What if i don't want to?

Friday. I can't believe the week is over. The long long week is over. What a weird week this has been. =/

Let's see. A short summary of the week. We didn't have PJ AGAIN. *grrr* Got back all our results. Bored bored bored. We don't do anything anymore. How boring. The good thing is, it's over. Oh, right. Celebrated Merdeka today. =.= I wanted to celebrate MORE. Sighs.

I seriously can't believe august is coming to an end. Fast-nya. Oh!! Ceazaan and co.[hehehe] won the C4R thing!! That's soooo cool!! So yeah. They're going to HongKong.

Ceazaan sat in front of me[and turned around]the entire day today. She's good company. i didn't talk much though.. Ooooh. We have a three-day weekend. Nice.

Out.

Us LAME-Os gotta stick togethaa!

Just a quick one before i go to bed. It's 1.02am.

How long have we known each other? Not that long to be honest. But hey, somehow, we're close. somehow. Haha. All the things we talk about. All the secrets. All the lame stuff we talk about that no one understands. All the 'secret language'. [one good example:penyakit xD]

We get on each other's nerves ALL THE TIME. We often wonder how we can stand sitting next to each other. What with YOU falling asleep in class and ME trying sososo hard to keep you awake...i have to say, we make a good team eh. =D
Hmm. Great minds DO think alike.
All things considered, aren't you glad you're my deskmate??? AHAHA.
And yeah yeah i miss you *rolls eyes*
I'm letting you be perasan cos it's your birthday. Haha.

Babe, together, we rock!! And thanks for being a great friend. Listening to all my complaints.... Helping me with stuff. Tahaning my mooooods. HAHA. Alright. You know i like being sentimental.
So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM BER-LY!!

You and me. Back when we both had hair. Hahahaha.

Goodnight everyone.

Nothing fancy. Just this.

Sigh. It's amazing how someone can be oh-so-happy one minute and feel the total opposite the very next minute. Life is full of surprises. xP

How i long for an actual conversation. An actual conversation with an actual person. An actual person who ACTUALLY cares. Til then. My lips are sealed.

Laugh more. Talk more. Love more. Life gets better. oh yeahhh.

Jumping for joy is an understatement

It's been waaay too long since i felt like THIS. =DDDD I LOVE IT!! I feel soooo happy. Haha. Happiness without reason [xP] is the best. And yeah, just had piano lesson. We talked about badminton and my teacher actually connected it to piano. =.= Haha. Talked more than play actually. Cos, kinda neglected the piano during trials. So, couldn't play. ^^

Called aunty florence just now. TODAY'S HER BIRTHDAY!!! She was so happy lar. She sounded shocked too. Hehe. Going out for lunch with her and mum and bro later.

This hols.. I'm gonna spend it at home. Not going out much. =P

Alrighty. More laterrr.

A little too much

Have you ever met someone who actually dislikes you cos of what you have and who you are but tries hard to like you cos, once again, of what you have and who you are?? Don't you think it's weird? At first i thought i was being a little ahemmm but after hearing it[that someone dislikes me...]from my own friend, reality sinks in. [yes kim. I'm talking about THAT her =P]

Well. Don't blame her. I mean, it's hard not to feel the way she does. So yeah. I'm trying to understand and accept her. It's hard... Ahh i don't dislike her or anything. In my opinion, we're friends. ^^

Sigh. I'm just glad i have friends who've got my back. [and me theirs.] Hmm. I wonder. Is that why you guys dislike her soooo much??? xP

Smiles make the world go round

It's over. Trials = Over. PMR = Soon. Hehe.

Anyway. Yeah. Should be darn happy right? Hmm. I guess so. Came home today, and i felt as if i had NOTHING to do. Yups. The useless feeling. There's plenty to be done though... Starting with: CLEANING MY ROOOOOM. It looks like a tornado hit it. Seriously. All the books scattered everywhere. Folded laundry on my big big bed. xP In short, my room's messier than usual.

Oh yes. Rest. Need to get enough rest[like i don't already hahaha] My mum's, once again, pestering me to paint my room. =.=" And yeah, going to KL this sunday. =D Been looking forward to the trip. Haha. Dunno why.

Peace yo..!

I will survive...!

Alright. Day two of trials DONE. Three more days. I can't wait!! It's as if my whole life is being put on PAUSE. And the only thing playing is TRIALS. I want the holidays. But the worst of trials is yet to come. =( Still many more papers. Oh well. It's trials.. TRY-als hehe. I can't believe i put sooo many things on hold. After trials, things are gonna be hectic? Weird? I dunno. It's definitely gonna be DIFFERENT. =/

Anyway. Sejarah paper yesterday was okay la. But then, after hearing how many wrongs the rest of the world's getting, i can't help but think,"I'm doom." Haha. So much for positive thinking.

Im out.

Keep the nonsense to yourself. I'm DONE.

Ahhh. News spreads FAST. And i mean SUPER fast. Can't people just NOT tell other people?? I mean, seriously! I don't need random people coming up to me and asking about it. Sighs. And now, more and more people are getting to know it. Oh wells. What can i do?

Okay. Once again, i'm officially BROKE. Only have *checks wallet* 30cents left. Must remember to get cash from mum. Or else, i'll have to survive without food in the canteen. On second thought, maybe that's not so hard.. hehe.

mewannatalkbutmewannabesilentmedunnowhatmewant. =P

Lame storytelling..

Okay. So, something lame happened in school yesterday. I was sitting at my place finishing some sejarah work. Suddenly phara came to me and said,"JeanLi! Andrea brought some benda haram..!" Haha. Cute right? I had no intention of confiscating whatever 'benda haram' she brought. So just played along.

I got up and phara whispered,"Act as if you know what it is la.." Okaaay. Walked to andrea's place saying,"Andreaaaa what did you bring hmm??" And gave the scary-look. HAHA. Andrea said,"Nothingg... Check my file la.." Cyheetal was laughing. [i saw them keep a file under the table] I said, acting a little bossy,"Open the file for me la." [it was getting obvious that we're just playing around]

So, andrea opened it for me. They were laughing. Phara even said,"Look! It's there!!" She took the file, wanting to show me whatever it was. Then suddenly exclaimed,"Eh!! This is my file!!!" HAHAHA. I was laughing like a mad pig by then. HAHA. How lame is that. Gosh they're so funny la.

Okay. Enough lame-ness. Bye bye.