Food, food and MORE food. =DD

Gosh. I've been eating A LOT. Seriously! I just finished half a container of pistachios. EEEKK! I spend a lot of cash on food in the canteen. Hehe. As peiqi says, i buy a lot of 'expensive' food, but i'm still not full. AIYO. After lunch today, i felt like EATING somemore. LOL! Plus, my mum and i had some heavy lunch. HEHE. I just told her(jokingly)that i wanna eat icecream. Then she asked where to buy and all. I told her to go to the MCD Drive-thru. =D AND SHE DID!! She belanja-ed me cornetto mcflurry. YUM. LOL!!! Was supposed to let her eat some, but when i passed to her, most of it gone ad. HAHAHA. After that, i ate some artificial-taste-chocolate. It's chocolate. But, it has that FAKE taste. Haha. Dunno how to explain. Ate and ate and ate nonstop. Now, i'm waiting for my parents to bring food back from their cell group meeting. HAHA. Usually they'll bring back a lot of food. So, i'm patiently waiting.

Anyway, REAL excited about next saturday!! Why?? DUH! ELECTIONS. Haha. As if la. We're gonna really really PARRRTAAAAY! Going 'shopping' with the OTHER birthday gurl(Nyityi)before dinner. YAYYYY. (more details later)

My dad's birthday is coming up too. His is on the 11th. I plan to throw him a party of some kind. You know, the adults' definition of 'party' is totally different. So, dunno la. It HAS to be different this year. Every year, it would be the same. BORING. So, i wanna make this year's birthdays DIFFERENT. I have no idea why. Haha. Can you believe it? Tomorrow's MARCH already. OMG.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY A-DRIII-ANNNNN!! LOL.
we tease each other, we fight all the time, yeah, we're a noisy bunch arent we? we rock don't we? HAHA. Let's sing the adrian-akan-perasan-when-he-hears-this song.
*In the tune of the intro of ALL DAY*
He is adrian yap jin ming yap jin ming..!(over and over til you get bored)

HAHA.
P.S. i'm still keeping that gay-ish pic of you. MUAHAHAHA.

Piawai Day 2

Well. Day 2 is over. English was(surprisingly)a little tough. Ok, so maybe it was only a question or two. But still, its ENGLISH. Everyone was pretty much dead after that paper. My nose was running like CRAZY. It got blocked and all. Ughhh. 5 minutes after english was KH. The whole class was dreading it. No one was prepared. I revised my KH form2 THIS MORNING. Had only like 30minutes? Haha. So yeah, i expected it to be terrible. Halfway doing the paper, i felt as if my nose was gonna stay blocked forever. My head started aching. Managed to finish the paper in one piece. (i was TRYING to get some rest when some teacher told me to CHECK! my paper. ISH.)But my head was getting worse. After recess, sat down with Kim and spent 30-45 minutes reading geo form1,2 AND 3. HAHA. GEO WAS SUCKY. Sorry for the language. Plus my head STILL hurts now. So. Hope i don't get sick or anything. Hmmm. Hehe.

Haih. It's the end of february. ALREADY!! I don't want time to FLY like this. =( You know what. Peiqi and i actually planned to go to the hospital today and LAUGH at whoever comes to this world today. HAHAHA. Evil i know. Then, we talked about getting married and having kids. Peiqi wants to get married on the 29th Feb and PLAN to give birth to her kids on the 29th Feb. LOL. According to her, she would be able to 'save money'. HAHA. This is what we talk about when we're totally bored AND everyone else is talking about exams. =DD

I wonder. Did last year go as quickly as this year's going? I don't know. Eventhough things are more hectic than usual, i'm actually enjoying it more than last year. Haha. Im serious. It's only been two months and i'm already loving it. Haha. What to do??? Live life to the fullest right? ;)

No specific title

Just checked out the ACTology website. OMG!!!! I reeeeeaally hope we make it to the regionals! Regionals are good enough for me. Haha. But it'll be better if we get to go to KL for the national level competition. AND win the trip. HEHE. I want to get 2nd!!! Haha. Cos the 1st, 2nd, 3rd prize is almost the same. Except, for 1st, the winners get to go to Hong Kong, 2nd to Singapore and 3rd to anywhere in Malaysia. Hahaha. Plus some cekap multimedia stuff and some 'development programme' for the school. HAHA. Okok. I better come back down to earth.

Anyway. FIRST DAY OF PIAWAI IS OVEEEERR! It wasnt that horrible. Expected the papers to be harder. Oh well. Hopefully i'll do well..... lol. This morning, went to the PR. Found out that our concept paper(ACTology)had to be corrected. It seems there were some problems. My reaction? WHHHATTTTT?!!!! I spent a whole 10minutes typing the entire thing yesterday!! HAHA. Skipped assembly. Went to Pn Ho's office to correct the mistakes(we were there before her. muahaha)Her printer couldnt print. So saved the file into Pn Seow's pendrive. Went to another office to print it. I almost freaked out cos THE FILE WAS EMPTY. GOSHHH. I have no idea what happened next cos we were halaued back to class to get ready for the exam. Right now, our concept paper is probably on the way to KL. We have to wait A WHOLE MONTH for the results. Ahhhhh.

Weeeell. I better say something about LTC. Haha. It was fun. In a way. Hehe. Activities were normal. Our jungle trekking was more like hiking. Goodness. OHH. Here's something you don't hear everyday. I bathed when people slept and slept when people bathed. LOL. Get it? Bathed with Kim at 2.30am. Didnt sleep til around 5.30am and woke up 30minutes later. Haha. Was talking to many people at first, then they disappeared. Ended up talking with yiwen,kim(she had to 'nurse' someone and joined us for a while. Plus she slept. Ish ish.)and some others. LOL. Poor yiwen. She was sick and was so so desperate to sleep but couldnt. Haha. Kononnya my voice was loud and noisy the entire night...? HAHA. Too bad. HEHE i'm evil. Other than that, nothing much laaa. Lazy wanna type out the details. LOL.

OHH!! On tuesday, we did a science experiment. It was the iron sulphide and lead sulphide experiment. SOOO, did it with ceazaan. We did the iron sulphide first. It was a success. Yay? Haha. The second one was supposed to be the same thing. We just did it la. We were waiting for the thing to finish burning and decomposing. It took so long. We were getting bored. Suddenly,
Ceazaan: Jean. Something's happening....
Me: What? What?
Ceazaan: The water's getting into the rubber stopper thing.
Me: Oh shoot! What do we do?
Ceazaan: Ermmmmmm.
(the water going up is what is NOT supposed to happen. It would be very bad if it happened. That's why we were semi-freaking out.)
Me: Er. TEACHER!!!! Helllllp.
Ceazaan: It's gonna reach the lead sulphide!! Take it off the fire.
Me: Whattttt. Ummm. Oh my gosh oh my gosh *takes the test tubes off the fire and turn off the gas. Puts the things down*
Suddenly, the thing started shooting hot water.
Ceazaan: *runs out of the science lab and closes her ears*
Me: Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh.
(by this time, the whole class was watching)
Pn Seow: Take the rack out. The gas is poisonous.
Me: uhh. Okok. *quickly takes the thing out*
The poisonous gas was coming out. Together with the acidified potassium manganate(VII)solution AND some lead sulphide. It was like a GUN. Shooting the stuff. Hmm. I guess that was the explosion that pn seow warned us about. Haha.
After the whole thing, ceazaan and i were thinking what we did wrong and laughing and laughing. Haha. It was a GREAT experience. You know, i'm still not sure what went wrong. We didnt turn the gas off or take the test tube out before turning off the gas. Cos if we did the mentioned, then the 'explosion' would have happened. The only thing that could have happened is that some oxygen went in. *shrugs*

Ahh. I better go study my geo and KH. I havent studied ANYTHING for those two subjects. And the papers are tomorrow. Great.

Peekaboo

This is gonna be an emo post. So, if you cant stand emo-ness, stop reading right now. Trust me. I felt so moody in school today. Obviously there's a reason. Or reasons. Whichever you like. It started last night. Something happened la. And when i wanted to sleep, i got this weird sms from someone saying,"Are you mad at me?"and other stuff. So weird. All of a sudden.

School was so so so sad today. Most of 3Hornbill saw what happened after assembly in class today right? Nope, the 'incident' didnt affect me. Much. Don't wanna tell anyone about it.

Oh. Kim. My problem. The one you guessed. (the one i said you would NEVER guess it was) Was(and is)correct. I wanted to tell you all my problems, but decided not to. Don't wanna burden you. But yeah, i'm gonna explode soon. So, people, get ready to catch my organs!! haha. You know how hard it is to NOT cry when crying is all you wanna do?

The ACTology thing. Is. DONE. Now all we have to do is wait. To find out if we are going to Penang or not. I've told the group a thousand and one times to not get their hopes up too high. That doesnt mean we have to stop dreaming right? Haha. If we are shortlisted, we have to come up with a script, plan the whole presentation,........AHH.

Piawai is tomorrow. I don't feel ready. I just wanna get it over with. Regardless of how badly i'm going to do.

Forget it.


I wanna stay in my dreams forever.

Gosh. This whole post is so random.

Reaching out

She was sitting there. All by herself. As i looked at her sad face, i just felt like reaching out and giving her a hug. But what can i do? I've tried my best to help her. She was so happy to find out that we will be in the same dorm during LTC. She's afraid of being alone i guess. I'll try my best to keep her company during the camp. Give her a chance people! I know it's not easy fitting in. Especially in this clique-ish world we live in. It's not fun being lonely. There's a whole bunch of people, laughing, talking, having fun, but there're also certain people who'd rather sit away from that crowd. It just takes one person to reach out. How many people are doing that? No one. Make a difference you say, but you never do it.

Hmph. You people say that she never talks. You sure? How come whenever i talk to her, she chatters away happily? I just wonder.

Anyway, i just printed 11pages of facts on petroleum. I hope it would help us out. We are running out of time!! So much to do, so little time. LOL.

Sad things are happening day by day. It's our choice whether to give in to it or just let it go. The happy couple broke up yesterday. I didn't expect them to break up so soon. He still loves her. But HE broke up with her. He's broken now. I only wish i could help to ease his pain. But all i can do is listen and try to talk to him. That's all. They've been through so much together. All the obstacles they faced. They got through it all TOGETHER. But now, they're two instead of one. That just goes to show that we never know what to expect. Ever.

Someone maybe oh-so-close to you today, but change to be your enemy the next day. Who can you trust? Who is actually telling the truth? Who is being a true good friend and not someone who wants to use you? Who can keep your secrets? Who can you count on when you face troubles? Everyone gets suspicious of their friends sometimes. me included. I need reassurance too. I need someone to show me that they care too at times. When i feel like breaking down, i need to know there's someone out there who's willing to listen. its not easy. Call me self-centered if you must. At least i'm able to admit it. So. Who is that SOMEONE?

ARGHHHHHH!

She was mad. She didnt make it obvious. But you could see it in her expressions and actions. I don't blame her. I was mad too. But then i realize that there's no reason to be pissed. We cooled off. Or rather the wind cooled us off. =D

Today was one of the weirdest day of my life. Why? There's a thousand and one reasons. HAHA. None of them exceptionally amazing but still pretty....different. LOL.

Have been staying back every single day. THANK GOD i don't have to stay on THURSDAY!!!! PHEW! Plus, piano lessons aren't on thursdays anymore. Another reason to celebrate! HAHAHA. I've got a day to relax. And catch up with my studies. GOSH. I didn't know piawai will be on the 28th,29th Feb and 3rd march. No one told me anything. Ishhh. Did they announce it or something?? Ahh whatever. Anyway, HAVE TO STUDYYYYY! Havent started yet. I am so dead. AND AND AND i have loads of homework to dooooo. WHAT TO DO. Not a lot la. But i come home so late everyday, i have stuff to do and all. Very hard to find time. I HAVEN'T WATCHED 'I AM LEGEND' YET!!! The DVD has been with me for so long. Sorry peiqi!!! I'll watch it as soon as i can ok? OH GOSH! CHOIR BOARD. ARGH. Have to decorate it tomorrow. ARGH ARGH ARGH. How to decorate? SHOOOOOOT! I'm officially dead.

Someone shoot me right now.

Waiting and waiting

Waiting for my mum to pick me up. Then we're gonna go for lunch, and THEN to church. I feel like staying in bed for the rest of my life. Things are not going well these days. ARGH. What's wrong with me?!!! I feel like beating myself up. Haha. Doesnt make sense. Oh well, nothing does.

Went to Poilam yesterday. Obviously after a long day, i was NOT in the mood. It was ok. Nothing spectacular. Except, i wonder if those people actually understood what was going on. I prayed for this girl. She's totally chinese ed. I could communicate with her a little. Hehe. Prayed for her in english though. She was soooo shy! Haha. On the way back to church, the guys were making noise again. I sat in front. Usually i'll be at the back making noise as well. Haha. Then i got an sms from alex, asking where am i and there's a meeting at the back. I didnt reply. Hahaha. Then those guys sent more sms, til i stood up and we sorta shouted at each other. Haha. Then i sat down. After a while, i realised the noise was getting louder and louder. GOSH. The guys were at my place. One whole big gang were there. Bising bising. LOL.

When i reached home, i was freaking tired. My parents were out. It was 11plus. Ate a little, listened to my brand new SP ALBUM. One whole round. Then i slept. Didnt do anything productive this morning. Darn. I still have homework to do. MAAAAANNN! When i think of the coming week, i feel like doing nothing. I feel like shoving all my duties and 'commitments' to someone else.

My days have been terrible. I have a feeling it's only gonna get worse.

Yerr. I don't wanna be EMO. ISH.

Think happy thoughts. Haha.

So. LTC next week huh. Well.

why do i feel so lonely once again?

What If Lyrics
by Simple Plan
Album: Simple Plan

What if I lead, the way,
What if I make, mistakes,
What if I change, the world,
What if I take, the blame,

Will you be there,

I am never going back,
To the place we used to lay,
But I keep losing track,
Now the days they all turn black,
And our dreams all start to fade,
But there’s no turning back,
Cause the world keeps turning,
And my hearts still burning,

What if I change the world,
If I lead the way,
What if I be the one, who takes the blame,
What if I cant go on without you,
What if I graduate,
What if I don’t,
What if I don’t,

Now I’m slowly giving up,
As the world keeps losing faith,
And you still turn your back,
And now the path I follow, takes a toll on me, on you,
But there’s no turning back,
Cause the world keeps turning,
And my hearts still burning,
What if I change the world,
If I lead the way,
What if I be the one, who takes the blame,
What if I cant go on without you,
What if I graduate,
What if I don’t,
What if I don’t,
What if I don’t,
What if I don’t,

(what if I don’t)
(what if I don’t)

(ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, for you to call me)
(ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, for you to call me)
(ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, for you to call me)

What if I lead the way,
What if I graduate,
What if I change the world,
Would you still remember me,

What if I lead the way,
What if I graduate,
What if I change the world,

(ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, for you to call me)
(ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, for you to call me)
(ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here, ill be waiting here)

=)
Dont wanna be like this. But i cant help it.

Can't wait to listen to the WHOLE album and not just one song.
I have listened to 'Save you' and 'I can wait forever' many many times.
It rocks man!!! Wheee!!
Wanted to find a bigger pic of the album. But never mind la. HEHE.

SIMPLE PLAN!!

I can wait forever - Simple Plan

You look so beautiful today
When you’re sitting there it’s hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn’t matter but you feel so far away
And I can’t lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I…Cuz I just can’t take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone, it won’t stop bleeding
I can wait…I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It’s like every time I turn around, I see your face
The thing I miss the most is, waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay
And I can’t lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I…Cuz I just can’t take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…I can wait forever [I can wait forever]
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone it wont stop bleeding
I can wait…I can wait,I can wait forever[I can wait, I can waaiit]

I know it feels like forever
I guess it’s just the price I gotta pay
When I come back home
To feel your touch, Makes it better
Until that day there’s nothing else I can do
And I just can’t take it!

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…I can wait,I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone it won’t stop bleeding
I can wait…I can wait,I can wait forever =)

Gosh so much has happened. So many events. Day by day. But cant(and won't)blog about it ALL. Too many to blog. =D

I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!!!! Just found out that worship practice is at 2pm. ISH. I asked around. Later have to contact LaiHar to confirm. Haih. I'm feeling so nervous right now. =P GOSHHHH!!! Don't wanna play ALONE!! Sigh.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!!! FONG!! I'm LOVING IT!!! Well, cant love it to the max yet. Havent gotten it!!! CANT WAIT!!! But i can be patient. For now. HAHA. Gosh. Girl, can't believe you actually CRIED when you listened to the album! I was so excited when you called and told me that you got it!! And DUH. I don't mind paying the extra 4bucks. HAHAHA.

Hmm. I have so much to say. But i don't know how to say it.

We act as if nothing's happening. But can't you see what's actually going on?

Number 99

This is my 99th post. Wow.

Relatives gone back. Most of them anyway. I thought it would be quiet. But NOOOO. It's not. Ah well. Like i told my mum, it's only once a year. Sacrifices HAVE to be made right? =D

Tomorrow's saturday. WHEEEE! LOL.

Wow. For the first time today, the TV's off. Haha.

Everyone's worn out. Don't blame them.

Hmm. They're tired. Yet they can play mahjong??? Gosh.

Chuah Yen Fong. How could you???? LOL. You shouldnt blow the spongebob up.

Ok. Today's post is full of crap.

What to doooooo.

Ahh. I'm gonna bathe. I stink. LOL.

Out of your life

I'm just killing time blogging. =D

Anyway. I just realised how fast time flies!!

Think about it. After new year, we have the performance in PoiLam international. And also......... LOL. The week after that, LTC. Peiqi wants to go for her 'kaki kedua' wor. ISH. How could she???? But she may go for LTC instead. Haha. OK. After THAT, PIAWAI!!!! GOSH. And we ALL know what happens after piawai right?? HAHAHA.

So fasttttt! Don't want the year to just FLY by. =(

OK. No more depressing stuff. Lets talk about SATURDAY. LOL. For now, it's the only thing i'm looking forward to. Kimmy coming at 10 or 11 something i guess. Then we'll WALK to Jusco. HAHAHAHA. She wants to meet AHEM. Tidak perlu ku katakan. I'm gonna be LAMP POST again. How 'fun'. Later, we would go to Kai's. Wheeee! After Kai's, back home. Dunno what we're gonna do. But whatever la. OH!! I asked my mum to call Kim, YANLI. LOL. We shall see what happens huh? You know, by kim coming over, i'll miss LOADS of angpow collecting. So. Yeah. Pros and cons HAHA. Eh. We did pros and cons WAAAAY before we were taught. LOL.

Oklar. This laptop is so lag. Better ciao.

2moredays only twomoredaysssss!

The first day of new year.
AHHHH!

It was ok. I guess. But darn crowded. I wasnt exaggerating when i told Kim that i could hardly WALK in my own house.

Anyway, this morning, colloected angpows from the many people staying in my tiny little house. Haha. As usual, they gave loads of comments. Here's what happened.
AuntA: *give angpow to bro* Ahh future engineer(in cantonese of cos)
Mybro: *smiles* Happy new year.
AuntA: Ahh! This one, LAWYER.
Me: *blank* Errrr. Haha. Happy new year.
AuntB: Wahh you ar. Very tall la.
AuntA: Yah. Getting prettier ar.
Me: *swtz* ha. ha.
Mybro: Cehh wahhh.
UncleA: Hmm. You. Like wangleehom.(said to mybro)
Me: HAHAHA.

Weeell. That was only PART of the embarassing conversation we had. And that was only in my house. When we went to other houses, our normal routine, HAHA. Malufying. What to do la. Only once a year. My cousins were singing karaoke. HAHA. Funny wehh.

I felt like such a kid standing next to my cousins. They were really dressed up. In make up and all. I, on the other hand, was in jeans and tshirt. I wore this black tshirt. =D They wore grown up stuff. LOL. In heels and all. GOSH. My grandma even commented. She said,"Hmm this one really student/teenager." (in cantonese)So i turned. She just smiled at me. Of cos, she commented about my cousins as well.

Went to parade with cousins. Bro drove. As usual. Many shops were closed. No surprise there. I WAS FORCED TO WEAR HEELS. but i didnt. HAHA. Went to Starbucks after walking(it was 7.30pm)just sat there while THEY bought coffee. So darn expensive. Just for a cup of COFFEE.

Right now. I think some of my relatives are playing mahjong. Aiyo. Noisy noisy. I have a feeling they'll be playing mahjong even when kim comes. Hmm.

I'm glad everyone's having a great new year. Don't ask me about mine. =P

Can't wait for SATURDAY!!!!

Happy chinese new year

It's late. Or rather. Early in the morning. It's now 1.30am. And i'm wide awake.

Chinese new year. Everyone loves it am i right? I used to. But. Hmm. Kim and peiqi know. Haha. I'm sooo glad this year i have my bro's laptop to use. I can stay in my parents room and just do whatever i like. This room's starting to get crowded.

Tomorrow. Aish. Should i look forward to it? Or should i just let it be?

Reunion dinner this year was surprisingly QUIET. I'm not used to the silence. Usually everyone would be laughing and talking and just having fun. But i guess after all that has happened last year, everyone's worn out. 2007 was a memorable year for my family. You could say it brought us closer together. You could also say it pushed others away. Depends on your point of view.

It's so different without him. I can feel the difference this year. Everyone's minding their own business. They are afraid to ask. Afraid to bring up the topic. It is not a nice thing to talk about. But i thought that's what family's all about. Sharing with one another. Maybe that was what we WERE. Now. Oh we still talk, we're still close. Something(or rather someone)is missing.

This house is full. Full of people. Full of laughter. But inside, it's hollow.

Maybe it's only me.

Maybe i'm changing.

Maybe i'm tired of pretending.

Tired of trying so hard.








Yup. It's me.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

It's finally official

Grandparents here ad. Aunts and uncles coming soon. New year is here.

Aiiiihhhhh. I am going into depressing mode. (everybody say NOOO!!) LOL. Here goes. "I. Am. De. pressed. *de de pressed*"(in the tune of YMCA)

Cant wait for saturday actually. HAHA. Kim coming to my house. Oh. You know what my dad asked me this morning?? "How many of your friends coming?" I was like,"Whaat? One only la." Haha. I think he's relieved that only one person coming. Hehehe. We are going to Kaiqi's house for a BBQ on saturday. Night of cos. Here's the plan. I will take kim WALKING. HAHAHAHAHA. Walk to Jusco, and wherever we can walk to. LOL. Should be fun. Especeally since there's gonna be many people in my house already. HEHE. Add one more person makes no difference i guess. Haha.

Alright. Time to go watch TV and wait. Aish.

Open your eyes girl

HAHA. Talking to Jia An now. GOSH! I can't believe how long it's been since i last talked to him! REAAAAALLY MISS HIMMM! Hehe. Talked to voon as well. Errr kinda. Haha. Missing the old times!!! Turning sentimental. Haha.

Have to meet up with them!!

Told Jia An that i went shopping. Guess what he answered? "You also go shopping wan meh?" Grrrr. Insulting betul.

He's still the same ol' Jia An. Darn straightforward. And sometimes things just come out of his mouth. As in he sometimes tersay things. That's what i like about him. Haha. When he tersays things, HAHAHA. I learn things.

AHHHHH.

Good night. LOL.

Oh yeah. I owe waikit a present. Hahaha.

Sigh

GOSH. Why is everyone soo freakingly obsessed about being obese? HAHA. That's cute! Obsessed about being obese. Hehe. Really hate it when people start saying that they're getting FAT. MAN! Who cares?? We'll GROW. We'll CHANGE right??? Haish.

Anyway. Something very terrible happened today.

I had penyakit.(i can hear Kimmy laughing like mad now) Haih. And i was soooo happy cos i have not had penyakit for like A LONG TIME. So, yeah. Penyakit in parade. And once again, CUTE!! AHAHA. Alright alright.

"Everytime"(by Simple Plan)

It was three AM when you woke me up
And we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go
Just to get away
We talked about our lives
Until the sun came up
And now I'm thinking about
How I wish I could go back
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
It's all I need: one more day with you

When the car broke down
We just kept walkin along
Til we hit this town
There was nothing there at all
But that was all okay
We spent all our money on stupid things
But if I looked back now, I'd probably give it all away
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
But ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
It's all I need: one more day with you

Now I'm sittin here, like we used to do
I think about my life and how now there's nothing I won't do
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right (Everything feels right)
Everytime I hear your name
Everytime I feel the same
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right

You walked away
Just one more day
It's all I need, just one more day with you

Ermm. I think i still have penyakit. The song sums everything up. Don't you agree?

Ooooo Ahhhhh Oooolala!XD

I.Am.Exhausted.

Have you ever gone shopping with fussy fussy people before? Haha. No offense guys!! Weeeell, went shopping with Simyuen,michelle,evon,eemun,vivian and vinnie(vivian's sis). HAISH. LOL. It was fun la. But we kept getting sesat and had to call one another. HAHA. Parade is nice. But. I feel more comfortable in Jusco. =D At first, we were all toghether. Then eemun wanted to shop with her sis(awwww) and then evon followed her. So, left only 5 of us. haha. It was fun. Walked everywhere. Bought nothing. Haha. Spent a lot of money on FOOOOOOD! HAHA. Ate A LOT. I don't think i can eat dinner. Oh well. hehehe. OHHH! Met this guy(he's kinda cute HAHA)called Napkin. LOL. Well, at least that's what WE called him. Don't ask why. And simyuen and vivian were practically STALKING the poor guy. HAHA. Ran up the escalator and all that. Finally, we lost him at the Hip Hop Arena.

GOSH. So many things happened. Haha. It was FUUUUN. But i feel tidak puas. Haha. Didnt get to buy anything. =( I WANNA GO JUSCO TOMORROW. Wonder who to drag along? Hmmmm. hehe. Met many people in parade. MGS people, and others. Oh yeah. We were having lunch at the kopitiam, when someone told us there was gonna be a FIGHT there. We were,"WHATTTT?" And that person asked us to leave immediately. Cos it was very dangerous. Well, obviously. We didnt leave. Wanted to watch the fight(save money! FREE movie. LOL)Surprise surprise, no fight. CEHHHH. Such a disappointment. HAHAHA. But there was a fight at the Hip Hop Arena. Goshhh. But only a short one la. We didnt understand what was going on. =DDDD

Ooops! Time to go. Blog more later. WHHHHEEEE!

Hyperrrrr

Oh man! Just came back from school. HAHA. I'm feeling darn hyper now!! Actually, have been this way since the bell rang at 1.15(late again) HAHAHAHA. I think i've been talking exceptionally loud....? Oooops. Bumped into a few teachers while talking to peiqi(or rather ermm shouting??)hehehe. WHEEEE!!! When i got into the car, was talking to my mum. Then she asked me to tone down. HAHAHA.

Lets see. Things that happened today. Errr. Not much la. Didnt get any homework except for sivik(which is so so easy) HAHA. So happppppyyy! OH YEAH. Peiqi, i asked the BUSH to keep the keyboard. =D HAHA. Oooo yeah!! I have a feeling many people know about the bush ad. Eexin was telling beh and kim about it in the canteen today. LOL!! Funny wehh!

I actually planned my moods today. Haha. Supposed to go HIGH and then go EMO during PJ. Haha. Then after recess, go as HIGH as possible and the EMOOO. But didnt work la. Haha. Obviously. I was feeling a little nutsy after assembly. Singing the school song on the way back from assembly. Laughing like a madwoman. After that, was quiet a while, then noisy all the way. Peiqi even told me,"CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS!!" I was so so sienz. And when i'm sien, i go waaaaay emo. LOL.

OHHH. Amrith came back to school today. When i told peiqi thats she's coming back, peiqi's reaction was,"Oh no!" HAHA. And once again, my name was pronounced WRONGLY. ISH. During PJ. We change teacher ad. Sad wehhh.

Whoooa. My hyper level has gone dooowwwn. Haha. Not that high ad.

Going SHOPPING with michelle and sim tomorrow. Yup SHOPPING. They already have a list of things they wanna buy. I'm just gonna tag along. We're gonna watch a movie also. But we're going to Parade not Jusco. And GSC doesnt have as many movies as TGV. Soooo. We shall see what happens.

AHHHHH! Alrighty. I'm OUT!!

OH. Almost forgot.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WAIKIT

HAHA! I know when your birthday is. hahahaha.

No work done SIGH

Hmmm. Was supposed to do some sejarah after mime practice today. HAH. As if. Sat down near the stairs in the auditorium. Turn on ALL the lights in the auditorium. HAHA. Sat next to the PA room(or booth or whatever it's called)Started doing my work. As expected, people came to kacau me. Ish. Then aunty mariana asked me to type in the songs for the LCD for youth worship. So i did. Took so long to find the songs. Cos it's all saved in the computer. Had to type 'With You' by memory. Thank God it was right. Haha. Anyway, once i was done, the computer suddenly JAMMED. The file WASNT SAVED. I was about to go nuts. Cos that time, it was 5minutes before youth. I was considering restarting the computer and then type it again. HAIH. So i did it. Restarted the computer. Alex was beside me. He asked me,"Are you sure?" I just told him,"I have faith." Haha. I was praying YES PRAYING when i pressed the restart button. GOSH. When i opened the powerpoint file thing, IT WAS UNDER THE RECOVERED FILES. hahahahaha. SOOO HAPPY!!!! It may sound like a lame reason to be happy. But, don't care. haha. Mingsheng deleted my 'Welcome To CGBC Youth. May God bless you.' slide. =( Teruk right? Haha.

Oh man. Mime tomorrow from 1.30 to 5pm. Gosh. Scary huh?

I just remembered. I STILL have to do sejarah. Haha. CERTAIN PEOPLE WHO GOT STRAIGHT A'S FOR PMR DIDNT WANT TO HELP ME. hahahaha. You know who you are. Okok. I'm being evil. The Mercy people were like,"Shoot. Forget ad." HAHA. Never mind.

I actually have more to blog. But L-A-Z-Y. I think that says it all. =D

Cool

This is gonna sound so perasan. but. HAHA. In my notebook, the one i use for church, i wrote a few erm quotes. Haha. Aish. Those are my personal thoughts. Then, i saw daren's MSN nickname. HAHAHA. He used one of my quotes. How cool is that??? He chose the 'Akui Cintamu Kepadaku'. Hehehe. Other than that, i have, 'Tiada Lagi Kerunsingan Antara Kami', and many more. Haha. I dunno why people find my notebooks so fascinating. Hmm. Weird.

Aih. Mime practice at 1. Hmmm. Feeling lazy.But what to do. I already decided to be committed to the mime. I just hope the performance time doesnt clash with anything. If not.... I have no idea what to do. Ah well. Planning to bring some homework to do in church. Cos practice is til 3pm. But youth is at 4pm. So. Gonna spend the one hour doing HOMEWORK. hahaha.

Went to pasar tani with my mum and dad today. Haha. My dad and i were so sesat there. HEHE. He told me many stories about how fishes die and all that. It was interesting. Woke up so so early today. Haihhh. But slept again after going to the market. =D Slept from about 9.45-10.45. HAHA. Then played piano til around 11.30. And now, i'm here. Oh yeah, woke up early for dental appointment. Hmm.

Third post today

Aish. It's so sengsara-ing waiting for time to pass. Sighhh.

Lalalala.

Ish. Yanli tiba-tiba offline. i have no idea what's gonna happen next weekend. So, don't ask me. Yanli and i have no idea who to invite to her 'pajamas'(as her dad calls it haha)party. LOL. If call too many also cant. Cos there'll be no adult supervision. Gosh. I don't even know if I'm allowed. Haha. My parents may not let. Ah well. Imagine. Even when we sit together, we fight. What if we STAY together? The roof will collapse. Haha. Hehe. Yanli and Jeanli. Cute. XD

Ok.

Enough time spent on the computer. =)

Well well well

Hm. Got another complaint. WELL. I can't say i didn't expect it. Getting tired of listening to complaints about the same thing(or person).

Anyway. Just now, felt like old times. Sending smses to you. Checking my credit after every sms i send. Haha. Cos it's so expensive sending to you. It was fun though. We were talking about stuff we used to talk about everyday. Good times, good times.

HAHA.

Alrighty. Like i told fong, i have been listening to SWITCHFOOT. Haha. No idea why. Just decided to download some songs of theirs. It's nice y'know. Haha.

Oh maaann. To think i'm just trying to waste my time here. I should be elsewhere doing other stuff. Instead i'm here doing this. UGH!

Wait a sec. Why am i complaining? Know what.

I'm O-U-T.

The destress ball

This is gonna sound so so so weird. But whatever.

In my house, we have this thing called the destress ball. My dad brought it back one day. Since then it has been used to the fullest. Alright. The destress ball is black. It's like all those sponge-y thing. You're supposed to squeeze it when you feel streesed out or something. But squeezing the thing would only make you tired. So, my bro and i would just throw it around. Hehe. Bounce it and all that. Ahh. THAT really helps us to you know, relax. This ball is usually on my couch. We use it while watching tv, reading newspapers, etc.

The destress ball is amazing. It's fun to play with. It's good for when you feel frustrated, annoyed, you name it. Haha. Once again. I sound as if i'm promoting something. AISH. I have got to stop it. Right now.

Somebody catch me. I'm falling deeper and deeper. Day by day, i feel as if the rope thats holding on to me is breaking. That its getting thinner everyday. Is this how i'm supposed to feel? My comfort zone is now my danger zone.