The good, the bad and all those in between

Ahhh. So many has happened in the past few days. So i think this should be a long post. Lets start.

Friday. Haha. Woke up at 7am to go to school. Didn't know what we were gonna do. Expected more people, but there were only like 7 people per form. All prefects la. Had fun seeing everyone again. I went back early. HAHA. Sorry la guys. Later, my bro and i went to run some errands. And then we picked my mum up from her school. Then went for lunch. Ate at stadium. Sent my mum home. Went to jusco with my bro. Forced him to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS with me. I paid for him. No one teman me mar. LOL. Our movie was at 3.20, we were at jusco by 1.15. Had over two hours before the movie. Walked around la. Met daniel(kutuk him for wearing slippers and shorts to Jusco. HAHA.) So walked with him. Lepak around, met people and all. Haha. The movie was NIIICE. goshhh! The chipmunks soooo cute!!! XD After movie, thought would go home. My bro got a call from Joash. He was in coffeebean. We went and met up with him. Jian Ai was there too. So the four of us started talking. Then some people came and joined us. Then left, and other people came. Haha. Funny la. Eventhough they are like waaaay older than me, i can still talk to them. Nice people. Talked til very late. About 6.25 we had to leave cos my mum wanted us to buy some eggs and bananas for her. Haha. What a great day right? WRONG. That night was the worst night of my life. I dunno la. Things happened. And i felt like bursting out into tears the whole night cos of the things that were being said and done. But i didn't. I was listening to my radio. And i turn off my lights. Wanna sleep ad. That time it was still early. Only 10plus. Slowly, tears started rolling down. I was feeling so terribly lonely and useless. I stopped myself from crying. I stared at the ceiling. My head was filled with many many thoughts. Couldnt sleep. When everyone slept ad, i was still wide awake. My nose suddenly got blocked. I walked around my room hoping to clear my nose. Then i walked to the living room. It was VERY DARK at that time. And i was sniffing like mad. Sat on the couch and hugged a pillow. Then tears started rolling down again. This time i couldnt stop myself. I kept crying and crying. I went back to my room and cried my heart out. I managed to sleep very late. I was so miserable. No idea why. Ok there is a reason. But.....

The next day. Saturday. I had a dental appointment in the morning. Woke up early again. Not enough sleep. Two nights in a row. Had eyebags. Ughhh. After dental appointment, my family and i went to KL. Had to send my bro back. I slept in the car. Too tired. When we reached, we went to INTI,Subang. To take my bro's results and enrol for the following semester. His final semester for foundation. His results were once again amazing. He got 4As and 1B+. He was jumping for joy. After paying for everything, my bro sent my parents to makan. He wanted to meet up with friends and watch the orientation video by the CF cos he was in it. Lol. Didnt wanna bring my parents cos he said very weird bringing them. It was ok bringing me wor. Haha. Intro me to his friends. There was this girl i think is his lecturer, intro ad, then she was like,"Oh your sis ar. New student?" HAHA. Then my bro said,"No lar. She this year form 2 only la." All his friends and that lecturer was like,"HUHHH?!!" Gosh. Insulting. Do i look that old?!!! Haih. Then another lecturer guessed that i was 17. cis. After that, we went for lunch in Sunway Pyramid. Ate in some burger shop. GOSH! The burgers were HUGE. Serious. But i managed to finish the whole burger. The other 3 of my family, shared two burgers. Haha. And i still finished earlier than them. (My dad said,"Eat so much dunno where all the food goes.")Goodness. Then walked around Sunway la. Stopped at so many shops. Then so happen that time Giordano had this 45%storewide sale. Sooo crowded. My bro told me,"Let's go buat kecoh." Haha. Yeah only my bro and i would do such things. Looked around. Found one nice tshirt. Got size. Duh. Haha. So i lined up to pay la. Long line man. Then there was this guy standing behind me. He kept coming closer and closer. Grrr. At first, never mind la. Then after a while i got so annoyed cos he was sooo close ad. So i stepped on his foot. HAHAHA. Then he backed off. BUT. After a while, he came close again. Too close. Then i elbowed him. Then he left the line. HAHA. Good! Later when i told my family, they laughed and laughed and my mum said,"Good. Serves him right!" My bro pulak,"Aiyo that guy so desperate?? You also he want?!" Ish. My dad,"Next time scold him also la." Haha. Go Jean! So shopped til dinner time. Went to my bro's place for dinner. Then went home. =( Oh! Bought Dunkin' Donuts on the way back. Yuuummm.

NEW RULE=>When in the car, seating at the back, wear safety belt. Haish. But when traveling only la i guess. Hahaha.

Whoooaa. Long le. Hehe. Today. Went for 2nd service. Cos once in a while, i would go for lunch with my parents instead of going with friends all the time. Biasa ad. Had lunch with many other adults. Haih. Ate 'tau fu fa' after lunch. My mum bought 'ting ting tong' for me. Never heard of it before. It's not bad le. She said she used to eat it when she was younger. Hmmm. The whole thing is sugar la. Haha.

Aihhh. 2007 is coming to an end. Sad la. Good thing i'm not broke. =D Got a lot of $$ now. HAHA. I didnt spend mar. Alright enough for now.

Who's hard-hearted now?

No. I'm not trying to be mean with my title. Haha. It's more like THE TRUTH. Hehe.

I used to be called HARD HEARTED by the closest person to me then(now also i guess)Miss Chuah Yen Fong. Why? Because when we watch sad movies together, she'll be crying and i'll be the one handing out tissues to everyone.=D And weeell, sometimes i say things too loudly. HAHA. My fault. I get EXCITED!! Haha.

But now, i'm NOT that hard hearted anymore. In fact, i think i'm getting SOFT. You know what i mean. I feel bad for people very easily. I see them all alone i pity them and go talk to them. And i do it sincerely ok. VERY SINCERELY. lol. But fong has been shall we say, not-liking this guy very much. Just to let you all know, when she doesnt like someone, she goes EXTREME. Don't ask me what i mean. Ok so as usual i feel sorry for the guy. And yes, the guy is annoying at times. But he's soooo lonely!!!! Haihh. What to do what to do. I DO feel like smacking him at times. Doing the right thing is SO hard. Don't get the problem huh? Never mind.

So, who's hard hearted now?

Cuuuttteeee!!

OMG!! My family's sooo cute! Haha. ok. On saturday, i went to Kedah for dinner. So the next day, after breakfast, we(my mum,dad,bro and i)went over to my aunts' place. Well, they're non-christians. But i saw a christmas tree there with loads of presents(real ones mind you)under the tree. So i went,"OHHHHH!! NIIIICEEE!" haha. My aunt proudly told my mum and i that she did it.*ceh wahhh* So here's the part that makes my family CUTE! They have this tradition(which i've never heard them doing cos we never go down before christmas hehe)that every 24th and 25th december(christmas and its eve)they each have a christian name. HAHAHAHA. My grandma's 'JENNY'. My grandad's 'JAMES'. My aunts, 'CINDY','KAREN',and 'SHERENE'. HAHAHA. cuteee! Plus got others la. Cant remember my uncle's name. And my other cousins. HAHA. FUNNY MAAAAN. They are chinese ed btw. They watch too much tv. Haha. SOOO CUTE!!! lol.

Went to Jusco today. I think i only went to eat lunch. Cos my bro and mum were the ones shopping. Not me. Everytime i stop to look at something, they'll be like,"Let's go." Sheesh. And when i saw some tshirt i liked, my mum told me this,"When was the last time you bought clothes? You have so much already!" Excuse me? The last time i bought clothes was a long long time ago. I always wear the same old clothes. But do they care? NO. I ended up keeping quiet most of the time. What's the point saying anything? When i do, i end up arguing with my mum and she always calls me rude for saying what i think. Has she ever thought how i feel when she says certain things? I dont think so. Im sorry i cant be perfect. The entire time i was in jusco, i just wanted to go HOME.

I think i'll be going for a movie with my bro tomorrow night. We'll see what happens. Not sure what movie. Depends on what's showing i guess.

Know what i like to look at when i go to shoe shops? After looking at the shoes for myself and all. Haha. I like the baby shoes!!! OMG. So cute. But the tiny shoes at nike,adidas and all the branded shops are soooo expensive. And just for little kiddies. Plus those little kiddies' feet will grow very quickly. So why buy such expensive shoes? I have no idea. Yes i've seen little kiddies in those kinda shoes. Haha. And to think my shoes were never more than RM40. HAHA. I just got my first expensive pair recently fyi. Heck, it's only shoes. Haha. No big deal la.

Goooood morning

Have you ever woke up with a smile? Or a frown? Yes? No?
Well i have. All the time.
But this morning. I woke up.
And i felt something i've never felt before.
What was it?
Im still wondering.

The holidays are ending. As the saying goes, "All good things must come to an end." That's too bad though. It ends when i finally get to relax. Now everything's coming back to me. School. I have no idea what to think y'know.
Help????

Aihh.

Perfect? Not

"Perfect World" by Simple Plan

I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
Seems like my world’s falling apart

Yeah

Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

Yeah

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go


Ahhhh beautiful song. Haha. Not really 'beautiful' la. But it's still totally awesome. HAHA. So, today's christmas. GOSHH soooo many things happened. Where to start???? Oh! Last night, had carolling. It's sorta a tradition. Have been doing it since i was in KKC. Love it! Our carolling was baaaad last night. Especially at uncle peter's house. EEEEK! It was ok at heritage hotel. Hehe! Ok let's start from when i reached church. My red shirt was with fong. So i went to church in ALL BLACK. Looked like some gothic girl or something. Haha. The first thing i did in church was ask the first person i saw(nicole)where's fong? Know what? She left the shirt in the car. I was like WHAAAATTT?!!!!! So we finally asked daren who stays near church to get ready a red shirt and we'll go get it. We went to his house and guess what we found? A RED SHIRT HANGING ON THE GATE. Haha. We were laughing our ass off. So, carolling was fun. Too bad fong didnt have the christmas spirit. The ride to the SPASTIC(umm how do you spell that?)was fun. The guys were acting like normal. Fong was joining us all have fun. Haha. Syok la. Then after that not as fun ad. Cos we got split up. Aihh. Different bus. No tetap bus so just go into whichever bus that has space. Reached home super late. Almost went 'yamcha' with bro and some other of the older(lol no offense la but i mean those upper secondary and older)youths. But didn't go cos scared me mum marah. LOL. It WAS late.

The next day(today la)CHRISTMAS!!!! Have i mentioned i love christmas? Cos i do. HAHA. Church was fun. LOL. Aiya normal la. Performed for both services. Bro and dad said the singing was good. Cool!! Better than the mime worrr. HAHAHA. Didn't get many presents this year. Dont mind la. I mean i dont really care about presents. No big deal. Haha. Seriously! Weell, daren had this party. For christmas. I think the party's still going on now. Yeah he invited me. Asked me a few times. I thought and thought and THOUGHT about whether or not i should go. Then decided not to. Why? I felt bad going out all the time. So wanted to spend christmas night with my parents. I DO go out all the time especially on special occasions. Don't believe that i missed a party(a very happening party mind you)to stay at home and eat leftovers? It's true. I had that feeling that i SHOULD stay. Dunno la. Last night also. Christmas eve. Didn't spend it with family. When i reached home, mum and dad were asleep. So today, i'm a good gal at home. Haha. I'm kinda planning on going somewhere for new years'. Hehe. What? My bro said that he only started going out as often as me now when he finished his SPM. *maluuuu me*

Ah weell. School reopening soon. Good? Bad? Dunno. Mixed feelings. Haha.
No offense to all my peeps in school but, i don't miss school. Sigh.
I'm going insane.
School's driving me crazy.
Oh correction. THINKING about school's driving me crazy.
I hope next year would be ok.
Everyone's dreading it.
Everyone as in those i actually approached la.
[yeah only one person]hehe.

You know what. Im just gonna leave this like this.
Maybe i'll continue tomorrow.
Or maybe this is the end of this topic.
You never know what the future holds.
[that's true but inappropriate for now haha]

Heartbroken by a heartbreaker.

Oh! I forgot to mention earlier. I met two mgs people in hong kong. HAHA. Funny man. One of them was calling me. I didn't know who it was. The voice WAS familiar but....HAHA. Didn't expect to meet them at all. Surprise surprise.

Anyway, it's christmas eve. Remind me again what i'm doing online? No idea. I should be getting gifts ready for chrismas. Getting myself ready for carolling. So why am i online? Goodness. I'm really sorry to all those who i'm giving christmas gifts this year. I had no time to shop. So did something a little different. Hope you guys don't mind. =PPPP

So. Heartbroken by a heartbreaker. Sounds nice huh? Haha. Yeahhh weelll. Long story man. IM NOT MISSING YOOUUU. haha. The last time i said that was last year. (Y'know my crushhh *blushes*)LOL!! Now i can say that again. No i don't have a new crush. Duh! HAHA. But yeah IMNOTMISSINGYOUIMNOTMISSINGYOUIMNOTMISSINGYOUUUUUUU!i think

Maybe i'm just trying to convince myself that it's true. But what's the point missing the pointless things you did to make me feel i was special? it didn't work.

CHUUUPP!! It's christmas eve. I shouldn't be talking about all this crap. *whacks self*

Feliz navidad! *palapapapa*
Feliz navidad! *palapapapa*
Feliz navidad
Prospero anyo feliz si dad(i think it's spelled this way hehe)

We wanna wish you a merry christmas*MERRY CHRISTMAS*
We wanna wish you a merry christmas*MERRY CHRISTMAS*
We wanna wish you a merry christmas
From the bottom of our hearts!!!!

Sigh! I love carols. HAHA. There's this nice feeling when you sing it with friends. You just feel, HAPPY. Everyone feels so good together. I don't know how to describe it. It's just something that's THERE.

SIGHHHH!

Blahblahblahhhhh

I'm back. Finally. So long didnt online, didn't talk to any of my friends. Feel sooo outdated. But i don't feel left out. HAHA. Why? DUH! I know they love me and i love them. Ok ew. i sound so weird. But whatever la. I feel weird. hehehe.

Many things have happened. Lemme start from after camp.
1. HONG KONG. It was ok lar. Disneyland was FUUUNNN! Felt like such a kid there. 6 of us went. Ahgor(18),Nicky(18),Rachel C.(17),Daniel(15),Allyson(15),ME(14).Yup the usual bunch la. These people i can say i knew them since i was in diapers. And i mean it. Haha. Family friends mar. Anyway, we went to HK disneyland, and played every single thing. LOL!! Even the merry-go-round. That was fun. I sat with ally. Couldnt sit with the rest of the group cos well, no place. Sooo, we were like making so much noise!! HAHAHA! We went to this place, you know for little kids to play with water and stuff. so we went playing with the sprinklers and all. Then nicky and i were just standing together and then suddenly, the dumb machine squirted out a lot of water. Amd i mean ALOT! The both of us got wet. Haha. Funny. Did loads of fun stuff there so not gonna go into the minor details. Haha. HK was fun. I guess.

2. Got sick. Ughhh. That was just yesterday. The last time i got a fever was last year. Got a high high HIGH fever yesterday. Was sleeping the whole morning. Oh i came back from HK yesterday at 1am. In the afternoon went to church for christmas practice eventhough i was STILL sick. Hehe. Later when i came home, i vomitted my lunch. =D

3. Kedah. Went to kedah for dinner. Crazy right? That's my family. There was this winter solstis festival thing. So my grandma made dongyuan. Ever eaten it before? Haha.

4. Rushed back from kedah to go for christmas practice. Had fun standing next to jeremy and in front of THE GUY WHO THINKS HE'S SOOO TALL JUST BECAUSE HE WAS STANDING ON A BENCH. cis. Hahaha. (hmm i still dunno how old he is.haha.must ask him tomorrow.)

Ok so that's my weekend actaully. Haha.

And people. I'm not in mime anymore. Everyone's been asking me why and all that crap. The answer? No comment. Really wanna know? Ask me in person. LOL!!

Anyway, it surely feels good to be home.

Oh yeah. Last night got a call from -someonewhocares- hehehe. Just to ask me how i am. AWWW. LOL. It doesnt mean anything la. Jangan fkir serong. And i was scolding my bro while talking to that person. Haha.

Klar. That's it for now.

I wanna blog more!!!!Hehehe.

Jean OUT!

Getting sick, feeling left out and other dilemmas of humans. LOL.

HAHAHAH. Went to church in the morning today. Aunty esther was like,"Those who are sick, please come in front." So, oklar. Fong went(after i MADE her go)and practically everyone. I felt so weird sitting there alone. Haha.

Everyone's sick. Why? No idea. Either sick or body got rashes, injury or SOMETHING. Haha.

Anyway, going to Hongkong tomorrow. Someone's gonna miss me. HAHAHAHA. The someone who called me on thursday. HAHA. That someone gets onto my nerves at times. Sheesh. ANYWAY, gonna miss loads man. As in, loads of activities blah blah. And people.=D
People will be practicing mime, carolling and all. But i'll be in HK. Aish. It's not that i don't wanna go, i do. But this week is like the most crucial week ever and i won't be here. What la.
People i will miss:
1. X
2. Y
3. Z
4. and many more.
HAHA. What? I ain't gonna reveal this. Ever. Number 3 is kinda obvious la. This person will surely miss me. hehe. Im right arent i? Number 2, gonna miss this person's idiotic behaviour. Haha. This fella can cheer me up all the time. Number 1. Hmm. No comment. =DDDD

So, about feeling left out. Not me. I love my friends. Haha. Someone la. Only fong knows what im talking about. Haih. Aiyo, i know fong won't feel sorry for this person cos of the stuff this person has done to her. But i feel so so so sorry. I mean, kesian la. Seeing this person all alone. I dunno la. Haihh. I would HATE feeling left out. Aiks.

Another dilemma. CHRISTMAS IS COMING. I have no idea what to get for everyone. Haish!! Plus i have a very tight budget. What to do what to do. Sob sob. I feel like going to someone's house la. I mean have a slumber party. LOL!! Long time since we did that. A little kiddy but fun la!! HAHA.

Aish. Got to go for now. lalala. Will be back though. Haha.

CGBC Youth Camp 07(continued)

Okkk. Back to the camp story. LOL.

DAY 2
Hmm. 2nd day. Nothing much la. Got breakfast,session,lunch,break,games. During break we were discussing our cheer for the campfire. Aish. Didn't do much la. Jeremy and ju siong kept fighting. Haha. Charis wanted to go back to her room, adrian and lukas were doing God knows what. Plus it was so hot. And we were at this balcony thingy where there was no shade nothing. Haihhh!! At 3, had games. Got all dirty. Didn't do well for the games. Hehe. Washing up was tough. Cos everyone wanted to get clean. But the bathrooms were limited. Then some, bathe halfway no water. Thank God i bathed quick and also had loads of water. HAHAHA. After wash up, dinner, session, CAMPFIRE. Our cheer was working out pretty well. Hahah. During campfire, laughed so much. It was sooo fun!! We had this impromptu sketch. HAHA. Oh man some groups' sketch were superly obscene la. Some had no storyline, some just plain dumb. We did ours spontenously. Guess what? WE WON!!!! hahahah. Then after campfire had supper and people started going back to their rooms. My roomates all went back ad. I was talking to fong. Sat outside her room. Then jerome and esmond joined us. Then waikit. Haha. Talked and laughed a lot. When it was 2am, the 3 guys had to patrol. Committee mar. LOL. Esmond kept saying 2 ad lor. Wanna halau me i think. I was just like, Oh? So? Hehehe. So managed to stay til quite late. Then waikit(camp commander *cough*)MADE me go back. Cos the people in charge of security came. Had to go back lor. Went back. My room was soooo dark. Everyone sleep ad. I didn't want to sleep so listened to mp3 til very late. Hehe.

DAY 3
Normal la. Morning devotion, breakfast, session, then closing ,then lunch and balik. Sobz. So sad when camp ended. We went back using the lorry as well. But we took the 2nd round. Very few of us. Hehe. Waited at the hall til our lorry came. Yup then we went NUTS. Singing and shouting and just being us. Sang carols, our fav song from last year's camp(King of majesty-the LA version haha). When we passed anyone, we would shout HI! or BYE! Then we shouted GOD BLESS YOU!! And when we were reaching gopeng town, shouted merry christmas. HAHA. The rest of the campers waiting in the bus for us could hear us shouting and singing. WAKAKA. Sooooo fun man. Sighhh. I want to go on the lorry again. We seriously looked R-I-D-I-C-U-L-O-U-S. In the bus, everyone was so tired. I listened to my mp3 once again the entire journey. Fong was sick so she slept the whole time.

Haihh. I loved camp. IT WAS AWESOME. So darn happening man. Hehehe. And waikit, you are right. I totally agree. JOY AND PERCY CELL GET ALONG SO WELL. haha. What? It's true!!

Oh yeah, when we were getting down the bus, i was thinking out loud.
Me: Hmm. I think i'll watch tv when i get home. Either that or online.
Fong: *glares* Crazy? Don't wanna rest? Not tired ar?!!!
Me: Ummm not really.
Fong: Haih! You ar.
Me: *grins*
Weeell, guess what? When my mum picked me up, we went to Jusco. LOL!!! Came back,watched tv, BATHED. Onlined. Did so many things but not sleep. I finally slept at 12. HAHAHAHA. When i told fong this morning. She just shook her head. Hehe. Don't blame her. Everyone looked like they were about to fall asleep during practice today. Haha.

OK. Didn't really go into the details la. Cos if i do, dunno when ni this post will end. Haha. I still didn't lose my voice. Still can sing la. Haha. What la.

CGBC YOUTH CAMP 07 WAS AWESOME. hehe.

CGBC Youth Camp 07(LOL so formal)

Just came back from camp. Ok. Camp back a few hours ago. Ahh. Camp. IT ROCKED!!! Haha. Loving it man. I wish it would be longer. Too short y'know. HAHAHA. Man im so tired. Lemme just blog a little about the camp.

DAY 1
Man. It rained in the morning. Kept praying that it would stop. Yeah it did when we got up the bus. THE BUS WAS SOOOO AIYO. Haha. Our bus was a bas sekolah. And i don't mean those high class type. The typical school bus. No air cond. Dirty floors. You know. HAHA. Was listening to mp3 the entire journey to Gopeng. Tried to talk to Fong, but too noisy la. Had to SHOUT just so she can hear me. Cis. Reached Gopeng town. Thought we would take a van or SIT in the lorry to get to the 'My Gopeng Resort' place. BUT BUT BUT. We were asked to STAND AT THE BACK OF A LORRY. Like illegal immigrants. HAHAH. (we looked ridiculous. Imagine 40people on the lorry where people usually put pigs and all. HAHAHAH.) Everytime the was a tree or some branch, had to duck. haha. Disadvantage of being tall. HAHAH. The journey to the resort was oklar. No big deal. =P
When reached the camp site. Fong and i punya reaction was OH MY GOODNESS. Haha. There were sooo many ponds la. Went exploring. So nice. The hall was just this place with a roof and fans. Many bugs there. But hey, what's nature without a few bugs? LOL!! To cut a long story short, explored the place, had orientation, had games. GAMES. Oh man. TUG OF WAR. HAHA. Fun!! we had to have tug of war on this mat with soapy water. IN BETWEEN TWO PONDS. So, if anyone falls, UH OH. haha. After one round on the soapy mat, the committee decided to take the mat away. We were all like WHAT THE CRAP?!! And then had tug of war on soapy mud.Aish! So messy. got mud on everyone. HAHA. ACACIA WON 4/5 GAMES! Oooo yeah!!! XD After that, had some 'mummy' game. Lucky lukas. He had 6 pretty girls hugging him. AHAHA. The game goes like this, one person from every team has to be wrapped up with toilet rolls. And the other groups have to get that person wet. The person who is the dryest at the end of the game wins. haha.
Wash up. Limited bathrooms. Have to fight for it. Teruk la. It's like 4stalls for 30over people??? Gosh. but the first night, i was on for worship. And waikit announced that, bathing priority goes to the worship team. So i was the first to bathe. WAKAKAKA. The water was freezing cold. Worship practice(for the third time)after bathing til dinner time at 7. More than 2 hours practice. Sing til got a sore throat. So during the real thing, was actually trying very hard to sing properly. =PPPP At night after session, had night hike. Fun le. The fella in charge suddenly asked us to off all our torchlights. Gila. So dark. Then we started singing. HAHA. Sang nursery rhymes, kindy songs, KKC songs, christmas carols. Then the guys were like aiyo aiyo. So we changed to more matured songs. hahaha. Sang one way. Making it super low. HAHA. It seems our advisors who didnt go for the hike could hear us singing from the resort. And i dengan bangganya got the title KINDY IDOL(for singing kiddy songs) from the guys. HAHAHAHA. After the hike had supper then lights out. My room people were very obedient. People say sleep they sleep. Ish. So i just lie on the 'bed' and listen to mp3 til 1plus maybe 2. hehe. Man it was so cold. Hmm. It's partly my fault also la. Cos i wore shorts to sleep. And instead of using my sleeping bag for what it's supposed to be used for, i was hugging it the entire night. hehe.Plus the windows were open and the fans on. FULL BLAST. haha. What???

Haish. More about camp later la. Many things happened la. Haha.

Of icecream,chocs and other fattening stuff =D

HAHAHA. I always wonder why im not fat. Hmmm. Hehehe. I mean, LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF CHOCS I EAT. A looooottt! Ask anyone. Im totally addicted.

Today, went to church for worship practice. Was late. Or so i thought. Rupa-rupanya havent even started. I guess they were waiting for me. Hehe. Cos i was the only female singer there(bluekkk) Sabrina didn't go mar. After practice, helped with the booklet. Oh yeah had to wait for uncle cheow leong to bring the booklets back from the shop. We passed him while walking to caltex(my suggestion). Wanted to buy CHOCS and something to drink. HAHA. Helping with booklets was fun. The booklets are nice. But some very perasan people signed their names there. What la. No don't blame esmond as much as i blame jerome. HAHA. Perasan fella. Oops. Let's hope his darling doesnt kill me. HAHAHAHA. Those people are like waaaay older than me(2 years diff). HEHE.

Mum took me to jusco. Everyone helping out with the booklets was like complaining about being bored and all. But i GET TO GO OUT. Hahahaha. At first they wanted to tumpang. ALL OF THEM. Then only nicole and sarah followed. Haha. Ah well.

In jusco. I felt like such a kid. Wearing my usual(tshirt and jeans + sport shoes) eating an icecream smiling from cheek to cheek. HAHA. What? Heheheh. I like icecream. Havent eaten cotton candy since i dunno when. I loved it!! Nothing wrong right.

Seriously, why arent i obese? Hahaha. I eat everything. Hmm. don't really fancy spicy stuff though. That's the only thing i don't like. The other types of food are fine for me. hehe. Yummy yummy food.

Haihhh. CAMP TOMORROW. Sooo lazy wanna pack man. Good thing i bought some food stuff to bring to camp. Haha. Dunno how to survive without food. Hmm. yeah i don't mind skipping a meal or two. Kinda used to it. But when i eat something i like, i can eat like a person who hasnt eaten in MONTHS. hehe.
11th-13th dec= CAMP!
16th-21st=HONGKONG!!
24th=HERITAGE PRESENTATION THG
25th=HOHOHO!(haha)CHRISTMAS!!!
Oh yeah!! Sooo excited. Aiya the heritage presentation dunno whether can take part of not. Cos i wont be around while they're having their practices. =( Never mind. I guess i'll just have a small role. Superly minimal movement. HEHE.

Liiiisssttttsss

Feeling bored.

Things to bring for camp.
1. Clothes
-black shorts
-both blue shorts
-3/4 pants
-red shorts???? (in case la)
-the-more-formal black pants
-gigabyte tee??
-my black 'honey bee' tee
-the original thing tee
-artic edge tee
-mission possible tee
-green shirt(Aih forced to bring)
-black jeans(also forced to bring bluek)
-shorts and tee for sleeping
-Undies(very important)
-swimming suit????
-that's all for now (i may add while packing)
(WAKAKA loads of clothes la wei)
2. Shoes and sandals
3. toiletries
-toothbrush
-toothpaste(LOADS OF IT.hehehe)
-braces thingy
-cleanser
-comb
-hair thing
4. Torchlight
5. Sleeping bag
6. Bible
7. Notebook and stationeries
8. PHONE(Just bring la eventhough there no line)
9. Camera(if can get permission from parents la)
10. Some sore throat medicine(HAHA surely get sore throat)
11. Windbreaker
12. THE NAMETAGS(oh yeah hor. hehe. If i forget,HAHA waikit will kill me)
13. MYSELF(the most important)
14. FOOD!!almost forgot. hehehe. Loads and loads and LOADS of chocs!!!!

Ok. I think that's it. Hmmm. What bag to bring ar? Oh right the blue one(luggage). Hopefully can fit all my stuff le. And either my sling bag or backpack. Not sure yet.

Haihh. Waiting for parents to bathe then can go for dinner d.

Let's see. Lemme list out the details for the camp. Haha. Nothing better to do man.
Date: 11/12/2007 - 13/12/2007(3 DAYS!!!)
Venue: My Gopeng Resort
Time(for registration): Meet in church at 8.30am.
My group: Acacia(hehe not supposed to know BUT aku cekap =DD)

Haiyoh. Bored la wei. I wanna spray my hair during camp!! Haha. Mayjet says she'll bring and all involved with 1st session worship will spray. HAHA. COOOOOLLLL. Rach say she wanna buy spray also. Maybe will share cash with her and buy tomorrow. Hehe.

Ok time for din-din(errr dinner i mean XD)

Haishhh

Lalalala. Hehe.

Sooo. Camp this tuesday. So darn excited. Anyway, my nametags all done ad. Yesterday was laminating it. THEN the darn machine spoiled 2 nametags. Had to make new ones. Ok that's fine. Then this morning, went to laminate the rest and the two i had to make new ones. Oh yeah the youth advisors ones were also done kinda last minute cos they werent given groups so i put them in groups and did theirs la. Soooo, the darn machine SPOILED ANOTHER TWO NAMETAGS. Ishh. Now have to do two more. Plus the machine cacat ad. So gonna send to the shop to laminate TWO NAMETAGS. HAHA.

Hmm. Looks like tomorrow's gonna be another long day at church. Why? Worship practice at 12(right after piano maaan)Then after practice, probably go makan. Waikit asked to help with booklets. (He said wanna call all peace and mercy people. HAHA. We are soooo important. HAHAHA. Hm maybe cos they did a great job helping with the tags. well, some of them WHO ACTUALLY HELPED. hehe) I think gonna take the whole day. At night pulak have to pack for camp. OMG. I don't know what to bring. Shaun wants us to wear shirt for worship cos we're on for the FIRST SESSION. Very important wor. Haish. Have to bring long pants and shirt. Thought of just bringing shorts and tshirt ni. What la. Hehe.

Last night. Went for the MPYO concert. Yes an orchestra. It was ok la. The place rather small though. And the people sitting around us were ANNOYING to the max. I went with allyson. Allyson is this girl whom i've known MY WHOLE LIFE. And i mean it. Since we were babies. Haha. Eventhough now we're not that close ad, we can talk and talk nonstop. Haha. She's one year older. She passed me THREE BAGS FULL of PMR stuff. Goshhh. Anyway back to last night. Man! This guy and a small girl and their mum sat behind us. ISH. Talking the whole time and keep kicking our chairs. Grrr. And this lady sitting beside me, yawning the entire concert. AISH!

Got more to blog. But i think this is enough for now la. Haha.

eLmo eLmo eLmo eLmo eLmo

Hehehe. Aiyo. I feel crazy again. haha. And now i know why i was in SUCH a great mood yesterday. It was becaaausseeeee =)
Anyway. Erm i have no idea what to blog. So i'm just gonna crap. ok?

Hmm last night. Like i said, was in a good mood. Soooo. Dunno why kim suddenly felt that i was TOO HAPPY. Hahaha. She kept asking why.
Kim: Eh something wrong with u ad la.
Me: Huh? Happy ni mar. =DDDD
Kim: Hmm why so happy? Got some guy ask you to be his gf ar?
Me: WHAT? Nolar. Happy ni wad. No need reason rite.
Kim: Oh i thought i was gonna lose u.
Me: HAHA. You'll NEVER lose me to some guy la my dear.
Kim: Aiyo. Can you stop being so happy?
Me: Oh fine. *emo*
Kim: Haha.
Me: not funny also.
Kim: you ar
Me: *eeemmooooo* (HAHAHA)
Kim: Stop emo-ing la.
Me: You don't want me to be happy so i be EMO la.
Kim: Aish.
Me: *eLmo* (hehe suddenly tot of sesame street)
Welll. the rest of the conversation was kinda weird and also totally private and confidential. Haha. And FYI, the converse above was by memory k. HAHAHA. Told you i just wanted to pass time.

Cant believe my parents actually left me alone at home!Wooo!Ok so i won't be home MOST OF THE DAY.hehe. Just for another 15minutes then i'll be gone ad. Sighhh.
Hmm what happened this morning ar.

Oh yeah my 'alarm clock' LOL! To my dear alarm: I was actually scolding the phone the 1st time u called. thought it would stop ringing but NOOOO. HAHAHA. Then after the 2nd time i was like aiya just leave it. Then after i replied your sms, fell asleep for 10MINUTES. then parents woke me up. haha. Ah well.

After that, i just walked around my house like a sakkai. Dunno what to do. Was tempted to walk out of the house but my area very dangerous. No. Not cos of thieves and all that but if my parents' friends see me. IM DEAD. haha. So just listen to mp3 til i got hungry. Ate breakfast. and WANTED TO WATCH CARTOONS. BUT no cartoons. =(
So i watched MTV instead. Haha. Then decided to online. How wonderful. NO ONE ONLINE.

Oh. I think i got to go ad. Have to get ready and all. Aishhhh. Lazynya. OMG!!Body mime practice later!!!! worship practice as well!!! *starts freaking out*

K. Im outta here.

Smiles all over =)

Aihh. Happynya aku. Haha. Why? No specific reason. HAHA. Yeah right. Nahh just feel happy. =D Since last night i think? Oh wait, no. Dunno since when la. Haha. It's just a feeling. *grins* (aint it obvious happiness isnt JUST FEEL like feeling can FEEL ad???)

Today. Ahhhh. Church the whole day. =DDD

Came home. Sarah followed me back. FINISHED the nametags. Well,kinda. Still got one more group not done yet. Ah that one just write the names only. 12 names more. YAAAAAAYYYYY! Haha. Everyone's like,"Wahh so complicated. Can finish a not?" HAH! I did it!

LALALALALA. Man im in such a good mood. Haha.

Had free breakfast. Someone belanja. Hehe. Then had CHOCS for lunch. HAHAHAHA. Serious. When i told my mum that she thought i was joking. LOL. (ask sarah how she looked when i told her. AHAHAHA.)


Ok. Better end this before y'know. (LOL actually i also dunno)

Hehe. This is such a crappy post.

Jean Is Going Crazy(SERIOUSLY)

Haihh. Lines. Lines. Lines. And more LINES. If i have to draw another line, i'll be CRAZY. Oh wait. I DO have to draw more lines. My job isnt done yet. OH SIGH. Well, i'm actually having fun. HAHA. I get to skip boring lunches and eat at home(microwave food and stuff) with the excuse BUSY.hahahaha. What? I am busy. Kinda. Oh shoot. One more day. I hope we can finish most of the nametags tomorrow. If not, have to go to church in the morning on saturday. And stay back on Sunday AND probably go back to church on Monday. Whee? Never mind. I have loads of great people helping. Hehehe. Hey why am i complaining? I should be thankful that i have THINGS to do this holidays. Instead of lazing around being bored, i'm doing something productive. Hmm my mum keeps saying,"If only you're this efficient doing your school work........." Aish. Haha.

Oh crap. My lunch. Time to eat.

GOD IS GOOOOOD!!!

Hehe. So, i've been cracking my head thinking of designs for the nametags. When i started, BOY! I was soooo stuck. Haha. Weeeell, then yesterday, i sat down and did a rough design. A VERY ROUGH DESIGN. Trust me when i say it's ROUGH. Haha.

Seriously i was kinda umm doubting whether or not i could do it. Cos when i look at all the previous camps' nametags, i'm like WHOOOAA. Nice. Haha. Dunno la. I was impressed. VERY. So, i guess i got desperate(cos i got to know about this on monday night. Camp's next tuesday!!)As i was bathing, i prayed and prayed. And i got this rough idea. Weeeell, i was on the computer the whole of last night. Good thing rach was also online, talked to her while doing my work. Thank God for her man. Making me laugh the whole time. Haha. We were laughing at the group names. Hehehe. Hmm. Last year's groups names also funny. Hehehehehe.

This morning, woke up. DUH. Straight away took my stuff out and did the nametag thing. Skipped breakfast. haha. Did the nametag thing til about 1 plus. FINISHED(designing)IT ALL. At first i got so discouraged cos in my opinion, my designs were umm terrible. But then my mum read something in the paper and asked me to read it as well. Know what it was? It was the meaning of certain plants. Yeah the names of the groups were biblical plant names. Haha. Man! That was encouraging.
Cedar=Confidence. =)
Olive=Wisdom hehe
Cypress=faithful
these three things really touched my heart. I don't know why but it did. Last night before i slept, i kept praying and praying. And i guess this is how God answered my prayers.

God is AMAZING!!!!!Anyway, after lunch i went to church. Expected no one to know i was there. Then as i photostated the stuff, Rach came in. Haha. She had dance practice. I showed her the finish product. I did a sample for each group. And she(the art genius)said it was nice. Mannn! Felt so relieved. hehe.

So now. I have to cut out everything. And meet up with some people to do it all. That would be on friday. Haha. Gonna spend the whole day in church then. Cos got worship practice at 6. Might as well stay there la. So i guess we can start work at 3? Hehe. I'm in charge so. HAHA.

And yeah, i'm asking as many percy members as possible. HAHAHAH.

Ish(part2 =D)

You idiot. You make me smile all the time. You always know what to say don't you? =)

Ishhh.

Grr. Deleted the previous post due to certain issues. WHICH I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT. You're gonna keep me up all night thinking what it is you idiot. Ish! Just tell me la. What do you expect me to do?!!!! I dunno anything about it ok. I'm sure you know that i don't know anything. Aiyo.

Wheee!! Hahaha

Hehehe. I don't usually take pictures of myself. But due to popular demand, i DID IT! Hehehe. Now the world would be prepared to see me in person. Those who havent seen me yet. So? Haha. Yeah BIIIGGG difference from last time. I know i know. Haha. Comment about how i look if you want. Haha.

Hmm. I think i look like a naughty little boy in the first pic. Yes, BOY. hahaha. Can barely see my hair there. Cool. Haha. So what do YOU think? hehehe.

Anyway, getting used to it ad. It's been 3 days. i think. HAHA. Short le.

Klar. Enjoy looking and laughing at my pics. HAHA. Sighhh gonna take YEARS to grow my hair back to last time. oh well!! XD

Uh oh

I have no idea what to do. HEELLLPPP!!

December blahh

Hehe. Sooo. Thought i woke up later than daren today. But haihh. Can't beat the king. Haha. Woke up straight away bathed and went to church. Went to Jireh house. but NO ONE there. Well, i was with daren la so it was ok. Had aunty pauline call uncle cheow leong. HAHA. Then waited in Jireh with my sammy(haha MY)and daren.

Later went for lunch with daren and joel. Sammy had prayer so. He skipped lunch. Learning from his mum to skip lunch. HAHA. 3RD SERVICE TODAY!! Wooo! Syok man. After soooo long, finally had 3rd again. Loving it. Stayed back. Thought no one would stay. Cos usually when i DO stay, NO ONE would be there. But today, syok man. At first just daren, fong and i. Later joel came. Then nicole, wei minh, sammy, rach, shaheena. PERCY CELL MEETING. haha. Man. Had 'confessions' time. LOL. Ok, so we just confessed everything. Like who we don't like, what we think and all. Hehe. See how close we are?? HAHA. Haiyah. Love them to the maxx man. Sadly adrian wasnt there. haha. ok so not that sad but y'know. Then slowly one by one people started to go back, go for football, all that la. KKC ended. Mum took me back after KKC.

Anyway, had a very weird dream last night. Kinda freaky too. So close to reality. Kinda spoiled my mood for a while. Everytime i had time to think about it, i guess my face would be like totally expressionless cos i saw sammy looking at me with this LOOK once. Haha. Blahhh. What the crap la. It's just a dream. But i can't help thinking why i had the dream.

OMG!! Next week!! CAMP!! Cant wait. Why? Duhh can spend time with everyone. It's just fun la. Camp always rocks even if it sucks. Haha.

So, yesterday, went for youth with new hairstyle. Haha. Got many comments from people.
Mum: *talks alot* Hmm. Looks like victoria beckham. (WHAT?!!!)
Dad: Ok what. Something different la.
Bro: Oooo. Looks like now you only have to lose your specs. (Haha)
Shaheena: Suits you(cool)
Fong: Ok la. Nice what.
Nicole: CURI MY HAIRSTYLE!!(nooooo)
Rach: AH BENG!!(haha.cos the last time i had short hair was when i acted as ahbeng.cut my hair just for that drama y'know.)
David Lo: Ehh looks like yenfong!!(ishh ah he's just a small kid)
Sammy: I like my mum's hair(HAHA the mum is me la)
That's just some of the comments la. Haha.

Mannn. I love the 'choir' song we're singing for christmas performance. Rocking man!! Oh yeah will be doing the body mime thing. Cool! Something different. Instead of just sing ni.

Hmm. I hope when they reshuffle us for next year. Umm im talking about cell groups. I hope we don't get seperated. =( Got sooo close to you guys this year. Tak sampai hati. Haha. Ughhh so full. My tummy's full of gas. Haha. And chocs. I finished two packets of M&Ms. Hehe. With the help of weiminh. =DDD