Gimme an A! Gimme a double S!! ...

Was clearing some stuff last night[didn't really clear anything in the end. HEHE. ]Found the old old OLD A.S.S. book. The dumb club we had in primary. All the 'spying' we did. Haha. I read it again and i have one thing to say, WE WERE IDIOTS. HAHAHA. Seriously. The A.S.S. book is this pink book with a 'cute-ish' pic in front. The pages are pink and light blue. xD See what i mean?

In the book, other than the spying thing[which is too horrible for me to even SAY.]there was a section where we wrote all our crushes. Haha. MAN!! That was fun to read. We were such kids. Oh well, it was so fun then. There's also this part where jia an drew baby sumos of us. That was erm lame. Good times, good times. *hums the dumb 'tammm-tamm' song*

Waiting for mum to pick me up. SCG's finally starting again. Yay? Hmm i guessss. =D
La-di-daaa.

Random

AWWWWW!!

Thanks gurl. You made my day. =D

If you don't understand what his post is about, then don't. Hahaha.
Man. I feel so good now. I feel so....awww. hehehe.

There's so much i don't understand. There's so much i don't want to understand. Why are all these happening? I don't get it. If you people hate each other, why pretend? If you can be so holy and goody goody during CF or GB or just church, why not be the same other times? If you don't like what i have to say, why pretend that you do? If you want to USE me, tell me straight to the face instead of making excuses all the time.
H Y P O C R I T E S.
I don't understand how people can be so hypocritical. And you call yourself a christian... Please. Hold on a second. I'm not saying i'm perfect. I'm not. Not even close. I feel like a hypocrite too at times. at least i admit it.

How many times have i prayed the same prayer?? Asking God what's REALLY happening? I just don't get it. Why? Why? Why? Where have all the passion gone? Why is it only restricted between these four walls? Once people step out of this place, they are totally different people. What happened to the church without walls?

Oh Father. I've not been a good christian. I watched my friends backslide. I don't know what else i can do other than pray and pray and pray. I can't do this without You. I'm torn... I don't want to be just the spectator anymore. But I don't know how. Show me..

Chocolate

Alright i'm gonna crap now. Peiqi has this calender thingy which has the words 'Cocoa Boutique' and the address. And 'Chocolate Gallery' and the address. So, being the lame and curious person i am, i asked, "What's the difference between a cocoa BOUTIQUE and a chocolate GALLERY??" Peiqi ignored me. Haha. She was busy reading the book that she snatched from me while I was reading it. Ish. I just answered my own question. And added some crap."A cocoa boutique sells chocolate-made clothes and a chocolate gallery is for us to LOOK at the chocolate." Well, that got peiqi's attention. She gave me this blur-i-couldn't-care-less-and-i-don't-get-it look. So i continued. "Hmm a chocolate BAKERY is where you get to buy the chocolate and EAT it." And thus, the chocolate thing began...

Cocoa Boutique: Sells chocolate-made clothes
Chocolate Gallery: To look at the chocolates[like a museum]
Chocolate Bakery: Sells chocolate to EAT
Chocolate School: Where you learn ABOUT chocolate
Chocolate Lab: To analyse the chocolate
Chocolate clinic: To treat the chocolate
Chocolate prison: To store the bad chocs....

HAHA. Lame huh? It was funny at the time. We were practically laughing til we went home. That's what you get for snatching a book i was reading. HAH!!

Okay. I'm off to make some calls.

The Ten

I suddenly had this urge to blog. So here i am. =]

The other day peiqi and nyityi were doing this list thing. It's a list where you list out the ten most important people in your life. They asked me to do it too. I told them i was lazy and couldn't think. excuses. The truth? I didn't want to list it out. Maybe it's cos i DON'T KNOW who the ten most important people are. I tried listing it out on my own. I managed to write down one. The other nine were confusing. They still are. I don't know. It's kinda hard to WRITE it all down. Somemore, it's limited to only ten!! It may seem like a lot, but it isnt. I would write one name down, and start thinking it was unfair to the others whose names i didn't write. =.= So typical of me. I'm still trying to figure out who the TEN are. Haha.

Hmm. I feel really really bad when people tell me stuff and i don't tell them much. Only the things on the surface, not personal stuff. Ahhh. Sorrylar. I'm like that with everyone so don't take it personally.

Grrr. i wish i could shut her up once and for all.

Kay-elle

Back from KL. KL is bad for health la. It causes
1. Mental retardness
Spent the whole day and night yesterday watching senseless TV. Watched some lame cantonese show, episode after episode of SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS, some pathetic singing competition, HOUSE, tom and jerry kids[swts], cartooooons, chicken little and license to wed. Yeah. Almost went crazy. ALMOST. I'm still sane.
2. Kidney failure
The fries they serve there is soooo salty. The McD fries i mean. I wonder how much salt they put. We had to shake the salt off the fries before eating it. Ughh. I finished the WHOLE packet of fries though. =D
3. Mind boggling[not exactly a sickness....]
Okay. I was soooo impressed by the way the people there advertise church. I mean, they were passing some fliers around. My bro got one. It looked like some big party, but it was only advertising their SERVICE. And and and they can afford to provide dinner for everyone and still give away freebies[starbucks, movie vouchers, etc]. It REEEEAALLY looked like an advertisement for a concert or huge party.

So. It's a good thing i'm still alive and well. Haha. It's father's day and i'm at home watching The Simpsons' alone. Sigh.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.

Update

Okay. I'm really getting lazy. Gonna say a few things then i'm out.

This week. Ahh. What a crazy week. I really don't know how to describe my week. =D

Let's talk about my weekend then. Hahaha. Going to KL. Will be missing Starwalk. Going SHOPPING. HAHA. It's been waaay too long since i last shopped. So, haha.

Aiya. Short one ni lar. So, it's super short. Oh well.

Wedding bells...

I tried to resist from saying ANYTHING about the wedding til the day comes closer. But, haha. Can't tahan ad. The wedding's on the 7th of december 2008. Okay, in case you're blurring, i'm talking about my aunt's wedding[FINALLLYYY!!]Yup. After many many years of being single, she was introduced to a brother of my mum's friend[yes my mum was the middle person]After two years, he proposed to my aunt. HAHA. Was sooo shocked when i heard about it. He proposed with A HUNDRED ROSES. Goshhh.

Anyway. The wedding. They're planning it right now. Behind me. =P I don't really know all the details. They're having the wedding IN MY HOUSE. AHHHHH!! I don't stay in a big house la. I stay in a single storey terrace, for goodness sake. Haihhh. Soooooo surprised when i heard it. The dinner's pretty grand too. They plan to have it at some big restaurant. More than 200 guests. Man. Now, they're planning who's doing what. Blah blah blah.

My aunt and mum were trying to convince me to wear a skirt. HAHA. As if they'll succeed la. And then, my mum said that i should wear a skirt for the wedding. My aunt agreed whole-heartedly. Typical. My entire family's against me on this. We shall see what happens!! They even offered to take me shopping for one. =.= [YES,i'm PROUD to say i don't own any skirt/dress/??? other than my prefects' skirt. ]

Aih. TV's been on the whole day. Watched tennis, football, CSI, numb3rs and some nonsense shows. My grandma is darn emotional weh. Especially when it comes to sports. Tennis mainly. Oh, now they're discussing the invitation cards. Hmmm.

A child's prayer

Dear GOD,
Your little child is afraid. Afraid of what is awaiting her. Give her the reassurance once again. She wants to know where her passion for You is. This little child does not ask for much. She only asks of Your protection over those she really cares about. She's been feeling a little out of touch lately. Oh Father, what happened to the little child we all grew to know and love? Where is she? Bring her back please...Your little child here is hungry. She's looking for more of You. Light up the fire once again. That much she asks.

Amen.

So. It's 2am. Great. Since this evening, something weird's been happening. And it's not the price increase of petrol. Sure, it's drastic and all, but that's not what i mean. There's something. I'm not sure what. Hmm. Could it be....errr lack of food? Impossible. i barely ate in school. So, what is it then? *shrugs* Can't really figure this one out. What have i been doing differently these past few days? Nothing? Oh well. Let's just see what happens then. maybe that's not such a great idea.....

Lalalala. I probably need my 'beauty' sleep. HAHA.

Midnight!!

Alrighty. It's a little after midnight. Buuuut. Haha.

HAPPY BUUUURFDAY TO YOUUUU
HAPPY BUUUURFDAY TO YOUUUU
HAPPY BUUUUUUUURFFFDAYY[waaaay off key]to RRAAAAACHHHEEEEEL
HAPPY BUUUURFDAY TO YOUUUU!!!!

Haha. Seeeeee?? Nice nice?? LOL.

List.

Whoa. It's 9.22pm now. Somehow, it feels like it's only 7 or something. Haha. Lalalala.
Long time since i made a list....

THE TOP TEN THINGS I MISS ABOUT SCHOOL
[don't ask why la]
10. The joy of being in class when the teacher leaves. HAHA.
9. Making lame jokes in class
8. Being rushed to go for recess =.=
7. RECESSSS [hahaha]
6. The feel of the sweat dripping after going ALL OVER school looking for one particular person.
5. Teasing people about weird stuff
4. Laughing at the dumbest things
3. Going HIGHHH
2. FAT CAT!!!!![hehe]
1. All of you guys.... [you know who you are HAHAHA]

Haha. I like listing things out. Well well well. I'm off to watch TV and finish up the big packet of chocolates i have waiting for me.

Do i seem shallow to you? Cos i feel darn shallow right now. =P

Nonsense

School starts in less than a week. Dum da dumm.
For the first time in a long long time, i have nothing to say.
There's so much to tell.
Yet nothing to say.
You get what i mean?
LOL. Never mind.

I'm gonna lock myself in the room now.
Til 'we' meet again.

Signing out,
Aku

Laugh. Cry. Talk.

Oh gosh. Read some blogs. Talked to some people[okay, one person]. There's only one thing in my mind now. NOW WHAT? Good question. VERY good question. A good question deserves a good answer, which i don't have right now. I know i know. This is so random. HAHA. Forget it.

Anyway, i hope tomorrow turns out fine. Ah what am i saying???? It will. So, Rach can't make it. Adrian won't be joining us. His excuse? He has to go to school. PATHETIC. Please, adrian yap jin ming and school don't go together. HAHAHA. I'm being evil. What are we gonna do again? Bowl? LOL. We're gonna do things to 'strengthen our relationship' or something like that. We shall see eh.

I'm gonna say the same thing i've said many many times before. TIME PASSES SO FAST!! It's june already. Aiya. Right now, i don't really care. HAH.

You know, i wish they would at LEAST be considerate. And NOT talk about all THAT in front of me. I don't wanna hear all those. You could say i'm trying to hide from reality. But, whateverrrr. Things are getting worse by the minuteee.

tick tock tick tock