Installation, tetanus jabs and other crazy stuff

Haha. So. Installation on monday. It was ok lar. Kinda dumb as well. Cos CERTAIN people didnt want to clap for CERTAIN people. HAHA. I'm evil. hehe. Anyway. Took many many pics. But the saddest part was the singing. Haih. We wanted to do something DIFFERENT. Something fun. Like we do during practices. But couldnt do the Mr bean thing cos if we move, the form2s will be looking at our butts shake. LOL. It's true!! Haha. So overall, it was fun. Missed all my classes except for science. Haha. Was sooo shocked to see so many REDS when i reached school. Haha.

Alright. Tetanus. AIH. It wasnt THAT painful. BUT. Miss kimberly Lim Yanli kept whacking my arm. The LEFT one. Where i got the jab. So, obviously, it HURTS. It still hurts now. But as pn jamnah said, IT'S NORMAL. =) I couldnt whack Kim back cos she didnt take the shot. ISH. I was about to get my injection, when i saw 3 faces staring at me and SMILING. ish. So i just smiled at them la. They were WATCHING me get the injection. Then when the guy was giving me the injection, i talked to him. HAHA. And the 3 faces said,"Wah. Slumber-nya." Who were the 3 faces? Yiwen, Kaylynn and Phuiyan. Then they kept saying how painful it would be blah blah blah. HAH. Looks like i'm gonna get whacked more tomorrow. Aish. And some people accidentally whacked my left arm cos they were so used to it. Haha.

CHINESE NEW YEAR NEXT WEEK! Kinda excited. Haha. Going for movie with the normal people on tuesday. Wheee! Then on saturday(9thFeb)Kimmy maybe staying in my house!! But not sure la. IF my parents don't decide to go to penang la. Cos kim's parents are abandoning her HAHA. Nolar. they going for some concert. So. Yeah. Haha. BBQ at kaiqi's on saturday. Hahaha. Plus, i wanna crash someone's house. Hmm. Dunno whose house. Those people say wanna come to my house. HAHA. Come la. My house is gonna be crowded as usual. THE WHOLE FAMILY COMING MAN. Aish.

Like i told kim, i'm onlining SECARA HARAM. HAHA. I have homework. But dunno what to do first. So i online to errr think. LOL. Doesnt make sense. Ah well. Nothing does. ALMOST made an announcement through the PA system today. HAHAHA. Good thing i didnt. Was in mrs lee's office and all. But i didnt know how to use so, mrs lee made the announcement. HAHAHA. Such a relief!

I'm kinda excited. Haha. No idea why. Wheeeeee!! Going crazy........!

Phew!

Hmm. So. Yeah. LOL.

Played keyboard today. It was ok. SURPRISINGLY. Didnt screw up. Much. Haha. Made mistake during the 'Father of life draw me closer'. And it was a WORSHIP SONG. Soooo. I guess my darn mistake was obvious huh. Ahaha. Dressed up kinda guyish again. Hehe. Anyway. During worship, believe it or not, i wasnt cold. HAHA. I SHOULD be freezing. Cos the keys section is like directly where the air cond blows. DIRECTLY. It kept blowing all my chords man. So had to find a way to make the chords STAY. lol. Sounds weird. Later, after the message, we went up again to play BREAK FREE. Woo! Haha. THEN my hands were FREEZING. It was so cold. My hands were ALMOST numb. Haha. Managed to play though. =D

I would like to thank all who encouraged me!!! THANK YOU! Haha. I guess some of you will know that i was CLOSE to freaking out. Haha. I didnt. PHEW. Hmm. The first thing fong asked me after worship was,"Did you screw up?" Haha. She was backup. Oh yeah. THANKS DAREN! For the shirt AND the wedges. =D Haha. I wanted to walk to KFC with you guys. But had prayer at 1 la. So. Sad la. Haha. NEVERMIND! Next time we walk to JUSCO!! LOL. Thats what i told sam. And he told ME,"Aiya go jusco, TAKE TAXI." Haha. Ate in mamak today. Long time didnt eat there ad.

Form 3 prefects!! (i doubt you people would even read this HAHA)
I wrote all your names in the LTC bus list ad. Errrm. MOST of you anyway. Aish. I missed out some people. Shooooot! SO SORRY MAN! Was kinda rushing to finish writing the names. AHEM. Just for the record. I chose the bus cos it was the emptiest. At that time. SO. WE ARE IN BUS B! Lol. Let's make it darn happening aite? =DDDDD

Sighhh. Sat with sam during sermon. Wai kit was behind us. Then sam wanted to turn and talk to me. BUT he saw THE HEAD. hahaha. FUNNY WEI. We were laughing non stop. Haha. That idiot. THE HEAD kept appearing. Haha. SHEESH!! And oh no *fake-scared-expression* They found out who i like. *rolls eyes* That is SO NOT true. ISH. Just because of what's written in my notebook. Haih.

Anyway. Gotta practice the dreaded piano. Ah well.

YOU ARE THE MAN

LOL. Weird title i know. Haha.

Anyway. Going to church soon. Waiting for my mum to get ready. Then we're gonna ciao. Well, i owe daren big time!! Haha. This is the second i'm borrowing his shirt. HEHE. First it was during christmas(the red shirt) now i need his black shirt for worship. =DDD I really should go get some shirts. Haih. I only have this white shirt. No. Not school shirt. Haha.

Ahh. Went to weiching's last night for dinner. At first it was kinda boring cos we were with the adults. Eating. Then later. Went up to her room. Talked and talked. haha. Gosh. When her mum called us down, it was almost 11!! Goodness. Haha. Who knew it was THAT late?? Hmm. I told her about. HAHAHA. Admiration. *sound effects* LOL. Cos she asked. It's kinda hard to explain to her. But i did my best. =D

Alright. I am all ready for school tomorrow. HAHA. Installation. Wheee. Woke up this morning and started packing my bag, getting my shoes ready, cut my nails and all that. So now. I'm prepared for school. Oh yeah. Also finished moral.

Oops. Have to go church now. HAHA.

S-A-D

LOL. I am SOOO not sad. Weeell.

School today. It was so depressing. Waking up at 6. Knowing that i'll be up alone today. MAN! HAHA. So. My bro sent me to school. He drove SOOOOO fast. Left home at 6.45 as usual. BUT. Reached school waaaaay before 7. No one was there yet. So i just sat at my place and slept. HEHE. When peiqi came, she whacked my head. Haha. We went to the PR to sign. It was still kinda early. So went back to class. Talked and talked. Then went back to PR. Talked to some people. Then went duty. How sad huh? Haha.

Ahh the entire day was pretty normal. Nothing spectacular happened. Oh yeah!! We had this sambutan practice(it was lame)and before that i RAN back to class to get something. When i went inside. WHOA. Soooooo QUIET!! Scary wei. Haha. AHHH. Now we know who makes the noise in class eh? Haha. AND science. We went to 3 different places for science. HAHA. First, science lab as usual. Then cabut to AVA to watch the CD. And then we kena halau from AVA. Haha. So went back to class. Malu man. We were learning about blood groups today. So,when pn seow asked whose blood group is A, i put up my hand la. Raised up HIGH somemore. HAHA. But i was the only one. AISH. Malu tau.

OH. The 'scar' is still there. ISH. I'm gonna kill peiqi.

A scar that would never fade

It was just a normal thursday.

Boring as usual.

When i heard the familiar sound.

The last time i heard it was more than a month ago.

I thought you forgot.

But. I was the first. Even your friends didnt know. Wow.

So. Am i happy? I have no idea.

Oh man. That sounds so depressing. haha. But to be honest, after the incident, i kinda ermm smiled....... GOSH. GUILT. haha. Kim would call me an idiot. I know i know. I didnt even tell Kim man. Gosh gosh gosh. AHH!!

ANYWAY. Hmm. What did we do today. Oh right. Literature day. only one word to describe it. BORING. HEHE. Talked to kim like the ENTIRE day. Well almost la. She told me some very interesting stuff. Hahaha. Then after school. Ate. Teman kim to PR. ahem. I WAS A LAMP POST. ahaha. Seriously! But it wasnt as bad as i expected.

Power. Fame. Popularity. It kills. I thought the annoying power-crazy-monster was GONE. Who knew she's still HERE? Only more subtle this time. Haha. Maybe i'm being evil. But yeah, people have been telling me that. Aish. I shall not reveal anymore. HAHAHAHA. Right. NOW i'm being evil. =DD

Every morning, while waiting for my dad to send me to school, i would look at the dark dark sky. I'll look at the stars. And i notice. There's this star that shines brighter than the others. It's really nice. I feel so, amazed. So AWED. I dunno. It makes me think of loads of stuff. Sigh. Like how SMALL we really are. Its true.

Anyway(LOL). Something happened last year. And that costed my friendship with someone. Just cos i was honest. hehe. WEEELL. Who knew that after a WHOLE year of not talking, we finally TALKED??? HAH! It started out with a smile. A smile that wasnt returned. It ended up like how it is now. I am SO HAPPY!!! HAHA.

BY THE WAY. CHAN PEI QI. The HP 'scar' on my hand is still there. ISH. It's super obvious dear. Aiyo. Now everyone knows about HP. ISH man. Haish. Szeling even told me that i'm very good at 'merahsiakan'-ing things. HAHA. Cekap eh? Yeah it's never been obvious but....... haha.

Ok. I'm OUT.

Show me what you got LOL

Today's a holiday. Hmm. Big deal. Woke up early. Dad planned to go for breakfast with some people. So i had to follow. Before breakfast, got ready, then sat down and did homework. Finished most of it last night actually. Came home. Did my karangan. FINISHED it. HAHA.

Then went to church for worship practice. Kinda freaky. Cos no one was there. Except for benjamin. Oh and lukas. Haha. Talked to them. Then aunty mariana came. With the ALL the others. Set up everything. Taught fong two chords. HAHA. When aunty mariana said,"Let's start." I was kinda panicky. I asked her,"Is mayjet coming???" She said,"Yes." PHEW. HAHA. Practice and practice. When we stopped, heard mayjet calling aunty mariana. So aunty mariana went down to open the door for her. We just play play la. Then aunty mariana came up and said,"Ladies and gentlemen(we all stopped playing)we are locked in." HAHA. Weeell, at least we were locked IN. Mayjet was locked OUT. HAHA. Had to wait for aunty pauline to come with the keys. Practice was ok. Haha.

So glad i did homework last night. HAHAHA. Only have sejarah nota and KH left. WHHHEEEEE!!

Ahhh. I dunno how to type about everything that's been happening. Cos LOADS are happening RIGHT NOW. So. Bleggghhh. LOL.

Many people asked me,"How are you?" I have no idea how to answer. If i say "Im fine." That's not exactly true. But if i say,"Not good." They'll be asking loads of questions. I DO NOT WANT TO ANSWER. Please. So, all i answer is,"Like that la." =D

I've always kept a diary. Since i could write, i had a diary. Last night, i read through all of my diary entries. (i STILL write in my diary you know haha)I realize that my confusion has started a long time ago. Since i was younger, i felt unwanted the place i should feel the most wanted. Argh. But seeing how much i've grown, i feel umm i dunno. Haha. I love writing in my diary. I dunno why. There was even this page where i listed out my crushes. LOL!! My mum once told me that writing in a diary is dangerous. If someone reads it, and you wrote something about that person. UH OH. Haha. I don't care.

OHHH. After practice, i was very thirsty. I remembered there was some juice in the fridge. So i took it out. It looked a little weird. So, i read the labels. The first one was KEEP REFRIGERATED. Ok. Fine. It was ALWAYS in the fridge. The i continued reading, SHAKE WELL BEFORE CONSUMING. ohhh. So THAT was the problem. I shook it and poured myself a cup. Started drinking. It tasted weird. I looked at the labels to see if i missed anything. Well well well. Guess what was the third and final thing written? TO BE CONSUMED FIVE DAYS AFTER OPENING. I spit the whole thing out. HAHA. No wonder it was so weird. LOL. The moral of the story. ALWAYS READ LABELS. Haha.

Everyone always thought being stabbed from the back is painful. What about being stabbed from the front? =P

Open minded la sikit

Ok. Imagine this situation. You see a guy and a girl sitting in an empty classroom, it's dark. And they're alone. What would you think? That they're a couple. Am i right? HAHA. If only you knew.

This is what happened today. I was with daren the entire time. At first, we went to Shalom classroom. We were with Adrian. Then Adrian had prayer. So we kena halau. Haha. Then we went to Agape classroom. Ahh. Only the two of us. Didnt on the lights. We were alone. HAHA. Then suddenly, aunty serena came in. WELL. She looked at us and SMILED. Can you believe it?? She gave us this SMILE. I could sorta hear what she was thinking. So, daren and i went out. Went to another place. Again, only us. Sat there, talk, laugh, eat. HAHA. Many people passed by, gave us this LOOK. Some even SMILED. ISH. Went for service. Once again, only us. Sat with daren. No one was around us. The looks we got. I think only i realised it. Daren was blur.

During service, sat in between daren and adrian. Kena buli teruk. Cos the two of them pakat. SO. Kesian me la. Adrian started playing with my hair. ISH. Then daren joined in. AIYO. I was soooo ISHH. Haha. Servie was FUN. hahaha.

Oh. I'm joining mime. Sigh. I dunno why. I hope history doesnt repeat. I really hope it doesnt.

I'M ABOUT TO FREAK OUT. OMG. I'M PLAYING FOR SERVICE NEXT WEEK. OMG. SO NERVOUS. Oh wait. I'm playing with mayjet right? HAHA. Reliefnya aku. HAHAHA. Gosh. I got real scared when i saw my name in the bulletin. (btw, adrian:you can play keyboard as well as i can play drums. BLUEK!!) Weeell, at least my friends were like,"Can wan laaaa." ish ish ish. Let's all pray that i don't screw up. Alright? Haha.

HSOM ROCKS!! Just heard from my mum that HSOM is ranked number7 in the WHOLE OF PERAK. GO HSOM!!! Keeeeep rocking!! Goshh i miss conducting the choral speaking la. Haihhh. It was so cool. Haha. WE RULED THE SCHOOL THAT YEAR.

AWWW. I wanna go to church for games. =( But it's raining here. AIYO. Stuck at home. Aish. Never mind. I'll go next week FOR SURE.

ARGH

You. The love is there. But, it doesnt mean i have to LIKE you does it? The things you do. I think it's only me. Cos everyone else seems to LOVE you. When you're around, i feel invisible. Do you actually care? I miss you when you're gone, but wish you were gone when you're here. Is it hate? Or resentment? I have no idea. I've tried ignoring this feeling. But you make me feel stupid all the time. You make me feel useless. So what's the point? I LOVE YOU but dont like you.






Ok. Ignore the crap on top. Sigh. Yesterday was a tiring day. Really tiring. Went to school. For GB. HAHA. We were like the 'nominations close' people. HAHA. Keep seconder-ing when someone else propose nominations close. COOLLLLL! We were talking about the form1s, form2s, form3s(USSSSS HAHA), form4s, form5s ANDDDD evrything. LOL. It was fun. After GB, talked to alison. Walau, she told me things i didnt know. MAN. She has some problems. Talked about private stuff la. And........ah never mind. There's this THING someone told(ok more like ASK)me. And it keeps haunting me. I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWER. I wish i did. Haihhh.

Alright. Went home. WATCHED HEROES!! HAHA. There was this marathon. Actually it's still on right now. =D Went for lunch at 2. Came back, read ELDEST then went to church. AIH. Came home. Ate dinner. Mum cooked. Then went to jusco. Walked ALONE the entire night. Don't ask me why. Kinda pathetic la. Haha. Walked for dunno how long. I managed to get peiqi's birthday pressie. Yeah i know. Her birthday was a long time ago. But i owed her. SO. LOL. When i came home, i was freakingly tired. Sat on my bed. Wanted to read. But too tired. Went to talk to my mum. Talk halfway, she asked me,"Aiyo. What's your problem?" LOL. I must've looked so so so dead. So i went to sleep. That time it was, almost 12 i think.

Going for 3rd today. Have SCG before that. OH MAN. Should i go for mime? I'm afraid to commit myself. I'm afraid i don't have the time for the practices. And what if i have something on the day they're performing??? GOSH. OH!!! That reminds me. I put some PRIVATE pics in my bible. VERY PRIVATE mind you. HAHA. And Adrian borrowed my bible during youth yesterday. And well. ALL THE PICS CAME OUT. It was ALL OVER. I kept saying,"Oh my gosh oh my gosh." HAHA. Good thing fong helped me pick it all up. PHEW. I almost freaked out. It was so private that no one has seen it except fong. OMG.

OH MAN. So many things to think about. Notice i didnt say WORRY? =DDD ARGHHH.

LESSON TIME!!!!

HAHA. Ok. I NEED to learn how to spell correctly. HAHA. I have been teaching people WRONG things. Let's see. There're so many things spelled with the letter 'K'. For example, Korrupted, Kat, KUTE, Klumsy, Karing, and many more. =D Okok. I'm going crazy.

Something's wrong with my ears. Haha. Keep hearing the wrong things. Like, Peiqi said,"Let's go find Tanshuqi." I heard, "Let's go play touch the tree." HAHA. And then, Su said," Hi, Beh." I heard," Hi BABE." LOL!!

Hmm. Didnt sit at my place today. Since both peiqi and nyityi were absent, kim and i sat one seat in front. I miss my door. Haha. Didnt get to watch any movie and the back door was close the entire day. Cant wait to get back to my door. Ok EWWW. Haha.

OHH!!! RADIO JEAN IS BACK IN BUSINESS!! HAHA. Weeeell, it's like some annual thing la. Crapping is fun. Haha. All the form3s would sit in a circle and start talking. It's real nice. I have to admit, my crapping skills not as cekap as last time. Sigh. LOL.

I HAVE to learn to DO what i say i WANT to do. Man. I say, i dun wanna get involved, but NOW. What am i doing?!! ISH. Oh cool. Semua pun short short. Haha.

I love fridays. =DDD All the subjects are ok. Plus, we do literature today. HAHA. Rocks man. Helped meiping and meityng(HAHA cute le)do their presentation today. Acted as Rudolf. LOL. Kinda dumb la. At first, was just standing there. Then the two of them talk and talk and talk. So i just,"AHEM. What am i doing here ar? 'Pai leng' ar?" Then they stopped HAHA and i was included. So started acting la. Change all the lines. It was fun. The only interesting presentation today. HAHA.

Went to trinity early. As in VERY early. Haha. Did a part of the rudolf and flavia scene with ceazaan. LOL. But couldnt finish it. People started coming in ad. Aish. Then when some people came in, i said,"Flavia oh flavia(LOL)." Guess how many stares i got? Haha. Ended up laughing la.

Alrite alrite. Enough for now. Hahaha.

Eldest

Haha. Finally i got 'Eldest'!! Have been wanting it since, errr. Since after 'Eragon'. HAHA. Eragon rocks. I exchanged books wirh Harmina today. She wanted 'Inner circle' and i wanted 'Eldest'. HAHA. Eldest is so thick. When Kim came to class, the first thing she said to me was,"Jean. Why'd you bring a DICTIONARY?!!" LOL! That budak ar. Know what. I think i should've asked harmina to bring the book tomorrow instead of today. Cos we had maths, KH AND geo today. Heavy le. Haha. All those books plus a 'dictionary'(lol)??? Reaally heavy. Never mind. HAHA.

School has been normal. Now, it kinda feels as if there werent any holidays. =DD Hmm. No majorly important events coming up. Why am i onlining again? Oh right. Have to find some pics(yeah, KH!)Compared to last year, this year's subjects are more interesting. I mean ummm the topics we learn. Hehe. For example, maths, MORE CALCULATION(you know i love it HAHA),Sejarah, now learning about WAR. Interesting eh? Haha.

Gosh. Even when i'm NOT in school, i THINK about school. THAT, my friend, is S-A-D. LOL. Havent been getting allowance since beginning of the year. Used my own cash to pay for the activity books and all. Fees, of cos la my mum paid. Haha. I HAVE to 'claim' my allowance. HAHA. I only have RM2.90 in my wallet. So kesian right?? Hmm. Maybe that's enough to survive til tomorrow. Yeah, i think i'll collect next week. AHAHA. Okok. I'm being pathetic.

Right. Gotta CIAO now. =DDDD

HAHA

Just read kim's blog. Have been bugging her to blog more. Hehe. HAHAHA. FUNNY. Kimmy has penyakit! HAHA. FYI, i havent had penyakit since months ago. WHEEEEE! Happy nya. Y'know la i'll always laugh when kim has penyakit. Cos she gets it rather easily and also she gets it at the weirdest times. For example, we were doing dunno what work in class. When she suddenly says,"Jean. I have penyakit." What la that fella.

Was sooo lazy to burn the CD with some weird weird songs. The perlantikan songs. Hehe. But thought better burn now or else i won't burn it ad. Haha. Listening to the CD now. 'Gemuruh' is not bad. Can say it's nice also. Hmmm. Interesting. The Josh Groban song is a little errrrr. Haha. Let's just say when i listened to it my reaction was,"We're singing THIS song?!!!"*scratches head* Haha. Seriously hope i downloaded the correct songs. If not, MALU ni.

My parents keep asking me about MY FUTURE. I mean like, c'mon la. I havent even finished PMR. Then my bro would say,"Very fast ni." Haish. Then last week, went for dinner with daren's family. Talked the entire dinner as usual. Haha. Then we came up with this dumb idea. We would open a taxi company(since our parents were talking about how much taxi drivers charge)and name it 'Boey and Wong Taxi Company'. LOL. Then we would hire Fong and adrian as our workers. Haha. We would be our own boss. HAHA.

Alrighty. Im out.

Still havent gotten my voice back yet

Hmm. I wonder what it's like being the new kid. I've never been new before. It doesnt look fun. Haha. Ok. Maybe i was new in KINDERGARTEN. HAHA. Cos everyone else went when they were 4. I started when i was 5. But hey, that was then. Things are soooo different now. Last time, one can make friends so easily. Now, WHOA. As you ALL know, weiching(or serene)is new. Weeell, she was from ipoh. But that was YEARS ago. She's new in school AND youth. Not easy you know. I'm trying to help as much as i can. Hopefully i AM helping. She's in a different class. And yes, i have heard things. I will always hear things that happen in Heron. HAHAHA.

Anyway. Today was the first meeting we had(other than the introductory last week)without mercy. Haha. I was soo surprised. I mean, i expected only a few people to be there. But. SOOOO many of peace people were there!! AND AND AND they're all starting to open up!!! OMG!! Now it's not only us noisy people talking, it's almost the whole group. Hahaha. I realize that if you just talk to others and try to include them, they would feel welcome and well they would OPEN UP. haha. I hope this year would be a better year for us all.

The form1s are kinda cool people. haha. They do think things that are so not true. Haha. Things like ummmm. Daren and i??? HAHA. Please la friend. Hahaha. That was like so long ago. We are good(very good haha)friends la. OMG. I cant believe weiching asked if SAMYLO was my boyfriend. HAHAHA. NO WAY MAN. No offense sam. But y'know. haha.

Watching MTV Boiling Points now. =DD

IWANTYOOUUUUUU!!!

Haha. Wait wait. Before you think nonsense. I WANT MY VOICE BACK!! OMG. I can't even sing 'Only One' by Yellowcard without my voice totally screwing up the entire song. HAISH. Just wonderful. My bro got his voice back, and i lost mine AGAIN. Ish ish. Ah well. Oh crap. Choir next week.

Anyway. Today. HAHA. Funny man. Especially english. Hehe. Went around school for mrwong. It was ok. Til i saw -someone-. Grrr. Ok. I think the whole world knows who i really DON'T LIKE. Was asking Kim to go in that class. BUT she saw who was inside and said,"OH! You go laaaaa." Haish. PATHETIC. The feeling of notliking this person started since i was form1. BLUEK. You know la what happen. Simply blame people wor. Not my fault also. ISH! And then the rest was history.

OK. ENGLISH. hahaha. Today's literature day. BM also. So, our bags were very light. Haha. Weeell. We're supposed to present a chapter each. 2 in a group la. At first we got to choose our chapters. Then pnlin decided it was unfair if we chose. =( I wanted chapter23. Ceazaan as well. Haha. Lemme tell you what happened in that chapter. It was the chapter that Rudolf Rassendyll and Princess Flavia(or as WE call her, princess FIFI HAHA)confessed their love for each other. SYOK man if do that chapter. Nevermind. I maybe doing that chapter with ceazaan. HAHAHA. Kim and i got the part when Black Michael and Rupert of Hentzau fought over Antoinette something. Haha. Black Michael died. So, we're gonna act it out. HAHA. Cant imagine.

Went home right after the bell rang. My mum was waiting for me. WHHEEEE! Got to go back immediately. Usually i go back very the late.

Peiqi not in school today. So weird. EMBE without the CITY. hehe.

Just another story.

Well. School's been oddly ok. haha. Sure, work load's a lot compared to last year.

I feel so ermm dunno how to describe. Haha.

Kim's been getting stuff everyday. What do i mean by stuff? Let's see.
Friday: Saw a packet of M&Ms on her table. Ok fine. Maybe that fella haven't seen kim in a long long time la.
Monday: Chocolates on kim's bag. What the. A whole bunch you know. I just shake my head and sigh.
Tuesday: Came back from assembly. Expected a superly depressingly empty table. BUT. Found a bottle of ribena(obviously handmade)and a packet of Rocky. AIYO.
Wednesday: Ok. I better explain first. You see. Kim's table doesnt have a 'laci'. It has a BIG hole. Soooo. During recess, i saw a cardboard(a nice one)nicely wrapped on her table. GOSH.
I wonder what she'll get tomorrow. And she complains about getting gifts. Ish. Then i told her,"You should be grateful. Aku apa pun tak dapat." ahaha. Weeell. Everyone knows who gave kim those stuff right? OBVIOUSLY.

And the other night. Got a sms from someone(who shall be referred to as Mr.X here)saying he needs to talk. Haih. Alright. Know what's the problem? He went out with this girl. The two of them like each other ALOT. So much it can be considered love. LOL. And he's afraid her ex will find out and break the two of them up. Gosh. So i gave advice and talked to him. The normal stuff la. Man. It sounds like some tv drama. Haha.

At least the people around me are actually HAPPY. Haha. These things always happen AROUND me. Well. People, if you have any matters of the heart(or ANY matters)to talk about, you can come to me. I'm an expert now. Haha. A self declared expert anyway. =D

7th Jan 2008

Righty. Finding the SARS thing. Haha. Excuse to online. Anyway, today was FUN. Lessons were weirdly nice. Hahaha. For the first time, i can say that i like SCIENCE. HAHAH. Laugh til stomach pain la.

PJ was also nice. Haha. Guess what we played? Pepsi cola, ibu ayam dan musang and ice and water. HAHAHA. Sweat and laugh like crazy. Hehe. Starting to really like school. Homework for EVERY SUBJECT. What la.

I feel so weird la. Last friday, we had this sinopsis thing to do. Yeah takes some time to read it, understand blah blah. But i thought that by today, there'll be some people who finished it. Yeah i finished it ad. So when teacher asked,"Siapa sudah siap sinopsis?" NO ONE PUT UP THEIR HAND. Haha. Feel WEIRD. Finished all my homework for today ad. Hahaha. Seriously a lot of homework. Compared to last year i mean. Haha. We rarely had homework. So fun.

Sigh. Laughter is the best medicine. I feel REALLY bad about one thing. Kim knows. Cos i talked to her. PLUS. I'm getting frustrated people!! I cant do much. But you guys can. Please la. I know i sound over protective. C'mon la.

Aish. I'm thinking about things too much. My head's gonna burst! AHHHH!!

Ok. Printed the SARS thing ad. Time to offline. Haha.

EMBECITY ROCKS!
if you wanna know the meaning, please ask me, kimlim, or peiqi. HAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIQI!!!!

Saying 'Goodbye' is never easy

SIGH. Youth yesterday. It was ok at first. But i only have one word to say about it. DE-PRESS-ING. Yup. You heard me. HAHAHAHA. Okok. I'll cut the crap. It was like i said, OK. But. The one half of us has been taken away. HAHA. I'm making it sound so horrible. This is what happened.
PERCY - MERCY = PEACE.
Yeah. WE MULTIPLIED. No more peace AND mercy. It's just peace. And then mercy. SOB. Not gonna be easy without mercy. When aunty esther announced that peace would be for the form3s, and mercy for form4s, i thought,"What about form2s??" Then i realized, I AM IN FORM3. haha. Weird huh?

I got an idea. But not sure if it would work. Hehe. My idea: Peace and mercy have combined meetings at times. That way, we would get to meet up with them MORE. hahaha.

Hmph. Cant believe Jordan and Fong would AISH. Bring up a thing of the past. The other night, we were talking about 'couples'. LOL. Don't ask me why. Then daren came, so i talked to him. Then jordan asked fong,"What about her(me)?" Fong then pointed to DAREN. OMG. Haha. He's a good friend la. Nothing more. Yes yes. The whole world knows that i likeD him, and he likeD me. That was YEARS ago. Seriously. Haha. Just the thought of it makes me laugh. Then yesterday when jordan told sammy, sammy's reaction was,"Again ar?!!!" =.=

Oh. Gonna go to church soon. 2nd service today.

Schooooool

Well. School. It's like the highlight of everyone's life now. When i talk to anyone, they will surely ask,"How's school? PMR this year huh." Ish. Yes i know. Ah well.

Anyway, school is umm different this year. New classmates and all. Oh. I am sitting next to the door. Right at the back. HAHA. So, whenever i turn to my right, i can see the place where people 'lontar peluru'. CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!! Haha. Yes. I wanna watch lontar peluru. FUUUUN. LOL. My class is ok i guess. Sitting with Kim. Peiqi and Nyityi in front of us. Kinda fun talking to Kim and Peiqi all the time.

Going high is THE BEST. HAHA. Seriously. I mean, it has been a long time since i went HIGH. But yesterday, WHOA. ahah. We had moral(no teacher)and started talking and laughing like mad. I dunno how many times i whacked Kim ad since the first day. And who knows how many times poor me has been whacked?? HAHA.

It feels weird without the rest of the gang in the class. Susu, Kaiqi, Shuqi and Naz are in Heron. Unlike us, they're sitting right in FRONT. Gosh. There are two empty seats in front in my class. No one wants to sit there. Haha. Sad wei. *feels different without you* sigh.

OHH!!! PEIQI'S BIRTHDAY!! Haha. Yuppp. Her birthday's on monday(7th Jan)She maybe planning something or some way to celebrate her birthday. HAHA. And when i told her,"YES! Go out...!"She said i looked desperate to go out. What la. I was highhh. LOL. Y'know what, i checked the calender yesterday. Everyone's birthday is on a weekday. Well almost everyone. Haha. Mine's not. Kinda happy. KINDA. Cos can celebrate with my bro. Aiya when the time comes, then only i'll think about it.

Weell.

Gonna explode

Right. First day of school. Weekday. No onlining huh? Yeah all true. But i have to before i seriously explode.

So. Grew with a few other families. But one that's really close, The Chongs. They are:Uncle Chong, Aunty Poh Ai, Yen Lu(Lulu), Nicholas(Nicky) and Allyson. Well. Lulu's 21(or 22 this year i think. XP)Nicky, 18(19 this year)and Allyson, 15(16 this year) Hmm. Since Nicky's as old as my bro, yeah parents always compare. It's normal la. Eventhough Allyson's a year older than me, still get compared.

Ok. Here's the thing. PIANO. We all started with Miss June(now Aunty June HAHA), and then changed to my current teacher. Cos miss June got married and moved to KL(sob sob she was so nice)And well, among the 5 of us, i'm the only one who started grade 1 with my current teacher. Lulu passed grade 8 with flying colours. Nicky did ok(passed), allyson passed too, last year. My bro did not. Haha. No surprise. He doesnt like piano. Haha. So, i'm taking grade 8 next year. Yeah didn't get through grade 7. Missed by a couple of marks. Decided not to take any exams this year.

Aih. Obviously my teacher has HIGH HOPES for me. Ok so everyone else failed a grade or two. So by failing, it makes me normal. Ahh. I admit. I was LAZY last year. Dropped in my studies as well. Especially mid term. Good thing my finals were good enough. Haih. So now, my teacher wants me to be the best among the five. And she told me. Everytime she says something like that, i always think,"Pressure pressure."Haha. Scaring myself ni. Since i'm the last of the bunch, the youngest, i've seen what could happen and all. I can learn from others' mistakes. Everyone expects me to be better. Okok. My exam results are always better than the others. =P Last year was an exception. Hehe.

I don't know. I hate the feeling of people watching me do whatever i do. It's like they watch my every step. Aik. Hate it man. My parents expect me to be better than my bro. For example, my position last year was terrible. Haha. I got lectured. By my mum, dad, AND bro. Imagine. In order to help me, my bro takes me(more like FORCES)to the library and study with him. It works i guess. Thank God for him. I still can't stand the fact that they don't like me being so involved. With everything. They always tell me,"Why can't you let OTHER people do it?" Then i would argue(obviously),"Hm. Maybe i'm the OTHER person? It's not wrong."and stuff like that. Then we won't talk for some time. Sigh.

I can't just shut up. And for saying what i think, i get called rude. Aiyo.

I'm glad im ME.

Zzzzzzzzz

I. Am. Falling. Asleep.

Sighhhh.

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Alright. *blank*

There's nothing much in my head now.

School's starting tomorrow.
Fun? Partly. Boring? HAHA. Please la. Busy? You bet.

Ahhh. Forget it la. Haha.

Sooo. Went to school today. No big deal. Just arrange the tables and chairs.
Oh! I got a cut on my left arm. =DDD I also found a blister on my right foot. HAHA. That's why i was pulling my socks the entire time.

Oh man. I can smell chicken curry. Oh man.

My mum 'banned' me from eating chocolates. HAHAHA. Yeah i DO eat alot. hehe.

Gonna leave the computer on the entire day. Why? No reason. Haha. Cos i wanna online again later. I think. See la.

Im outta here.

200820082008 =)

Hmm. It's 2008 already. Gosh. I thought everyone would be out partying or something. Rupa-rupanya. Hahaha. This year's new year's really quiet. I mean, usually, there'll be some countdown party or just meet up with people. But this year, went to uncle fook onn's house. Talked to weiching about MGS.(She's coming!!)Talked sooo much about it til i missed it. Haha. Then at about 11.30, my parents wanted to go HOME. Gosh NO! So called uncle chong's house. No one pick up. Good thing my dad doesnt give up that easily, so we drove over. They just got back from watching national treasure 2. Ish ish. Stayed there til late late late. Listened to fireworks with allyson. When it was 12, we just said 'happy new year' to each other and continued talking. Haha.

Anyway. I hope 2008 would be as fun as last year. 2007 was a great year. A year of many beginnings for me. And also a few endings. Met so many new people(they're not new, just new to me)I guess i became more confident this year. Not afraid of doing what i want. Been sooo busy with Heritage Day, choir competition, youth camp(HEHE), blah blah blah. So fun. Especially Heritage Day. Cos had to manage the form 1s. HAHAHA. Went back super late too. Ahhh good times. LOL.

I'd really hate to say goodbye to 2007. Argh. They're reshuffling the cells again. Oh man. Looks like there'll be more percy(peace+mercy)It'll only be peace. And mercy. Sigh. But it's time to look forward, move on. It's useless living in the past. Thinking too much of the future is a waste of time cos we don't know what to expect. It's time we all just live in the present. Enjoy what we do. Take what we get. Stop complaining about what's fair and what's not. NOTHING'S FAIR. Just trust in God in all you do. Only He knows what's good for you. Hey, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. How many times have bad things happened to us all? Everytime it does, i feel as if someone's telling me, everything happens for a reason. And it's true. Aren't you glad we have a Father who takes such good care of us? I am.

This year, i hope i would be more disciplined in my christian life. Haih. And i want to stop fooling around so much(doesnt mean i WON'T fool around at all =D)I think it's time i appreciate all those around me. Ohh. Nicole's going to USA. Ohhhh. Sigh. Don't think i'll be able to see her much when she goes. Probably will not see her anymore. =( I guess as usual, i'll have a list of resolutions. Aihz.

Last night(or rather this morning haha)i told my mum,"Ahh another year gone huh." Know what she said?"Another year older." Then my dad added,"Another year wiser." Is it true? Would i really be wiser this year? Perhaps i'll be more matured? Hmm. Who knows right?

15 this year. WELL. I'm getting old. Haha. My bro's gonna be 19. Rach, nicole, jeremy, alex, and weiminh(hope i didn't forget anyone XP)will be 16. Sweet 16 wei! Haha. The rest, 15. Hmm adrian's birthday's coming. After that, MINE! Haha. My birthday last year was awesome. No. Not the gifts. Many people wished, plus the calls. Haha. And my phone. And the thing hanging on my phone til this day. Yeah the gang got it for my new phone. LOL. Made me put it on my phone at the spot.

Ahhh.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.