almost went 'yamcha' with bro and some other of the older(lol no offense la but i mean those upper secondary and older)youths. But didn't go cos scared me mum marah. LOL. It WAS late.

The next day(today la)CHRISTMAS!!!! Have i mentioned i love christmas? Cos i do. HAHA. Church was fun. LOL. Aiya normal la. Performed for both services. Bro and dad said the singing was good. Cool!! Better than the mime worrr. HAHAHA. Didn't get many presents this year. Dont mind la. I mean i dont really care about presents. No big deal. Haha. Seriously! Weell, daren had this party. For christmas. I think the party's still going on now. Yeah he invited me. Asked me a few times. I thought and thought and THOUGHT about whether or not i should go. Then decided not to. Why? I felt bad going out all the time. So wanted to spend christmas night with my parents. I DO go out all the time especially on special occasions. Don't believe that i missed a party(a very happening party mind you)to stay at home and eat leftovers? It's true. I had that feeling that i SHOULD stay. Dunno la. Last night also. Christmas eve. Didn't spend it with family. When i reached home, mum and dad were asleep. So today, i'm a good gal at home. Haha. I'm kinda planning on going somewhere for new years'. Hehe. What? My bro said that he only started going out as often as me now when he finished his SPM. *maluuuu me*

Ah weell. School reopening soon. Good? Bad? Dunno. Mixed feelings. Haha.
No offense to all my peeps in school but, i don't miss school. Sigh.
I'm going insane.
School's driving me crazy.
Oh correction. THINKING about school's driving me crazy.
I hope next year would be ok.
Everyone's dreading it.
Everyone as in those i actually approached la.
[yeah only one person]hehe.

You know what. Im just gonna leave this like this.
Maybe i'll continue tomorrow.
Or maybe this is the end of this topic.
You never know what the future holds.
[that's true but inappropriate for now haha]

Heartbroken by a heartbreaker.

Oh! I forgot to mention earlier. I met two mgs people in hong kong. HAHA. Funny man. One of them was calling me. I didn't know who it was. The voice WAS familiar but....HAHA. Didn't expect to meet them at all. Surprise surprise.

Anyway, it's christmas eve. Remind me again what i'm doing online? No idea. I should be getting gifts ready for chrismas. Getting myself ready for carolling. So why am i online? Goodness. I'm really sorry to all those who i'm giving christmas gifts this year. I had no time to shop. So did something a little different. Hope you guys don't mind. =PPPP

So. Heartbroken by a heartbreaker. Sounds nice huh? Haha. Yeahhh weelll. Long story man. IM NOT MISSING YOOUUU. haha. The last time i said that was last year. (Y'know my crushhh *blushes*)LOL!! Now i can say that again. No i don't have a new crush. Duh! HAHA. But yeah IMNOTMISSINGYOUIMNOTMISSINGYOUIMNOTMISSINGYOUUUUUUU!i think

Maybe i'm just trying to convince myself that it's true. But what's the point missing the pointless things you did to make me feel i was special? it didn't work.

CHUUUPP!! It's christmas eve. I shouldn't be talking about all this crap. *whacks self*

Feliz navidad! *palapapapa*
Feliz navidad! *palapapapa*
Feliz navidad
Prospero anyo feliz si dad(i think it's spelled this way hehe)

We wanna wish you a merry christmas*MERRY CHRISTMAS*
We wanna wish you a merry christmas*MERRY CHRISTMAS*
We wanna wish you a merry christmas
From the bottom of our hearts!!!!

Sigh! I love carols. HAHA. There's this nice feeling when you sing it with friends. You just feel, HAPPY. Everyone feels so good together. I don't know how to describe it. It's just something that's THERE.

SIGHHHH!

Blahblahblahhhhh

I'm back. Finally. So long didnt online, didn't talk to any of my friends. Feel sooo outdated. But i don't feel left out. HAHA. Why? DUH! I know they love me and i love them. Ok ew. i sound so weird. But whatever la. I feel weird. hehehe.

Many things have happened. Lemme start from after camp.
1. HONG KONG. It was ok lar. Disneyland was FUUUNNN! Felt like such a kid there. 6 of us went. Ahgor(18),Nicky(18),Rachel C.(17),Daniel(15),Allyson(15),ME(14).Yup the usual bunch la. These people i can say i knew them since i was in diapers. And i mean it. Haha. Family friends mar. Anyway, we went to HK disneyland, and played every single thing. LOL!! Even the merry-go-round. That was fun. I sat with ally. Couldnt sit with the rest of the group cos well, no place. Sooo, we were like making so much noise!! HAHAHA! We went to this place, you know for little kids to play with water and stuff. so we went playing with the sprinklers and all. Then nicky and i were just standing together and then suddenly, the dumb machine squirted out a lot of water. Amd i mean ALOT! The both of us got wet. Haha. Funny. Did loads of fun stuff there so not gonna go into the minor details. Haha. HK was fun. I guess.

2. Got sick. Ughhh. That was just yesterday. The last time i got a fever was last year. Got a high high HIGH fever yesterday. Was sleeping the whole morning. Oh i came back from HK yesterday at 1am. In the afternoon went to church for christmas practice eventhough i was STILL sick. Hehe. Later when i came home, i vomitted my lunch. =D

3. Kedah. Went to kedah for dinner. Crazy right? That's my family. There was this winter solstis festival thing. So my grandma made dongyuan. Ever eaten it before? Haha.

4. Rushed back from kedah to go for christmas practice. Had fun standing next to jeremy and in front of THE GUY WHO THINKS HE'S SOOO TALL JUST BECAUSE HE WAS STANDING ON A BENCH. cis. Hahaha. (hmm i still dunno how old he is.haha.must ask him tomorrow.)

Ok so that's my weekend actaully. Haha.

And people. I'm not in mime anymore. Everyone's been asking me why and all that crap. The answer? No comment. Really wanna know? Ask me in person. LOL!!

Anyway, it surely feels good to be home.

Oh yeah. Last night got a call from -someonewhocares- hehehe. Just to ask me how i am. AWWW. LOL. It doesnt mean anything la. Jangan fkir serong. And i was scolding my bro while talking to that person. Haha.

Klar. That's it for now.

I wanna blog more!!!!Hehehe.

Jean OUT!

Getting sick, feeling left out and other dilemmas of humans. LOL.

HAHAHAH. Went to church in the morning today. Aunty esther was like,"Those who are sick, please come in front." So, oklar. Fong went(after i MADE her go)and practically everyone. I felt so weird sitting there alone. Haha.

Everyone's sick. Why? No idea. Either sick or body got rashes, injury or SOMETHING. Haha.

Anyway, going to Hongkong tomorrow. Someone's gonna miss me. HAHAHAHA. The someone who called me on thursday. HAHA. That someone gets onto my nerves at times. Sheesh. ANYWAY, gonna miss loads man. As in, loads of activities blah blah. And people.=D
People will be practicing mime, carolling and all. But i'll be in HK. Aish. It's not that i don't wanna go, i do. But this week is like the most crucial week ever and i won't be here. What la.
People i will miss:
1. X
2. Y
3. Z
4. and many more.
HAHA. What? I ain't gonna reveal this. Ever. Number 3 is kinda obvious la. This person will surely miss me. hehe. Im right arent i? Number 2, gonna miss this person's idiotic behaviour. Haha. This fella can cheer me up all the time. Number 1. Hmm. No comment. =DDDD

So, about feeling left out. Not me. I love my friends. Haha. Someone la. Only fong knows what im talking about. Haih. Aiyo, i know fong won't feel sorry for this person cos of the stuff this person has done to her. But i feel so so so sorry. I mean, kesian la. Seeing this person all alone. I dunno la. Haihh. I would HATE feeling left out. Aiks.

Another dilemma. CHRISTMAS IS COMING. I have no idea what to get for everyone. Haish!! Plus i have a very tight budget. What to do what to do. Sob sob. I feel like going to someone's house la. I mean have a slumber party. LOL!! Long time since we did that. A little kiddy but fun la!! HAHA.

Aish. Got to go for now. lalala. Will be back though. Haha.

CGBC Youth Camp 07(continued)

Okkk. Back to the camp story. LOL.

DAY 2
Hmm. 2nd day. Nothing much la. Got breakfast,session,lunch,break,games. During break we were discussing our cheer for the campfire. Aish. Didn't do much la. Jeremy and ju siong kept fighting. Haha. Charis wanted to go back to her room, adrian and lukas were doing God knows what. Plus it was so hot. And we were at this balcony thingy where there was no shade nothing. Haihhh!! At 3, had games. Got all dirty. Didn't do well for the games. Hehe. Washing up was tough. Cos everyone wanted to get clean. But the bathrooms were limited. Then some, bathe halfway no water. Thank God i bathed quick and also had loads of water. HAHAHA. After wash up, dinner, session, CAMPFIRE. Our cheer was working out pretty well. Hahah. During campfire, laughed so much. It was sooo fun!! We had this impromptu sketch. HAHA. Oh man some groups' sketch were superly obscene la. Some had no storyline, some just plain dumb. We did ours spontenously. Guess what? WE WON!!!! hahahah. Then after campfire had supper and people started going back to their rooms. My roomates all went back ad. I was talking to fong. Sat outside her room. Then jerome and esmond joined us. Then waikit. Haha. Talked and laughed a lot. When it was 2am, the 3 guys had to patrol. Committee mar. LOL. Esmond kept saying 2 ad lor. Wanna halau me i think. I was just like, Oh? So? Hehehe. So managed to stay til quite late. Then waikit(camp commander *cough*)MADE me go back. Cos the people in charge of security came. Had to go back lor. Went back. My room was soooo dark. Everyone sleep ad. I didn't want to sleep so listened to mp3 til very late. Hehe.

DAY 3
Normal la. Morning devotion, breakfast, session, then closing ,then lunch and balik. Sobz. So sad when camp ended. We went back using the lorry as well. But we took the 2nd round. Very few of us. Hehe. Waited at the hall til our lorry came. Yup then we went NUTS. Singing and shouting and just being us. Sang carols, our fav song from last year's camp(King of majesty-the LA version haha). When we passed anyone, we would shout HI! or BYE! Then we shouted GOD BLESS YOU!! And when we were reaching gopeng town, shouted merry christmas. HAHA. The rest of the campers waiting in the bus for us could hear us shouting and singing. WAKAKA. Sooooo fun man. Sighhh. I want to go on the lorry again. We seriously looked R-I-D-I-C-U-L-O-U-S. In the bus, everyone was so tired. I listened to my mp3 once again the entire journey. Fong was sick so she slept the whole time.

Haihh. I loved camp. IT WAS AWESOME. So darn happening man. Hehehe. And waikit, you are right. I totally agree. JOY AND PERCY CELL GET ALONG SO WELL. haha. What? It's true!!

Oh yeah, when we were getting down the bus, i was thinking out loud.
Me: Hmm. I think i'll watch tv when i get home. Either that or online.
Fong: *glares* Crazy? Don't wanna rest? Not tired ar?!!!
Me: Ummm not really.
Fong: Haih! You ar.
Me: *grins*
Weeell, guess what? When my mum picked me up, we went to Jusco. LOL!!! Came back,watched tv, BATHED. Onlined. Did so many things but not sleep. I finally slept at 12. HAHAHAHA. When i told fong this morning. She just shook her head. Hehe. Don't blame her. Everyone looked like they were about to fall asleep during practice today. Haha.

OK. Didn't really go into the details la. Cos if i do, dunno when ni this post will end. Haha. I still didn't lose my voice. Still can sing la. Haha. What la.

CGBC YOUTH CAMP 07 WAS AWESOME. hehe.

CGBC Youth Camp 07(LOL so formal)

Just came back from camp. Ok. Camp back a few hours ago. Ahh. Camp. IT ROCKED!!! Haha. Loving it man. I wish it would be longer. Too short y'know. HAHAHA. Man im so tired. Lemme just blog a little about the camp.

DAY 1
Man. It rained in the morning. Kept praying that it would stop. Yeah it did when we got up the bus. THE BUS WAS SOOOO AIYO. Haha. Our bus was a bas sekolah. And i don't mean those high class type. The typical school bus. No air cond. Dirty floors. You know. HAHA. Was listening to mp3 the entire journey to Gopeng. Tried to talk to Fong, but too noisy la. Had to SHOUT just so she can hear me. Cis. Reached Gopeng town. Thought we would take a van or SIT in the lorry to get to the 'My Gopeng Resort' place. BUT BUT BUT. We were asked to STAND AT THE BACK OF A LORRY. Like illegal immigrants. HAHAH. (we looked ridiculous. Imagine 40people on the lorry where people usually put pigs and all. HAHAHAH.) Everytime the was a tree or some branch, had to duck. haha. Disadvantage of being tall. HAHAH. The journey to the resort was oklar. No big deal. =P
When reached the camp site. Fong and i punya reaction was OH MY GOODNESS. Haha. There were sooo many ponds la. Went exploring. So nice. The hall was just this place with a roof and fans. Many bugs there. But hey, what's nature without a few bugs? LOL!! To cut a long story short, explored the place, had orientation, had games. GAMES. Oh man. TUG OF WAR. HAHA. Fun!! we had to have tug of war on this mat with soapy water. IN BETWEEN TWO PONDS. So, if anyone falls, UH OH. haha. After one round on the soapy mat, the committee decided to take the mat away. We were all like WHAT THE CRAP?!! And then had tug of war on soapy mud.Aish! So messy. got mud on everyone. HAHA. ACACIA WON 4/5 GAMES! Oooo yeah!!! XD After that, had some 'mummy' game. Lucky lukas. He had 6 pretty girls hugging him. AHAHA. The game goes like this, one person from every team has to be wrapped up with toilet rolls. And the other groups have to get that person wet. The person who is the dryest at the end of the game wins. haha.
Wash up. Limited bathrooms. Have to fight for it. Teruk la. It's like 4stalls for 30over people??? Gosh. but the first night, i was on for worship. And waikit announced that, bathing priority goes to the worship team. So i was the first to bathe. WAKAKAKA. The water was freezing cold. Worship practice(for the third time)after bathing til dinner time at 7. More than 2 hours practice. Sing til got a sore throat. So during the real thing, was actually trying very hard to sing properly. =PPPP At night after session, had night hike. Fun le. The fella in charge suddenly asked us to off all our torchlights. Gila. So dark. Then we started singing. HAHA. Sang nursery rhymes, kindy songs, KKC songs, christmas carols. Then the guys were like aiyo aiyo. So we changed to more matured songs. hahaha. Sang one way. Making it super low. HAHA. It seems our advisors who didnt go for the hike could hear us singing from the resort. And i dengan bangganya got the title KINDY IDOL(for singing kiddy songs) from the guys. HAHAHAHA. After the hike had supper then lights out. My room people were very obedient. People say sleep they sleep. Ish. So i just lie on the 'bed' and listen to mp3 til 1plus maybe 2. hehe. Man it was so cold. Hmm. It's partly my fault also la. Cos i wore shorts to sleep. And instead of using my sleeping bag for what it's supposed to be used for, i was hugging it the entire night. hehe.Plus the windows were open and the fans on. FULL BLAST. haha. What???

Haish. More about camp later la. Many things happened la. Haha.

Of icecream,chocs and other fattening stuff =D

HAHAHA. I always wonder why im not fat. Hmmm. Hehehe. I mean, LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF CHOCS I EAT. A looooottt! Ask anyone. Im totally addicted.

Today, went to church for worship practice. Was late. Or so i thought. Rupa-rupanya havent even started. I guess they were waiting for me. Hehe. Cos i was the only female singer there(bluekkk) Sabrina didn't go mar. After practice, helped with the booklet. Oh yeah had to wait for uncle cheow leong to bring the booklets back from the shop. We passed him while walking to caltex(my suggestion). Wanted to buy CHOCS and something to drink. HAHA. Helping with booklets was fun. The booklets are nice. But some very perasan people signed their names there. What la. No don't blame esmond as much as i blame jerome. HAHA. Perasan fella. Oops. Let's hope his darling doesnt kill me. HAHAHAHA. Those people are like waaaay older than me(2 years diff). HEHE.

Mum took me to jusco. Everyone helping out with the booklets was like complaining about being bored and all. But i GET TO GO OUT. Hahahaha. At first they wanted to tumpang. ALL OF THEM. Then only nicole and sarah followed. Haha. Ah well.

In jusco. I felt like such a kid. Wearing my usual(tshirt and jeans + sport shoes) eating an icecream smiling from cheek to cheek. HAHA. What? Heheheh. I like icecream. Havent eaten cotton candy since i dunno when. I loved it!! Nothing wrong right.

Seriously, why arent i obese? Hahaha. I eat everything. Hmm. don't really fancy spicy stuff though. That's the only thing i don't like. The other types of food are fine for me. hehe. Yummy yummy food.

Haihhh. CAMP TOMORROW. Sooo lazy wanna pack man. Good thing i bought some food stuff to bring to camp. Haha. Dunno how to survive without food. Hmm. yeah i don't mind skipping a meal or two. Kinda used to it. But when i eat something i like, i can eat like a person who hasnt eaten in MONTHS. hehe.
11th-13th dec= CAMP!
16th-21st=HONGKONG!!
24th=HERITAGE PRESENTATION THG
25th=HOHOHO!(haha)CHRISTMAS!!!
Oh yeah!! Sooo excited. Aiya the heritage presentation dunno whether can take part of not. Cos i wont be around while they're having their practices. =( Never mind. I guess i'll just have a small role. Superly minimal movement. HEHE.

Liiiisssttttsss

Feeling bored.

Things to bring for camp.
1. Clothes
-black shorts
-both blue shorts
-3/4 pants
-red shorts???? (in case la)
-the-more-formal black pants
-gigabyte tee??
-my black 'honey bee' tee
-the original thing tee
-artic edge tee
-mission possible tee
-green shirt(Aih forced to bring)
-black jeans(also forced to bring bluek)
-shorts and tee for sleeping
-Undies(very important)
-swimming suit????
-that's all for now (i may add while packing)
(WAKAKA loads of clothes la wei)
2. Shoes and sandals
3. toiletries
-toothbrush
-toothpaste(LOADS OF IT.hehehe)
-braces thingy
-cleanser
-comb
-hair thing
4. Torchlight
5. Sleeping bag
6. Bible
7. Notebook and stationeries
8. PHONE(Just bring la eventhough there no line)
9. Camera(if can get permission from parents la)
10. Some sore throat medicine(HAHA surely get sore throat)
11. Windbreaker
12. THE NAMETAGS(oh yeah hor. hehe. If i forget,HAHA waikit will kill me)
13. MYSELF(the most important)
14. FOOD!!almost forgot. hehehe. Loads and loads and LOADS of chocs!!!!

Ok. I think that's it. Hmmm. What bag to bring ar? Oh right the blue one(luggage). Hopefully can fit all my stuff le. And either my sling bag or backpack. Not sure yet.

Haihh. Waiting for parents to bathe then can go for dinner d.

Let's see. Lemme list out the details for the camp. Haha. Nothing better to do man.
Date: 11/12/2007 - 13/12/2007(3 DAYS!!!)
Venue: My Gopeng Resort
Time(for registration): Meet in church at 8.30am.
My group: Acacia(hehe not supposed to know BUT aku cekap =DD)

Haiyoh. Bored la wei. I wanna spray my hair during camp!! Haha. Mayjet says she'll bring and all involved with 1st session worship will spray. HAHA. COOOOOLLLL. Rach say she wanna buy spray also. Maybe will share cash with her and buy tomorrow. Hehe.

Ok time for din-din(errr dinner i mean XD)

Haishhh

Lalalala. Hehe.

Sooo. Camp this tuesday. So darn excited. Anyway, my nametags all done ad. Yesterday was laminating it. THEN the darn machine spoiled 2 nametags. Had to make new ones. Ok that's fine. Then this morning, went to laminate the rest and the two i had to make new ones. Oh yeah the youth advisors ones were also done kinda last minute cos they werent given groups so i put them in groups and did theirs la. Soooo, the darn machine SPOILED ANOTHER TWO NAMETAGS. Ishh. Now have to do two more. Plus the machine cacat ad. So gonna send to the shop to laminate TWO NAMETAGS. HAHA.

Hmm. Looks like tomorrow's gonna be another long day at church. Why? Worship practice at 12(right after piano maaan)Then after practice, probably go makan. Waikit asked to help with booklets. (He said wanna call all peace and mercy people. HAHA. We are soooo important. HAHAHA. Hm maybe cos they did a great job helping with the tags. well, some of them WHO ACTUALLY HELPED. hehe) I think gonna take the whole day. At night pulak have to pack for camp. OMG. I don't know what to bring. Shaun wants us to wear shirt for worship cos we're on for the FIRST SESSION. Very important wor. Haish. Have to bring long pants and shirt. Thought of just bringing shorts and tshirt ni. What la. Hehe.

Last night. Went for the MPYO concert. Yes an orchestra. It was ok la. The place rather small though. And the people sitting around us were ANNOYING to the max. I went with allyson. Allyson is this girl whom i've known MY WHOLE LIFE. And i mean it. Since we were babies. Haha. Eventhough now we're not that close ad, we can talk and talk nonstop. Haha. She's one year older. She passed me THREE BAGS FULL of PMR stuff. Goshhh. Anyway back to last night. Man! This guy and a small girl and their mum sat behind us. ISH. Talking the whole time and keep kicking our chairs. Grrr. And this lady sitting beside me, yawning the entire concert. AISH!

Got more to blog. But i think this is enough for now la. Haha.

eLmo eLmo eLmo eLmo eLmo

Hehehe. Aiyo. I feel crazy again. haha. And now i know why i was in SUCH a great mood yesterday. It was becaaausseeeee =)
Anyway. Erm i have no idea what to blog. So i'm just gonna crap. ok?

Hmm last night. Like i said, was in a good mood. Soooo. Dunno why kim suddenly felt that i was TOO HAPPY. Hahaha. She kept asking why.
Kim: Eh something wrong with u ad la.
Me: Huh? Happy ni mar. =DDDD
Kim: Hmm why so happy? Got some guy ask you to be his gf ar?
Me: WHAT? Nolar. Happy ni wad. No need reason rite.
Kim: Oh i thought i was gonna lose u.
Me: HAHA. You'll NEVER lose me to some guy la my dear.
Kim: Aiyo. Can you stop being so happy?
Me: Oh fine. *emo*
Kim: Haha.
Me: not funny also.
Kim: you ar
Me: *eeemmooooo* (HAHAHA)
Kim: Stop emo-ing la.
Me: You don't want me to be happy so i be EMO la.
Kim: Aish.
Me: *eLmo* (hehe suddenly tot of sesame street)
Welll. the rest of the conversation was kinda weird and also totally private and confidential. Haha. And FYI, the converse above was by memory k. HAHAHA. Told you i just wanted to pass time.

Cant believe my parents actually left me alone at home!Wooo!Ok so i won't be home MOST OF THE DAY.hehe. Just for another 15minutes then i'll be gone ad. Sighhh.
Hmm what happened this morning ar.

Oh yeah my 'alarm clock' LOL! To my dear alarm: I was actually scolding the phone the 1st time u called. thought it would stop ringing but NOOOO. HAHAHA. Then after the 2nd time i was like aiya just leave it. Then after i replied your sms, fell asleep for 10MINUTES. then parents woke me up. haha. Ah well.

After that, i just walked around my house like a sakkai. Dunno what to do. Was tempted to walk out of the house but my area very dangerous. No. Not cos of thieves and all that but if my parents' friends see me. IM DEAD. haha. So just listen to mp3 til i got hungry. Ate breakfast. and WANTED TO WATCH CARTOONS. BUT no cartoons. =(
So i watched MTV instead. Haha. Then decided to online. How wonderful. NO ONE ONLINE.

Oh. I think i got to go ad. Have to get ready and all. Aishhhh. Lazynya. OMG!!Body mime practice later!!!! worship practice as well!!! *starts freaking out*

K. Im outta here.

Smiles all over =)

Aihh. Happynya aku. Haha. Why? No specific reason. HAHA. Yeah right. Nahh just feel happy. =D Since last night i think? Oh wait, no. Dunno since when la. Haha. It's just a feeling. *grins* (aint it obvious happiness isnt JUST FEEL like feeling can FEEL ad???)

Today. Ahhhh. Church the whole day. =DDD

Came home. Sarah followed me back. FINISHED the nametags. Well,kinda. Still got one more group not done yet. Ah that one just write the names only. 12 names more. YAAAAAAYYYYY! Haha. Everyone's like,"Wahh so complicated. Can finish a not?" HAH! I did it!

LALALALALA. Man im in such a good mood. Haha.

Had free breakfast. Someone belanja. Hehe. Then had CHOCS for lunch. HAHAHAHA. Serious. When i told my mum that she thought i was joking. LOL. (ask sarah how she looked when i told her. AHAHAHA.)


Ok. Better end this before y'know. (LOL actually i also dunno)

Hehe. This is such a crappy post.

Jean Is Going Crazy(SERIOUSLY)

Haihh. Lines. Lines. Lines. And more LINES. If i have to draw another line, i'll be CRAZY. Oh wait. I DO have to draw more lines. My job isnt done yet. OH SIGH. Well, i'm actually having fun. HAHA. I get to skip boring lunches and eat at home(microwave food and stuff) with the excuse BUSY.hahahaha. What? I am busy. Kinda. Oh shoot. One more day. I hope we can finish most of the nametags tomorrow. If not, have to go to church in the morning on saturday. And stay back on Sunday AND probably go back to church on Monday. Whee? Never mind. I have loads of great people helping. Hehehe. Hey why am i complaining? I should be thankful that i have THINGS to do this holidays. Instead of lazing around being bored, i'm doing something productive. Hmm my mum keeps saying,"If only you're this efficient doing your school work........." Aish. Haha.

Oh crap. My lunch. Time to eat.

GOD IS GOOOOOD!!!

Hehe. So, i've been cracking my head thinking of designs for the nametags. When i started, BOY! I was soooo stuck. Haha. Weeeell, then yesterday, i sat down and did a rough design. A VERY ROUGH DESIGN. Trust me when i say it's ROUGH. Haha.

Seriously i was kinda umm doubting whether or not i could do it. Cos when i look at all the previous camps' nametags, i'm like WHOOOAA. Nice. Haha. Dunno la. I was impressed. VERY. So, i guess i got desperate(cos i got to know about this on monday night. Camp's next tuesday!!)As i was bathing, i prayed and prayed. And i got this rough idea. Weeeell, i was on the computer the whole of last night. Good thing rach was also online, talked to her while doing my work. Thank God for her man. Making me laugh the whole time. Haha. We were laughing at the group names. Hehehe. Hmm. Last year's groups names also funny. Hehehehehe.

This morning, woke up. DUH. Straight away took my stuff out and did the nametag thing. Skipped breakfast. haha. Did the nametag thing til about 1 plus. FINISHED(designing)IT ALL. At first i got so discouraged cos in my opinion, my designs were umm terrible. But then my mum read something in the paper and asked me to read it as well. Know what it was? It was the meaning of certain plants. Yeah the names of the groups were biblical plant names. Haha. Man! That was encouraging.
Cedar=Confidence. =)
Olive=Wisdom hehe
Cypress=faithful
these three things really touched my heart. I don't know why but it did. Last night before i slept, i kept praying and praying. And i guess this is how God answered my prayers.

God is AMAZING!!!!!Anyway, after lunch i went to church. Expected no one to know i was there. Then as i photostated the stuff, Rach came in. Haha. She had dance practice. I showed her the finish product. I did a sample for each group. And she(the art genius)said it was nice. Mannn! Felt so relieved. hehe.

So now. I have to cut out everything. And meet up with some people to do it all. That would be on friday. Haha. Gonna spend the whole day in church then. Cos got worship practice at 6. Might as well stay there la. So i guess we can start work at 3? Hehe. I'm in charge so. HAHA.

And yeah, i'm asking as many percy members as possible. HAHAHAH.

Ish(part2 =D)

You idiot. You make me smile all the time. You always know what to say don't you? =)

Ishhh.

Grr. Deleted the previous post due to certain issues. WHICH I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT. You're gonna keep me up all night thinking what it is you idiot. Ish! Just tell me la. What do you expect me to do?!!!! I dunno anything about it ok. I'm sure you know that i don't know anything. Aiyo.

Wheee!! Hahaha

Hehehe. I don't usually take pictures of myself. But due to popular demand, i DID IT! Hehehe. Now the world would be prepared to see me in person. Those who havent seen me yet. So? Haha. Yeah BIIIGGG difference from last time. I know i know. Haha. Comment about how i look if you want. Haha.

Hmm. I think i look like a naughty little boy in the first pic. Yes, BOY. hahaha. Can barely see my hair there. Cool. Haha. So what do YOU think? hehehe.

Anyway, getting used to it ad. It's been 3 days. i think. HAHA. Short le.

Klar. Enjoy looking and laughing at my pics. HAHA. Sighhh gonna take YEARS to grow my hair back to last time. oh well!! XD

Uh oh

I have no idea what to do. HEELLLPPP!!

December blahh

Hehe. Sooo. Thought i woke up later than daren today. But haihh. Can't beat the king. Haha. Woke up straight away bathed and went to church. Went to Jireh house. but NO ONE there. Well, i was with daren la so it was ok. Had aunty pauline call uncle cheow leong. HAHA. Then waited in Jireh with my sammy(haha MY)and daren.

Later went for lunch with daren and joel. Sammy had prayer so. He skipped lunch. Learning from his mum to skip lunch. HAHA. 3RD SERVICE TODAY!! Wooo! Syok man. After soooo long, finally had 3rd again. Loving it. Stayed back. Thought no one would stay. Cos usually when i DO stay, NO ONE would be there. But today, syok man. At first just daren, fong and i. Later joel came. Then nicole, wei minh, sammy, rach, shaheena. PERCY CELL MEETING. haha. Man. Had 'confessions' time. LOL. Ok, so we just confessed everything. Like who we don't like, what we think and all. Hehe. See how close we are?? HAHA. Haiyah. Love them to the maxx man. Sadly adrian wasnt there. haha. ok so not that sad but y'know. Then slowly one by one people started to go back, go for football, all that la. KKC ended. Mum took me back after KKC.

Anyway, had a very weird dream last night. Kinda freaky too. So close to reality. Kinda spoiled my mood for a while. Everytime i had time to think about it, i guess my face would be like totally expressionless cos i saw sammy looking at me with this LOOK once. Haha. Blahhh. What the crap la. It's just a dream. But i can't help thinking why i had the dream.

OMG!! Next week!! CAMP!! Cant wait. Why? Duhh can spend time with everyone. It's just fun la. Camp always rocks even if it sucks. Haha.

So, yesterday, went for youth with new hairstyle. Haha. Got many comments from people.
Mum: *talks alot* Hmm. Looks like victoria beckham. (WHAT?!!!)
Dad: Ok what. Something different la.
Bro: Oooo. Looks like now you only have to lose your specs. (Haha)
Shaheena: Suits you(cool)
Fong: Ok la. Nice what.
Nicole: CURI MY HAIRSTYLE!!(nooooo)
Rach: AH BENG!!(haha.cos the last time i had short hair was when i acted as ahbeng.cut my hair just for that drama y'know.)
David Lo: Ehh looks like yenfong!!(ishh ah he's just a small kid)
Sammy: I like my mum's hair(HAHA the mum is me la)
That's just some of the comments la. Haha.

Mannn. I love the 'choir' song we're singing for christmas performance. Rocking man!! Oh yeah will be doing the body mime thing. Cool! Something different. Instead of just sing ni.

Hmm. I hope when they reshuffle us for next year. Umm im talking about cell groups. I hope we don't get seperated. =( Got sooo close to you guys this year. Tak sampai hati. Haha. Ughhh so full. My tummy's full of gas. Haha. And chocs. I finished two packets of M&Ms. Hehe. With the help of weiminh. =DDD

Family Outing!!!

Haha. If you are asking yourself, what is she crapping? Well, stop asking. I'll tell you. LOL. Ok. So, today went out with sim(mummy) and Michelle(muiz). HAHA.yup. Family. hehehe. Let's start from this morning. Woke up early. Had a great alarm clock. My mum. At first, she woke me up, then i went back to sleep(hehehe) later, after she bathed and changed, she came to my room and said,"Eh we going for DIM SUM ar. Wake up or else we'll leave you at home." ahah. Well, then i quickly got up and got changed la. Haha. Then my mum said,"Haiyah you ar. Say food then wake up la." hehe. True true. After breakfast, it was 9plus. So got home bathed, changed again. Got ready to go to jusco. LEFT HOME AT 10.30. My dad thought i was CRAZY for going that early. When i told him, he was like,"Huh?" As if he heard wrongly.

Anyway, sim left her house at 10.40 i think. So, ACCIDENTLY told my mum i'll be along for a while. *oops* Our conversation went something like this:
Mum:Hmm. Maybe i should hang around with you and friends le.
Me:Oh can also la. Cos i maybe alone for awhile.
Mum:WHATTT?You are gonna be alone?!!
Me:Uhh not really. A while only. Just enough time to buy tickets then they'll come ad.
Mum:Crazy ar u?See all these men still dare go alone???(we were in jusco d.in the car)
Me:Aiya nothing wan mar.Little while ni.
Mum:I'm following. I don't care.
Me:Fine.
Mum:Hmm feel like going toilet.
Me:*AIYO* Can we buy the tickets then go toilet?
Mum:Hmph somemore say you'll be alright alone.
Me:*keeps quiet*

Haihh. Well, then we went to MPH and waited there til Sim came. Ok. Wanted to go for the 12.10 movie. But the seats were like waaaay in front. Don't wanna break my neck watching Enchanted. So HAD to go for the 2.30 show.

After sim came, we went to the arcade, played two games of the bangy thg thg. Dunno what it's called. Then we did window painting. HAHAHA. Felt so weird cos everyone was staring and i can feel them thinking,"How old are these two girls???" Haha. Then there some who talked out loud, and sim and i thought,"These people talking about us is it." After doing it, thought michelle would be in jusco ad. But NOOOO. Coming wor. Then we went for lunch at 'Food & Tea'. Some restaurant la. Was there til michelle came. Ok. Let me say one very important thing. MICHELLE WAS TWO HOURS LATE. Bluekkk. Weeell when she FINALLY reached we went to take pics at the arcade. Haha. When we were done, STILL not time for movie. Haish. So, went SHOPPING. LOL. Michelle bought a tshirt at Padini. She ar, just look then like, then buy. I mean, WHAT?!! Then, she filled up a form to get the card or something. So while waiting for to fill it up. Took soooo long. I offered to help. Filled up all i knew. Then played with her handbag. HAHA. I carried it and felt like an aunty. =)

THEN went to the cinema cos movie gonna start. And it was SO CROWDED. Goshh. Sharon and po lum had to sit in front. Those poor things. Hehe. Yes, i went early and got seats RIGHT AT THE BACK. HAHA. Aiyo, when buying popcorn there was an uh 'issue' about how to buy and all. Cos if two people easy, just get the combo la. But three of us. So, made michelle buy the regular popcorn on her own and sim and i shared. Hehe. In easier terms, MICHELLE=PAY MORE SIM+I=PAY LESS. =DD

The movie was great. Hmm. Almost all the movies i watched this year was with Sim. Many memories. Ok so, we wanted to stay a little longer after the movie. But then, the last time we(sim and i)did, we kena halau by this aunty. So,pandai-pandai la. Haha. After the movie, was debating(with myself)whether or not to go home yet. Decided not to. Haha. So, we did some shopping. I bought raisins for my dad. Haha.

Ahh. Finally went home at 5.50?? Reached home at 6. What a day. When reached home, i decided to be a good girl and practiced my freaking piano. So, my parents cant complain about me going out all the time. HAH. Cos that's the deal. An hour(or more)of piano a day EVERYDAY. Regardless of how busy i am. So. Yeah.

Apart from me being totally broke now and totally overspending my credit, today was great. Haha. Long time didn't go out with my muiz and mum. Not really detailed la this thing. But it's long enough so. HAHA.

By the way, I STILL WANT EARRINGS. haha. Didnt get to buy any. Usually i would but dunno why this time i didnt. Hehehe. Yes i have a million pairs(ok so i tend to exaggerate =P)but the ones i wear often are like so few.

So, my bro wants to use the computer for ahem education purposes(LOL). Have to go offline now. Ish.

Oh yeah there were so many MGS people in jusco it FREAKED ME OUT. XD

Going out more next week!!!! Ooo yeah! Probably like 3 to 4 times? HAHA. My mum's gonna skin me alive. hehe.

Feeling cruel

Sigh. My dad brought back this baby shark a while ago. So, my mum cooked it for dinner tonight. I felt sooo cruel. Cos i remember looking at the dead baby shark.=( As i was eating it, i couldnt help but to think what if the shark's 'family' was like a normal human's? Would its parents miss it? HAHA. I know i know. What the crap. Haha.

Sooo. Baked today. =DD Managed to bake a whole tupperware full of cupcakes. Hehe. On my own. With a little help from mum of cos. Eh it's nice k. Hehehe. Cooking is fun especially during masakan time with soong. Haha. Laughed more than we cooked. Our place is strategic but NOT strategic. Why? Weell, it's at the back so won;t get much attention from teacher. GOOD. BUT got red ants. And miss soong hates red ants and also a little scared i think. She would SCREAM when any got onto our plates or kena her hand. HAHA. then i would 'come to the rescue'. Hehe. Gonna miss masaking with her next year. Remember the time during masakan when i tried to explain to pn cheong that there was lizard poop on my table? HAHAHA. funny.
So this is what happened.

S(soong): Eeee! What's that??*points at lizard poop.*
Me:Aiya just wipe la.*takes tissue and wipes*
MT(masakan teacher lol):Eh girl ar.(says to soong)You are not paying attention.You are looking at your friend(me).
Me:Teacher,there's lizard berak here.
MT:Huh?
Me:*stands* Teacher,there's lizard shit here.
*those who heard me laughed*
MT:What ar?
Me:*says a little louder*Teacher got cicak shit here.
MT:Got what ar??
Me:(ish how to explain there's lizard poop without sounding rude??!!!)Teacher im wiping lizard shit.*kinda loud*
MT:*asks girl in front* What she say?Clean what?
Me:*grrrr* Teacher it's dirty.Im just wiping it.*THERE!she heard me!*
MT:Oh.If dirty then sit somewhere else la!
Me:It's clean ad.*sits down,frusfrated.*

Oh yeah and by then soong,sonia and chuiyee(those sitting same table)were laughing non stop. Those sitting at the table in front of ours as well. We were sitting at the back. Grrrr. That was a real memorable day. Haha. By the way. If you have any idea how to explain to a teacher there's lizard 'droppings' without sounding rude, please let me know.

Anyway, waited for about 1 1/2 hours for my piano teacher to come. It was raining cats and dogs. So she called to tell that she'd be late. Haihh. I sang like a madwoman while waiting for her. And i mean MADWOMAN. All out of tune. and very loudly. But it was raining too heavily for anyone else to hear. HAHA. It was fun.

Hmm. Supposed to go for breakfast this morning. But i woke up at 9plus almost 10. So my mum asked me to eat in. Aish. Never mind. I'm going out for breakfast tomorrow. hahaha.

Cherisse

So, spent the entire morning and a little of the afternoon with Cherisse. A five year old kid. Do you remember being five? Hmm, i remember i was a quiet kid. At first. THEN hehe. Yup then i'll be noisy and restless. Blah blah.

Anyway, babysat Cherisse. Played with her. For dunno how many hours. At first, she was sooo shy. I asked her her name, age and all that. And she answered real softly. And i thought cool. A quiet kid. BUT after a while. FUIYOH. Haha.

Hmm. If this was a job, and i'd get paid, then it would be soo cool. But i did it out of the goodness of my heart. Haha. Yeah right. I was forced by mum but oh well. I could babysit for some cash. Hehe. Eh someone offeref to pay me for giving tuition to some kid. Just teach the kid english. Watch english TV, read books, internet. Anything related to english. Cool right? But that time i was too busy with other stuff and all my afternoons were occupied so had to say no. =( wasted la.

Back to Cherisse. Now i know how it would be to have a little sis. Kinda glad i don't have one. If it was temporary, oklar. But after a while, one'll get so bored and annoyed. Love Cherisse's hair!!! It's sooo fine. I mean, it's so nice. Haha.

So, not gonna tell all the details of my babysitting experience. Haha. It was fun. Very tiring though.

Blahhh.

Happily ever after?

Have you ever wondered what happens to the hero and the heroine of a certain show after it ends? Would they ALWAYS be sooo in love with each other? And what about those movies where the two main characters got together? Would they get married? What would happen to all those people? Why can't there be movies that show more of reality instead of all those lovey-dovey stories? I mean, the plots are always the same. Boy likes girl. Girl likes boy. They don't dare tell each other cos they're afraid to ruin their friendship. What the crap la. There are other plots too but the main thing is always like i stated. Get real people. Even with action movies, there's surely some romance included. Sheesh.

Oh man. I gotta stop lazing on the couch while listening to my mp3. I'll only start thinking nonsense. Gosh. Haha. But yeah, sometimes i do over think. I think about what would happen when you get a boyfriend. What? You wanna get married at 14? If i DO get a boyfriend now(like i would HAHA)dude, what to expect? I mean, what would YOU expect from a guy at this age? If you're older, sure get married la. But now, takkan you wanna plan about MARRIAGE. Puhleese. Getting into a relationship NOW would only mean breaking up in the future. Don't hate me for saying this. INILAH AKIBATNYA TERLAMPAU FREE. =DD

Okok. I STILL wonder how people can stay married for years and years. Hmm. My grandparents fight all the time. But we ALL know they really love each other. So obvious. Whenever they fight, me and my bro would laugh cos its like so cute.hehe. I wonder if i will find someone to fight and love too. *deep in thought*
Eh what am i doing?? Haha. Why do i care soo much NOW of all times?

Know what. I'm gonna stop this overthinking-out-loud right now. Better keep all the weird thoughts to myself before someone comes and beat me up. Haha.

Lalalalala.

Yo. Long time no update. Haha. Ok so it's only been one weekend. Ah well.

So nothing much happened. Except church church and yeah CHURCH.
The six weeks seem to just FLY by. It feels like just two weeks ago when they announced that 3rd service would be stopped. For six weeks. 3rd service is gonna start again next week. And i was just getting used to getting out of 1st service at 10 every Sunday. Haha. My dad likes to see the youth during 2nd when he leads worship. Haha. Typical dad.

Anyway, got the worship schedule for december(3rdservice) Yeah, first time i'm getting it. So i guess i'm OFFICIALLY in the worship team...? Hmm. Cool. Haha. But, what happened to all the Percy cell members? The only people in the schedule(from percy)were adrian, sam, nicole and me. What happened la?

Choir. Ahhh. No more practices for this year. Is that good? I dunno. Practices are ok. Used to be scary for me. Cos of the 'scary' seniors. HAHA. When i think of how freaked out i was(ok maybe not FREAKED OUT more like LEFT OUT)BODOHNYA. Haha. They are soo not scary. AT ALL.

Ok, that's all for now i guess.

Oh yeah, waikit is the camp commander. LOL!! Mr. Patrick Star. And also the guy who calls me and fong 'chicken rice' (me=>chicken fong=>rice)haha.

Newest addiction

Argh argh arghhh. I'm gonna get a headache if i keep staring at the screen. =D So, spent like dunno how many HOURS on the computer today. Phew. Fun though. Hehehe. Nopez, didn't online. Except now(break tiiime)haha. So, i have a new craze. A new addiction. Wheee! VIDEOS. NICE! Nope not watching them. Making my own. You know, put all the pictures together, edit it, add in music, blah blah blah. Getting quite pro actually. Haha. Ok, so maybe im a little perasan. Hehe. But, i've already done two. Not bad for an amature like me. It took me AN HOUR to put together a video which is only 3MINUTES AND 8SECONDS long. Gosh! And the second one is quite long. Took me many hours. Haih. At least i got SOMETHING to do right?

Hmm, thinking of my 3rd project. Haha. What should i do THIS time? I wonder. Oh well, i have the WHOLE night. My parents seem to be quite happy that im spending my time doing something 'productive'. Haha. Maybe they're just happy i did their holiday vid for them. After sooo many years. Hahaha. Man im pretty tired but AKU ADA SEMANGAT to do the vids. Hahaha. Good mood now. No idea why. That's good right?
TARGET=>5VIDS BY THIS WEEKEND. lol.

So, woke up 15minutes late this morning. hehe. Had only 20 minutes to get ready, bathe, eat then rush to choir. Surprisingly, i wasn't late. The hall wasn't even opne when i reached. Haha. Choir was kinda discouraging though. I mean, there were only 15 people there. Including Kai Teng and Jamie. There were 5 sopranos and 5 mezzos. ONLY 2 ALTOS. Man we rock. (the other 3 were kaiteng,jamie and peiqi who played the piano). After a while 2 people left. For tution or something like that. We did this harmonising exercise thingy. Had to split up to our sections. Guess which section was the loudest? DUH! ALTO!! haha. Seriously, why do people NOT like being in alto? They should try it first. We are the most happening, always the fastest and well, the cekapest. Haha. In terms of singing and the people in alto. Everyone knows everyone. =DDDD

Oh yeah, i finally got my calculator back. Haha. Like i need it now. Haha.

Ok, break's over. Time to get back to 'work'. hahaha.

Blahhhh

ISH. Why can't you understand?? Ok, just finished piano. Haihh. I think i almost killed my teacher with my playing. haha. Cos i just wasnt paying attention and my mind was wandering off by itself. So, haha. Whatever she said, i was just nodding. hehe. Parents. Yeah, i know they want the best for me. Yeah, i want to make them so so proud. But hey, there's a limit.

Those who know me well, should know that i want to stop piano lessons. And you people SHOULD also know i enjoy playing. It's just. Haih. Too complicating for words. I talked to some friends about this. And their advice? Bear with it. Finish it before stopping. Ok fine. I'm trying. BUT there's something inside me that just CANT take it anymore. The reason i'm actually trying to finish this is to please my parents i guess.

It's so obvious that i am so not interested in classical music. Even a total stranger can see it. Why can't YOU? Sigh. Remind me again why i'm still taking lessons??? Piano is fun. Well, everything can be fun. But but but(there's always a BUT)this little matter can turn out so complicating. Everyone will surely think,"If you wanna stop, stop la." Eh, it's not that easy ok.

Haih. I DUNNO WHAT TO DO!!!

No title. Lol.

Haha. Couldn't resist. Love these pictures sooo much. Thanks kim for sending it to me. Haha. XD

So, today, after breakfast, went to my room. Started cleaning. Haha. Now my room is sooo clean!! *gives self a pat on the back* Haha.

Anyway, i read back my resolutions for this year. AND. I managed to complete 12/15. I mean, i didn't achieve three. And one of them was, to do and excel in all my resolutions. So, im quite proud of myself. Hmm,i wonder if the resolutions we buried is still there. Oh well, i guess we can't check it huh. Haihh.

sToL3n

Heheh. Okok. I'm about to steal miss chuah's words. But takkan i cant steal it?? haha. EH. You of all people should know that I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU. I wish Simple plan has a new album. SP was like my first fav band ok. And thanks to fong, voon and jia an, i started LOVING music. haha. Yalar. Corrupted by you people in primary school. Yup, i was such an innocent gal. XD or maybe i WAS getting corrupted that time you guys just so HAPPENED to be my best friends. *rolls eyes* anyway, i've been listening to SP's songs alot. Miss them so much. I know the lyrics to every single song. i think. I have BOTH their albums. Original. Haha. And of cos, i downloaded some.

So maybe their songs are a little depressing at times but with the right attitude, they rock. Haha. Hmm. Songs like,' Grow up' is a little immature but that's what i like about them. Nice! hehe. I used to want to sing 'Shut Up' to certain people *cough* in HSOM. =DDD

If SP has a new album. I'll definitely buy it. Eh wait, i'll download it first. hehe. What? That's called smaaartt. Haha. So many sweet sweet memories. SP. Haihh. So many things happened. SP. haha. When i was a depressed duck, thanks fong for being with me singing some SP song. haha. When i was a happy pig, eh wait.... i sang christian songs. lol. Never mind.

SP. SP. SP. I'm not obsessed. But like the next person*points to someone important* I grew up with SP. I can't just FORGET them right? Ahh well. =)

Ok im outta here.

What a day!

Phew! Such a tiring day. Haha. Woke up at 7. Went to school. My mum picked us(shuqi,peiqi,nyityi,meiping,me) from school at 10. Man she was punctual. I thought she was LEAVING the house at 9.45. Rupa-rupanya she REACHED school at 9.45. Haha. Anyway, we didn't want to go in our MGS tshirt. So, we changed our ENTIRE outfit in the AVA room. hahaha. (Yunru scared us when she told us there was CCTV in the AVA. There isnt. But we actually stripped there so, if there was CCTV.....)

In jusco, ahh! Ok we did many things there. But the MAIN thing was MAKING NOISE. XD Pity the staff at pizza hut. They had to layan some very fussy people. hehe. There was soooo much food. Ate til evreryone was too full. Ah well!! Then we watched the Bee Movie. Nice show. Then lepak a lot. Spent almost 6hours at jusco. Out for 8 hours. Phew.

Ok. Pics. Haha. Didn't take much la.
PART of our food. There was more. About 4 pizzas per table...? Didnt know we had THAT much cash. Plus we got back RM 4.30. imagine.

Ok, so only 4 people could sit at one table. But, you know, friends and all wanna sit together. So, this is the librarian gang. Haha.

This is the 'Geng Ratu Cantik'. Haha. Baby and mummy. Haha. Both loving black and white. =) (and babez, i'm sorry to say this is so NOT our family pic. there will never be one.hahaha.)

The popcorn i shared with my little baby. haha. The lady at the counter must think i'm nuts for taking this pic. Maybe she thinks im super ULU. XD

The pink pants gang!!! Haha. Black white black. Like our pants? It's PINK. hahaha.

The last pic i took. =( In the toilet. haha. It was kinda crowded there. But who cares right?

So, that's it. Today was great. And oh yeah. We met Miss Noorhana. HAHA. So funny. She was going up the escalator we were going down. hehe. Yupz. Had a great time. And when we were going back, kept saying, "See you next year!!" Haha.

Sadly SOME people were not there. AND everyone ran off before we could take a class pic. Ish. Wasted la. haha.

In conclusion(lol) 2 HERON 2007 ROCKS TO THE MAX!!! =DD

One more thing

And yeah. Forgot to add this.

MY PENYAKIT IS BACK. shoot!

Help! plus, the medicine is sooo not working. Okok. i don't even have the medicine now. MAAAAANNNN!! I hope the penyakit this time isn't fatal. Sighhh.

Me. You. Sweatz. lol.

Sigh. For those who think that my previous two posts look familiar, DUH. I did something like that in my notebook remember? Still have many more to do. Later la. Depends on my mood what i wanna do. Well, the uhh 'things' that i said in my previous entries, are kinda how i feel. About numerous things. =) I like expressing my feelings through words. And music. But mostly words. HAHA. That's why in my notebook, one can find loads of crap. But it's interesting crap mind you. Fine maybe it's only interesting if you actually understand what i'm crapping about. Or rather about WHO. Hahahaha.

Ok. I think that's all for today.

More crap later.

If only i could,i would.

1. If only i could change the world, i would.
2. If only i could be perfect, i would. (on second thought, NAHH)
3. If only i could REALLY make a difference in this world, i would.
4. If only i could see what goes on in your mind, i would.
5. If only i could understand this a little better, i would.
6. If only i could be who i wanna be, i would.
7. If only i could make miracles happen, i would.
8. If only i could stop all addictions, i would.
9. If only i could change my mind, i would.
10. If only i could stop this feeling, i would.
11. If only i could choose whether or not to be involved, i would.(too bad im already involved.)
12. If only i could believe all that i say, i would.
13. If only i could convince myself, i would.
14. If only i could make an impact on someone's life, i would.
15. If only i could come clean, i would.
16. If only i could do this on my own, i would.
17. If only i could solve all my problems alone, i would.
18. If only i could change YOUR mind, i would.
19. If only i could make time go faster to escape this torture, i would.
20. If only i could make you(ALL of you)proud, i would.

BUT I CAN'T

I wish.....

1. I wish you would talk about me like you do about him.
2. I wish you could understand why i keep quiet at times.
3. I wish i could be all that you want me to be.
4. I wish i could rewind time and put right all my wrongs.
5. I wish you could see all the good in me and not the bad.
6. I wish i could be perfect in your eyes.
7. I wish nothing would ever go wrong.
8. I wish i could understand why you prefer him.
9. I wish you would be proud of me.
10. I wish i had something better to do than this. =)
11. I wish i could stay in my dreams forever.
12. I wish things could be how it was before.
13. I wish you wouldnt always give me that look.
14. I wish you would respect me.
15. I wish i could be the perfect person for you.
16. I wish i wouldn't feel the way i do when i'm with you.=P
17. I wish my wishes would come true.
18. I wish you would mean what you say.
19. I wish i could be ALL that i wanna be.
20. I wish i wouldn't feel this way anymore.

TOO BAD MY WISHES CANT COME TRUE

Pictures

Ok. So here are the pictures we took on friday. Enjoy.

Our dirty shoes. Mine is the one with the hole. HAHA. Su's is the dirtiest. Muahaha. I know why its sooo dirty. hehe.

From the left: Naz, Susu, Jean. We took this without teacher's knowing.

Jean and Kai. As Su says,"Being mengada." Ceh.she's just jealous. Haha.

Uhh. Sexy legs? the fairer one is my leg. The other one is kai's. XD

2Heron on the last day of school. Is there a teacher in front? Ooops. *eww Joevy's stuff is all PINK*

Eh i coloured the names k. Wasnt easy! haha.Nice. my name's in the middle(kinda)

Nazliatul Aniza and Wong Jean-Li. Our badges and my black book. =)

Jean and Kai and Su. ish. Su mengada. Gonna miss you two next year!!!!

From left: Shuqi, Jean, Su(mengada AGAIN) Bianca('bergaya'), kai. Below me is Kim. Haha.

Oops! Aiya a perfect picture turn horribly wrong. Haha.(OMG whats naz trying to do to me?!!)

Take two: (Red: from left: me,su,naz,kai Blue: from left: Peiqi, suqi,kim) The Sakkai Seven!!XD

Jean and Bianca. (Bi bergaya again.this time with a different tie)

Ahh! This is my favourite! Su kai jean doing THE SOONG POSE! XDDD

The Sakkai Seven and Miss Noorhana. Our class teacher. She rocks y'know.

Us again with Jia Xin and Alison.
Jean,meiping,su. Eh. what's kim doing at the back there????sesat fella.

Oklar. I think that's it for now. Have to be somewhere else. haha. I'll upload the other pics later ok? I still have about a thousand. Sighh.

Updates

FINALLY!! Can online! Okok. I have been onlining recently. But only for like 10-15 minutes...? That's not considered! Hehe. Anyway. GOSHH. Soooo many things happened since the last time i blogged. Thursday right? So, Friday. Hmm. Maybe i should start with thursday night. Madness. Hahaha. At first, i didnt really think much about what to wear on friday(idealteen dinner thing) BUT Aunty Pauline called me to tell me to wear something 'nice'. Fine. nice. Meaning black pants and a decent tshirt. Right? Wrong! Rach asked me to wear a SKIRT. Then aunty pauline called again. This time to ask me to wear a SKIRT. Goshh. These people pakat wan la wei. Haha. Then i started to panic. Why? Duh. The only skirt i have is my prefects' skirt. hahaha. Spent the whole night discussing with rach. Via sms at first. Weeeell, i can be very memafankan when it comes to clothes. =D I guess she couldnt tahan and called me. hehe. Oh yeah. That night got scolded from my dad. Cos on the phone too much. Hehe. First jess called. Then Sam. THEN rach. Somemore all talk quite long. (rach the longest cos she was like trying to describe all her clothes. XD) So then decided to go over to rach's house before the dinner. So that's that.

Next day, LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. Sob. It was really crazy la. In the morning after assembly, i kept saying,"it's the last day of schoooool." And sang that sentence. Lol. Tiba-tiba waiyee appeared. Out of nowhere. I was high halfway. Wanted to finish keying in the latecomers thing. But Datin's office was locked. So, we went to Pn Ho's office. Wanted to pinjam computer. Turns out yiwen's pendrive got virus. Haha. So couldnt do. Oh well. It's not as if im soooo sad that we couldnt do. XD

Back in class. Taking pictures the whole morning. Check out the next post for the pictures. RECESS. I was being sentimental and said to everyone,"Last recess for 2007!!!" lol. Yeah, you people ate alot. Why la? You would really miss the canteen food? You've GOT to be kidding. Gotong-royong. Ahhh. Cleaned the science lab. Nothing much la. No big deal. Went back to class, took MORE pictures. hehe. Gonna miss you guys! Sob sob. Okok. That's enough i think.

Went home. GOT A VERY SAD SAD SAAAADD SMS. Rach got sick and couldnt go for the dinner. =( After lunch went over to her house to pick up the clothes she chose for me. Yes, i trust her. Once at home, my mum was sooo happy. Cos after dunno how many YEARS im finally wearing a skirt. Swtzz. Tried all the clothes. Phew. Chose an outfit la. Later in the evening, got ready. Man. I felt like such a girl that night. Haha. Soooo weird. Anyway, the dinner was no big deal la. Spent time talking with fong. haha. Pity sam tho. He had to sit far far faaaarr away from us all. (BTW, im glad i wore a skirt cos everyone looked sooo formal haha) After all the events, went home. When i reached home, it was almost midnight. Sighh.

Next day. Saturday. Bro's birthday. I was the first to wish him!!! Haha. So proud cos so many people wished him. At first he told me his ex wished him first. Then he added," After you." hahaha. So, woke up at 9.30. Straight away went for breakfast.(after i changed brush teeth blah blah of cos.)Then my dad sent his car to Caltex. To be washed. So, my bro and i did some errands til around 11am. Worship practice supposed to start at 12. My bro wanted to play drums so went to church at 11. Good thing we were early. I had to find some chords. Hehe. And william helped to set up the PA stuff. Anyway practice was ok. Ended so early. Haha. After practice, went to get my bro's sunglasses. He wanted to 'treat' himself. Plus he has been looking for a nice pair of sunglasses to wear while driving. Then we went to KFC to buy wedges(i paid of cos.)AND ate cendol. I paid as well. By the time we got home, it was almost 3. Had to go back to church at 3.30 cos had to type the songs and all. Rested a while then we ciao. Anyway. Worship was ok. I didnt feel as nervous as before. Lets see. Yesterday would be my third leading during combined youth meeting(hey that's real good for a fourteen year old kid)First time, gosh. Wasnt a disaster la. But was soooo stiff and nervous. Second time, not really ad. But maybe its because the songs were very familiar. Yesterday was ok. Seriously ok. Wasnt nervous. HAHA.

THEN dinner. Phew. After youth, lepak in church a while. Sent some people somewhere. Sat down at home then dad announced that it was time for dinner. Goodness. So early somemore. Had dinner. Then went to some parents' friends' house. Was there til 11plus. Came home. BATHE. Read a little then slept. Tired to the max.

Today was a normal sunday la. Woke up. Went to church. Went for some wedding makan. Came home. Watched TV. Online. whoa so interesting. *rolls eyes*

So yeah. Didnt really go into details about my two superly busy days. Maybe later tonight or something. But that's enough for now.

Second last day of school

So, just finished piano. haihh. Today was tiring. And funny. Hehe.

Hmm. In the morning, i thought i reached school my normal time. Then went up to class. NO ONE reach yet. Sighh. So i just went down and talked to Peiqi. Then after assembly, went to Datin Mungit's office to key in the latecomers. Man! There are soooo many latecomers. Somemore its almost the same people. Ish ish. Was there til recess(YES 4 whole periods!)Mangaed to complete(almost)form2. Still got form4 to do. Oh well. Hehe.

Anyway, went for recess. And kim and kai told me they were waiting for me.(my camera actually) cos Kaiqi brought camera but NO BATTERY. Kim pulak NO MEMORY CARD. cacat people. Haha. Went to class for the first time the whole day for science. SIGH. So boring. Maybe it's beacuse NONE of us want to study. I mean, c'mon la. SECOND LAST DAY OF SCHOOL MY FRIEND. Dunno why our teacher left when the 2nd recess bell rang. Lol. She just went out like that. Blurnya. Never mind. Save us from another 20 minutes of boredom. =DD

Then Pn Pung asked 10 people to help her. All the prefects who were there rushed to help. Oh please. It's not because they're sooo hardworking. Ada isi tersirat. haha. So we(only 8 of us)helped her arrange the KHB files. Had to carry them from the afternoon session teachers room to the cooking lab. Had to take two rounds each.

In the cooking lab, we arranged the files according to the people's classes next year. TIRING MAN. We were making sooo much noise in there. Haha. Someone would shouting,"Where's so-and-so???"And someone else would answer,"In the class la DUH." or "Oooo! I saw her this morning!" Haha. What the first person really meant was where was the person's FILE. We ran up and down the room like sakkais. Laughed a lot. We helped pn pung for 3periods. I tied all the files together til my hands were red. It's still red now by the way. Painful tau. But i had to tie it all cos kononnya the rest don't know how to tie. Hmm. Maybe it's true lar. Haha.


When we went back to class, the class smelt like toilet. Haha. You know, when the toilet's being washed, there's this SMELL. Hehe. It turned out to be this cleanser thingy we found on our table. Today turned out to be not boring. NOT AT ALL. In fact, it was the total opposite. I thought i could do some music theory work in school. I didn't even do one question.

Oh man. Gotong-royong tomorrow. The last time we had a gotong-royong, it was real fun. Cos we cleaned the trinity hall. HAHA. Played with water, got wet. But the hall was sooooo clean when we were done. hahaha.

Maaannn. I so don't wanna make the decision!! It's something that will affect me for life. Ok. I won't think about it for now.

Hehe. Still havent cleaned my room. It's as messy as ever. =DD My mum has been nagging me ever since the final year exams started. But.... hehe. No mood to clean la. But i will. When the school holidays start. That is, if i feel like it. hahaha.

Yo...

YES!! Can go for the dinner!! Yup now going for two. Only say 'no' to one. Better than before right? Now got another dilemma, what to wear?? Was planning to wear jeans and tshirt but....haha.

Today, was a mixture of happy sad tired BLAH. Got to know what classes we're going to next year. SOB. Cant believe the 'QiLi monkeys' have to split up. Sad la. Never mind! We'll fulfill out 'promise' and reunite in form4 aite? Haha. Really gonna miss y'all!! Wont be able to be annoyed by Su anymore. My sitting partner for another two more days! Ok, we're gonna take loads and loads of pictures for memory. 2heron 2007. aihh. Memories. Horrible times. Amazing times. It's all gonna be missed. A lot. Wow. My classes for three years are all different. Cool. Haha. Hmm, last year, was in 1Oriole. This year, 2Heron. Next year, 3Hornbill. Nice. haha. and what does that spell? 'OHH'. (Something i say kinda often haha).

Next year is gonna be so different. New people coming to MGS. How amazing that all the new girls so far are my childhood friends???? I guess it's a good thing. Some change is good. Oh no. Our classes next year are soooo far away from civillization!! Okok. I'm exaggerating as usual. But still, the toilet is soooo far away. The bengkel is FURTHER. Science lab as well. Haihh. Why why why. I'm definitely sitting next to the door again. Haha. Fell in love with the door this year. It's sooo nice you know. Sitting next to the door. If there's a fire, i'll be the first to escape. =DD AND the wind. GOSHHH! Nice man! Getting to bang the door when i feel frusfrated. Hehe. Aiyo, too bad 3Hornbill isnt like 2Heron. No window sills to put the 'lost and found'. (Oh yeah, the 30cents is still there. And now,there are paper clips,an eraser,tissue and many more)

HOLIDAYS!! Aiks. Choir. Ooo. i think i better list out the practices before i forget it.
Monday(19th Nov 2007): 8-11am. Sob sooo early
Wednesday(21st Nov 2007): 8-11am
Friday(23rd Nov 2007): 8-11am
That's all the practices for now. FOR NOW.
Oh! Time ad. Ok. Time for Jean to watch TV. =)

Another day

Sigh. Dunno what to blog about. There's nothing going on now. Errr. Countdown:3 more days!! til holidays start. Yay!!! Haha. Wednesday(21st nov 07) should be a great day. It's.... you ready? PIZZA DAY!! Lol! (the name was by our dear jiaxin).Looks like i'm gonna spend my entire day at Jusco. let's see. Plan to go there at 9.45(miss liang kai qi finish tuition at 9.30 and wants to visit the jusco market.ish.)yeah,gonna go to the supermarket to do some aunty shopping. Lol. Then meeting everyone else around 10 plus. Hahaha. Gonna stay in pizza hut for HOURS. THEN go for a movie. And maybe go cut my hair as well. But see lar if got time. I know kai qi wants to buy something for someone. *cough*

Hmm. Must remember to get permission slip to bring camera. Wanna take pictures like nobody's business!! lol. Ahh. Like anyone ever checks. But just in case lar. No harm right? I mean, we are all so bored in class, i wouldn't mind going out to find teachers. Haha. Like today, had to find Pn Rohani(our sivik teacher). I dunno why miss noorhana called me. Tiba-tiba aje. Was busy talking and then suddenly she asked me to find Pn rohani. ish ish. Haha. Didn't mind la. So, i walked all the way to the staff room(the afternoon session one cos she's an afternoon teacher well counselor actually),she wasnt there. Went to the form2 classes and she was not there. So i walked all the way back to class. Told miss noorhana that i didn't know where she was. And miss noorhana asked me to put a note on her table. THEN i walked ALL THE WAY to the staff room again. And put the note on the table. Phew. Haha.

What did we do in school today ar. Hmm. Oh. Talked alot after recess. Before as well. Pn Salmy wasnt in school and we had two periods of BM. Some teacher came in. Dunno who she is. Hehe. She made the librarians bring board games for us. Didn't play also la. Prefer to talk.
After recess, susu went for agama. So Kim sat next to me, peiqi sat in Kim's place,and ceazaan(who misses harmina a LOT.) sat with us as well. We talked and laughed about many things which shouldn't be mentioned here. Haha. Learnt A LOT!! From the great chicken(ceazaan)man really love her. Haha. Anyway, our part of the class was the noisiest as usual. Tak biasa if our class is quiet la. After moral, we played some dumb game. Haha. Laughed somemore. THEN, we played truth or dare. The game started out fine(me:propose to kristal, kim:ask jiayun to *cough* and so on)but but but, we ended up talking. About our secrets and all. Yup. It was boring. Cos well, everything everyone wants to know about everyone is already known. So, no point la.

After school went to jusco. Cos my mum wanted to buy some vegetables. Lol.

And after that, well, here i am. Online. Haha.

Soon, i'm going to eat some chocolates. Hahaha.

Crappity crappy crap

Whoa. When i think of 11th november, i'll ALWAYS think of Daren's party last year. It was the best!! Good times,good times. Sigh. Haha. Today rach was sooo sentimental. Hmm. Maybe it's because yanmei was in church. Hahaha. Okok. I'm being evil. But yeah, rach's always sooo happy when yanmei's there. Do i have to explain their relationship? Guess not. XD

Ahh. Daren's party. We went 'swimming' in his pool. (Yes he has a pool in his house.) Were playing water balloons. Dumb guys. Ish. They kept throwing balloons at us. There were only four girls. So obviously the guys were bullying us. sob sob. Haha. The memories of that night is STILL fresh in my mind. Just like many other stuff. Haha. Okok. The night wasnt perfect. Not even close. But made loads of new friends and *cough* experienced some *cough* drama. Kinda disgusting la. Hehe. *my lips are sealed*

Anyway, 5 more days of school!! Whee! Cant wait for the holidays. Don't ask me why. So. Christmas is gonna be a very busy time. All the practices for whatever i'm gonna be involved in. Aiyo. I dunno yet le. We shall see what happens. (NO. I'm not dancing.lalalala.)

Aih. Leading this saturday. Saturday is also my bro's birthday. It is also the night of the Idealteen dinner(which i was supposed to go for FREE but had to say NO cos of bro bday) AND also the night michelle and all asked me to go to MP for dinner. So sad. Had to say NO to all. Oh well, i'm sure to get a great dinner anyway. It's just who i decide to go with. I chose my family. Haha.

Cant believe my mum is watching TV!! On her own! Usually she'll only watch if any of us on the TV. BUT!! This time she asked me to turn it on for her(umm she doesnt know how to change the channels and all.lol.)AND asked me to 'recommend' nice shows. (She came to the right person. TV expert.=DD)

The other day, bro's friend came over. I havent seen that guy for like a year? Maybe less. Guess what he told me? "Wow, you're all grown up." Uhh SWEATZ...? I mean c'mon la, i'm not that different from how i looked last year. Right?

Haha. I'm seriously crapping this whole post. Oh well. It's fun. Haha. Anyway, better stop before i crap more. =)

Sentimental gal

Yeah yeah. My second post in less than one hour. What to do? Tiba-tiba feel sentimental. Haha. *thanks rach* It's raining. And i was just walking under the rain. Remembered the times when we would walk under the rain with an umbrella to kononnya take people from their car. Haha. And we would purposely stand at the front of church with the excuse 'waiting for parents' when it's raining cats and dogs. What can i say? We were kids. Shouting like mad people. Getting all wet eventhough we KNOW we would be lectured when our parents see us. But we couldn't care less right? Making promises all the time. Haha. We went everywhere together until people said we were twins. Too bad you are a year older. We also made a promise to stay close even after you went up to youth. I'm glad that promise has been kept up til now. Both of us in youth, still close. Not as close as last time but still. We are in different schools. We have different interests. We grow apart. But i know i can always count on you. Remember how we would tell each other once there's a HUGE problem(family probs and all)? Well, this year, i know i've been getting distant. Why? Aint it obvious? I mean i'm the odd one out. You guys are like in the same school and see each other so often. I on the other hand, am on the other side of the world. But knowing that i can always count on you guys, is really reassuring. I hope you understand that sometimes it's hard to tell you things mainly cos most of my problems come from school and you won't understand what i tell you.

Arent you glad we're still friends? I am. I meant what i said the other day about everyone changing. Even me. =) I am so surprised at how fast people change. How much some of them mature in such little time. Okok. I think that's enough mushy stuff for now. Haha.

By the way, RACH, this post is about you. =P

Tired but nice haha

Ok. Before i start, just letting you guys know i was covered with flour as well y'know. Haha. Ish ish. Thought i don't play won't kena THAT teruk, rupa-rupanya, i kena just as much as the others.

So. Today was a day filled with activities. PHEW. (yeah yeah i enjoy being busy) Lets see. Last night wanted to sleep, at 12 midnite. BUT. My dad called me up to ask me to play something for him. He's worship leading tomorrow. Im usually his uhh eveready 'pianist'. lol. Was sleepyso played very terribly. I don't know how i managed to play without even having all the chords. Hehe. By the time i got to bed(for real)it was 12.30. Tried to sleep but couldn't. Ish man. Managed to sleep at 1am or later. Haihh. Woke up at 6.50(i think) cos got GB. So yeah. Went for GB. Dad was early for once. Haha. So when i came out, i could go home ad. Wheee!

Anyway, was soooo tired after GB cos not enough sleep the previous night. BUT BUT BUT. Had to prepare for youth. Rested for like 15 minutes. Was out and all lar. Reached church at 3.45pm. Nicole was dancing.lol. So watched her dance and all. Then rach came. And we discussed a little about the games we were about to have. Was so disappointed at first cos there were only 6 percy members(not including me,rach,eemun,aunty pauline).So few how to play??Takkan three groups, each group two people? lol. Okok. So that's what we planned to do at first. XD
But soon, more and more came. Ended up with like 15 members. PERFECT! Our dear dear Jeremy, didn't type out the songs. He was supposed to lead(his first time) He said,"You all ask to bring extra clothes i thought no more worship."Lol. Lame i know. Oh well(we still love him.haha)

Then, THE GAMES BEGAN. hahaha. The first was the carolling. yes,singing carols was my idea(Joel and alex would know that im a HUGE carols fan. Hahaha)It was fun. Don't wanna describe how the game was la. Lazy. Then we had the IQ game. Had to design something so that the egg won't break when dropped from a place. NONE OF THE TEAMS SUCCEEDED. Awww. Man! Those people have whacked ideas. Haha. Me and rach were laughing like crazy at their 'inventions'. Haha.

Ah. Those two games were the EASY and CLEAN ones. Then, we had this hairstyling contest. FUNNY! The 'gel' was flour and water. I made the thing. So, everyone was like,"JEANLI! You are gonna get it!!" Hehe. I was holding the flour+water. Like waitress. Funny la wei. Then later, had a game(stole the idea from CF day camp.=DD) Throwing the beans at people's face. Oooo yeah! Another disgusting game. We didnt get to play the last game cos short of time.=( too bad.

I couldn't believe the final score. IT WAS A THREE WAY TIE. LOL! Rach and i were thinking who were the winners and suddenly it hit us. no winner. Haha. (hey everyone's a winner right?)So their prize was cup noodles. Actually it already expired. (lol.took from the youth cupboard) Everyone seemed to have had a great time. (Oh the cup noodles were also given to the Joy cell people,the form4s.)

Anyway, from these games, i learnt a few things. =)
1. Peace and mercy(percy)members must go for more carolling! Goodness!
2. They are good hairstylist. Very creative. (William had leaves in HIS hair XD)
3. They don't know how to jaga the egg. Sad. (like i knew)
4. They are actually VERY sporting. Good job guys!
5. They can sweep!! (was sooo touched when rach and i saw them cleaning up together. looks like our objective was reached. first time y'know. Usually it's only a few of us who stays to clean up. This time the whole cell!!!)
6. I love them. Haha.

Eh. If you guys wanna 'balas dendam' I already kena k. My pants was full of toothpaste, tshirt covered with flour and water. My hair as well. Aku cekap. I wore a cap. So HAHA.

After youth, i was sooooo tired. It's not easy trying to handle them. Haha. Got home, BATHED. Sat down a while, then got dragged to this dinner. haihh. Cant even relax for a while. So now it's after dinner. I have a feeling im gonna sleep very well tonight. Haha. Aiyo. Another long day tomorrow. Ah well. At least i have something to do. okie. Gonna do other stuff now.

Blog more later. Tata! hehe