Just finished lunch. Now digesting[while onlining HAHAHA]. Mum went somewhere to judge some competition. I think. Dad and Ahgor went to KL to check out some colleges and get gor's results. Sooo. I'm home alone til 4. Hmm apa nak buat?

Ehh just realized something. We only studied geo today. Haha. Usually wednesdays are the busiest. We have sejarah, geo, 2periods maths[it's horrible],english........ But today, NO TEACHER til recess. Then we had seni[LOL]and geo. Cool. Supposed to pass up geo folio tomorrow. AHAH. But like duh, tomorrow's a holiday. HAHA.

Oh well. Have to finish up my sejarah folio. Got a little left. Geo, haha. So much to do!! Don't teachers know that Too much of a good thing is NOT a good thing??? Haha.

Life's like a packet of wantan mee. =]

Hari Tanpa Golf

Rightttt. Haha. Missed the party at Johnboi's on saturday. On sunday, went to church after enrolment[i changed first! HAH!]Nobody was there yet. Walked around, talked to adults. Haha. Then they started coming. =] The first thing they said was,"Why didn't you go?!!" hehehe. So i told them lar. There was like, half a cake left. Yeah. Birthday celeb. I got to eat the cake. HAHA. Was soooo happy to see them. Went to mamak for lunch. I'm still broke. Haih. We are noisy people. LOL. It's so true. Almost everyone was in black. Gosh. We looked like we were dressed for a funeral.

My bro's been driving me around. Haha. He sends me to school and takes me for lunch after. It's sooo sad cos i have NO MONEY and he has limited cash. So, we have to watch what we eat. Haihhh. Sad sad. I spent only 50cents in school today. Spent RM1.10 yesterday. Haha.

Aku suka berbahasa. Salah ke? Hanya AKU yang mampu guna dialog itu dengan sempurna. hahaha.

Okay. That's crap.

SCHOOOOOOOL has been blahhh.
What more can i say?

Oh yeah!! Today is Hari Tanpa Golf!!
LOL. What's the point of it???
Anyway, remember people, NO GOLF today!!

Easy tears

Leave. Me. Alone.

Sob fest[LOL]

Sigh. I can't believe it. It's over. And i missed it. ARGHHHHH. How could i?!!! I was looking forward to it. But when the time came, things happened and i decided not to go. Haih. I'm sorry guys. =(

The whole world is 'fan'. Haha. Why la?? And YES we are overworked. When i talk to some hornbillians, they're so tired of FOLIOS. What more, exams are coming. And i counted, we have,[are you ready?]23CHAPTERS OF SEJARAH. Ok, that's just a rough figure. But it is A LOT.

Ermmm. I kinda had a temper/attitude today. Yeahhh. *malu* I heard my bro ask,"Is she always like this?" when i went to my room after lunch. I was darn tired. And had to go to church like, 5minutes after lunch? Gosh. And then dinner. Ahh. Don't wanna talk about it. hehehe. Must be hormonal imbalance. Aih. I feel like sleeping la. And it's not even 11 yet!!

Me like the song 'Hati sebagai hamba'. Hehehe. It's sooo meaningful. I think this song was sung by the indons during the PoiLam CNY celeb. I'm not sure. Maybe not. Haha. Dunno.

Ku tak membawa apa pun juga
Saat ku datang ke dunia
Ku tinggal semua
Pada akhirnya
Saat ku kembali ke syurga

Inilah yang ku punya
Hati sebagai hamba
Yang mahu taat dan setia
padaMu Bapa
Kemana pun kubawa
Hati yang menyembah
Dalam roh dan kebenaran
Sampai s'lamanya

Bagaimanapun membalas kasihmu
S'mua tu yang kupunya itu milikMu
Itu milikMu.......

It's so true. We came to this world without anything. And all we have to give is our heart. Cos everything we have is Yours. Thank you GOD. For everything.

Oh yeah

This is a reply to Kim's post.
Here goes. Don't hate me for this.

Yes yes yes. I know what she has done. Yes i've seen it. DUH i was there. I still can see it happening day by day. I know how much the rest of the world hates it[well OUR part anyway the OTHER higher and lower are totally ignorant to the fact]

But. I told you. I don't wanna hate. Hating someone is VERY unhealthy. Trust me. Haha. I don't like her, but i don't hate her. She's THERE but not very important in my life.

Yup she[honestly, it was THEY. You know what i mean]backstabbed us. Wanna know something? It doesnt hurt. Not even a little.

Like a teacher[can't remember who]said, i can sympathise but aku tak boleh merasai kesusahanmu. Haha. I DON'T know how it feels to have someone........you know. Haha. can you feel the LOOOOOVE?? hehehe.

So yeah. Does all this answer your question? [what was your question again? Haha.]

Heyyy. It's my job to be lame. Haha.

I am in SERIOUS need of entertainment. ANYTHING is better than nothing.

I finished my homework ad. Yay? Nahh. Studied a little sejarah[yes i mean really a little] Hehe.

Have been smsing the whole night. Different people la. The longest was daren. Haihh. I'm still thinking whether to go to Johnboi's tomorrow or not. It's from 5.45-10. Haish. I probably have to go home earlier cos. Ermm. Parents. DUNNO LA!!! Aku banyak 'fan' now. LOL. That is NOT something i would say often. Haha.

A BIG thank you to my ahgor. Hehe. He brought me to KFC to buy some foooood. And well, i'm broke. As in FLAT broke. Ask anyone. So, i had to dig deeeep into my pockets to get cash to pay for the wedges. It was delicious!! HAHA. Now, i have NO MONEY left. Oh well. Anybody out there feeling sorry for me??[i like chocolates and icecream and ANY unhealthy food] =D

Mana oh mana inspirasiku?

Quickiee

THINGS TO DO
1. Got to 'betulkan' my sejarah folio.
2. Sivik homework. [i think our teacher suddenly went crazy. we have quite a lot to do]
3. Geo folio. Arghhh. That's sooo argh-fying.
4. Seni folio. Yea yea. The comic. Have to come up with our own script. I mean like, c'mon la. I ain't no artist.
5. Gotta study for mid year. It's just around the corner and i have A LOT i repeat A LOT left to study. I think i need another MONTH to finish it all. *frustrated*

AND ALL THESE HAVE TO BE DONE BY NEXT WEEEEEEEK!!!!!
I wish i didn't have other things to do, but i do. SIGH.

Can't do much tomorrow. Will be out the whole day. As usual. Haish.

Let's see. Fat cat. Oh how i miss it now. Haha. It didn't come to class today. =[
Kim kim kim. I have got no comments.
I don't like her. I don't hate her either. She's just someone who exists. Okay?

Alright. I'm out.
This picture really calms me down. AND makes me smile. Cute ain't it? =]

Of cats and other annoying beings

Ahh. Cats. How i dislike them. Why? Long story. There was a cat that keep coming to our class since yesterday. It was fine yesterday. Just shoo it and it would go. But today. Alamak. It came in and caused havoc. I tried miss chee's way of shooing[using the brush thing HAHA] it worked at first. After like, 3 to 4 periods, we just let the cat sleep in our class. Complained to mrs lee[she came in during moral mar]and after recess, the cat was gone. HAHA. Oh yeah. The cat has a name. FAT CAT. HEHE. Cos it's so big and fat. And lazy. Fat cat fat cat fat cat.

I'm getting really annoyed. REAAAALLY annoyed. Kim and Peiqi would know what i'm talking about. Since i've complained about this particular being to them before. Grrr. Mengada betul. Why does she have to act as if everything's so darn important when it's NOT?!! Gosh.

Woke up late this morning. Went to get my uniform from my parents' room. And then, i realised something was not right. When mum told me, tears were about to roll down my cheeks. I quickly went to get ready. Didn't want mum to see me cry. I just told myself that everything will be fine. And i didn't cry. I'm so grateful to GOD that i didn't break down in school. It would be terrible if i did. Haha. Things are alright now. =] I'm glad my prayers were answered. Thank you LORD.

Party at Jonhboi's this saturday. Should i go? I know i've already told them i would. I know they would KILL me if i didn't go. Plus there's this birthday celebration at the party too. But. Aih. Dunno lar.

I'm out.

Smileeeeey

LOL. Right. Just got off the phone. Had a long long conversation with peiqi. Ahh we always do whenever she's not in school. Haha. Laughed a lot as usual. she said it. She's forgiven. =] Suddenly i feel oh-so-special. HAHA. Don't ask me why. Must be...... =]

Anyway. Doing my sejarah folio now. Aish. I'm almost halfway done. LOL.

My weekend was. Rough. Very rough. He got out of the car and left. Without saying goodbye. There were a few times when i felt like crying. Hehe. When things got so tensed up, i took out my mp3 and listened to it. One song made me smile. Relient K-mood rings. Haha. And when things were tensed AND rough, i got out my secret weapon, my saving grace. M&Ms. =D I hope things will be alright. What's going on? I wanna know. Don't keep me in the dark anymore. I'm not as weak as you think.

KL. I thought it would be a family affair. Who knew it would be a CIRCUS?! Yes, i was NOT happy[and i showed it]when my dad made phone calls to people saying we'll go here and there with them, talking about this and that. When was the last time we had an ACTUAL family affair?!! No wonder things are what they are now. Guess who we[the circus]met in KL? Uncle Charles. HAHA. Sooo unexpected. Had lunch with them.

Thank GOD for ice-cream[my hiding place]

I want to give up.

but i know i can't.

POP! Goes the weasel.

Going to church soon. For worship practice for the kiddies carnival tomorrow. Hmmm. Not gonna think about it too much. =P

Lite fm. Ahhh. Haha. Since that song[nothing's gonna change my love for you.....]got stuck in my head yesterday, i've been listening to LITE FM. HAHA. I know, i'm crazy. What to do? Weeell. Lite is ok actually. Especially the LOVE zone thing. HAHAHA. Kim, peiqi and i were singing litefm songs. ALL our parents like listening to it. LOL. [that's the way uh huh uh huh i like it uh huh uh huh. LOL] And today, another song got stuck in my head. 'POP! Goes the weasel.' HAHA. Ask kim or pei. I can just suddenly sing POP! Goes the weasel! HAHAHA. Dunno la.

Let's see. What other interesting stuff. Hmmm. Class tshirt. Ummm. Haha. The 'tomoyuki' thing sounds cute le. HAHA. Too bad we're not using it. Oh well. Amanda's idea is good. The jersey type. You know, our number and name at the back. 3Hornbill [or something]and something else[TOMOYUKI!]in front. Nice nice nice. Haha.

Okay. Time to go. Sighhh.

I'm not gonna complain. I'm just gonna do what i am supposed to.

Shooooort

I'm not supposed to be here. Haha. Duh right. Anyway, doing some other stuff now actually, and i just HAD to blog about some things that are[have been]on my mind. Either there's too many things on my mind or i'm too ermm sensitive???? I dunno.

So. Exams are in 3 weeks. Have to study 3 years of work. Wowie. Have i started? Good question. I'm sure you'll get a better answer[note the sarcasm]The kiddies' carnival is driving me up the wall. So many things to be done. And it's this saturday. sigh. So many things have been happening in school. [all the matters of the heart. If you know what i mean.]Trinity theory exam is on the 10th of may. 2 days before midyear. My bro has finished his foundation course. He's moving out of his room so have to go to KL to get some of his stuff, have to followed mum and dad settle his stuff. Argh. I don't wanna do all this!! Plus plus plus. Folios. Ahh. So many of them. Homework. Blah blah BLAH. I need help.

Friends. Hmm. Some people are your good good friends when you're happy and going crazy, but once you feel sad and tired and just don't feel like talking, they leave. You want to trust them. Yet, .... How to tell them what you really feel? I realize they have been this way all the while. So, maybe it's just me.

I listen to other people's complaints all the time. Who's gonna listen to mine? Of cos, i do complain. Who doesnt? She says she feels bad complaining to me all the time. Not that i mind. I just don't wanna complain to her. I don't wanna complain to anybody. So what do i do? Complain to myself. HAHA. Call me crazy if you must. it's no big deal.

CHALLENGES FACED BY YOUNG PEOPLE

Young people (also known as youth or teenagers) these days face many different challenges. Challenges like peer pressure and family problems are enough to make an adult worn out and depressed. What more a teenager? Everyone wants to feel as if they belonged. Be it a teenager or an adult. Today, my partner and I would be talking about a problem that most teenagers face, PARENTS. Alright. Parents. As you all know, parents always want the best for us, right? Sometimes (most of the times) we argue with them. Why? I guess because we want things our way, they want things theirs and no one wants to give in.

Situation A:
Meet XXX. She is a straight As’ student, a high achiever. Her life is ALMOST perfect. Except for one thing. Her PARENTS.
Mum: Aiyooo. How can you get 99 marks for your exam??? I told you to get FULL MARKS!! 100%!!
XXX: Ermm. Sorry LOR. I got the highest you know. Why can’t you be proud of me??
Mum: How can I? Show me why I should! You are so rude. How can you talk to your mother like that?
XXX: I have had ENOUGH!

XXX felt so angry. She decided to run away. Away from home, she met up with some not-so-good people. She joined some gang. In that gang, they did loads of whacky stuff, like, shoplifting, smoking, taking drugs, clubbing and many others.

Situation B:
This is Missy. She gets beat up by her stepfather. She’s afraid to tell her mum about it because her mum might yell at her or something. Everyday, when she comes home from school, she would immediately run to her room. As the days go by, she decides to not go home so often. Instead, she would stay in school and hang out with whoever stays back. Ah what does she do in school? Study? Yeah right. She and her so-called friends would go to the nearest shopping complex and AHEM, try to get the attention of guys. Missy finally mixed with some ‘Mat Rempit’s. She would sneak out at night to ‘lepak’ with them. And to think, this could all be avoided if only she talked to her mum.

Situation C:
Pretty is an average student. She is not an outstanding student nor is she very popular. Her parents, like everyone else’s, wants her to be this outstanding person. Her parents love comparing her to her other friends and this really makes her angry.
Parent: I wish you were like Kitty. She is so smart, so nice and such a good girl. Why are you my daughter and not her?
Pretty: *silence*
Parent: Why don’t you say anything? Mute is it?
Pretty: What can I say? Would you even listen?
Parent: Haih! I don’t know what to do with you.
And because of her parents always nagging her, comparing her and all, Pretty likes to bully other students in school to release her anger.

Situation D:
Lala comes from a broken family. She stay with her dad and three brothers. As the eldest, she has to help her dad earn some money. She’s not smart. But she has a great personality. Her dad doesn’t see the good in her, but only see the bad.
Dad: Why are you so hopeless? Can’t you just PASS this paper? Why can’t you do as well as other people? You are such a failure!
Lala: I’m sorry. I’ve tried my best, I really have……..
Dad: No excuses! I expect you to be better! I ask you to go and earn some money, your boss calls me to tell me how USELESS you are! How am I supposed to show my face in public?
Lala: I’m sorryyyyy. I really am. Just let me prove to you that I am not useless!! I can help to get some money for the family!
Dad: I don’t care! *storms off*
In order to solve her problem, Lala did some research on some get-rich-quick scheme. She ended up selling drugs without knowing it. All she knew was that she was earning loads of money real quick. She had no idea she was doing something illegal. It’s really sad because Lala is a good person. Just because she had to earn money to prove her dad wrong, she did something very bad and wrong.

In conclusion, all the situations mentioned above could be avoided. If only XXX, Missy, Pretty and Lala communicated with their parents, none of the above would have happened. Some friendly advice to those of you facing some similar problems, go exercise or take up to release all your stress. Talk to a counselor or a friend. Don’t keep things bottled up inside of you. You may just explode one day. Communication is key.

THE END

LOL. I have no idea why i'm posting this thing here. Oh well. Hope you enjoyed reading this nonsense. Haha.

.....

Deaths. What a horrible thing right? Yeah well. Life goes on. This morning at 4, mum and dad got a call. Mrs. Goh's husband just past away. Mum came into my room and told me that they're going over to the hospital right away. I was kinda awake ad. So yeah. Heard from my mum that Mrs. Goh was very calm. I guess she expected it. I mean, Mr Goh has been unwell from quite some time. How does it feel to lose someone you love like that? The closest person to me to ever go like that was.... my uncle and great grandmother. I remember thinking why am i not crying? Why don't i feel sad? I see my aunts and all crying. Was there anything wrong with me? I dunno.

Anyway. Had our sivik project today. Will post the pics later. Yes, i was the photographer for the day. Took many weird pics. I think it was a success. After all our hardwork[today's hardwork la.]it turned out well. It was like, people keep coming. Nonstop. They would wait and wait. The queue would get longer and longer. And we would be so busy running up and down, explaining the game and picking up the balls. Haha. How tiring. I'm glad it turned out well. SOOOO glad. As usual, we were the noisiest. LOL. When are we not noisy?

I'm worried. Very worried. Sigh. What can i do?

Concert concert CONCERT!

Ahhh!! It's the end of the weekend ALREADY!! Haven't got much done. Arghhh. Never mind.
GB CONCERT! It was so cool. Haha. Tiring, yes. But it was AWESOME. Don't know how to describe what happened here. Haha. Got some feedback from people. And and and, all good feedback. Hehe. I really miss it. Of cos there were some flaws, but it was still so darn cekap. Hahaha. It rocked it rocked it rocked.

Anyway, after the concert, went straight to church for worship practice. Mayjet's mum took me there. We were 1hour late. Hehehe. What to do? When we stopped practice for a while, mayjet and i sang the 'Heaven' song. Still high from the concert. HAHA. Practiced til 1, then dennis told us that we have to practice again at 2. Haih. So, went home to show my face to my parents. Haha. Went for lunch, then church again for the continuation of practice til 3. I was about to drop dead after worship practice.

At 3, Rach and i practiced for youth combine worship. It was totally last minute. Didn't have any musicians except rach. Here's our conversation:
Me: Hey. Can you play for youth? I haven't chosen the songs yet. Sorry it's so last minute.
Rach: Hmm. Ok. Who else playing?
Me: Errmm it's only you. Hehe. I was thinking of doing all worship songs. Kinda like, acoustic style. Curi HIS style. HAHAH.
Rach: Whoa. That's sooo house husband. Haha. I don't have acoustic la. Play acoustic on electric?
Me: HAHA. Can also la. Acoustic on electric. Cool.
Haha. So, yeah. Worship was only 15 minutes and all 3 worship songs. It was ok. LOL. Youth was youth. So sleepy. Went home at about 6.30. Mum and dad asked me to bathe[i haven't bathed since morning]cos we're going for dinner. I was like,"WHAT?!!! Aiyooooo." I was really tired. So, went for dinner. The dinner went on for like, 3-4 hours. GOSH. I was bad company. Hehe. Came home, SLEPT.

Today, woke up early. To get some work done. Managed to do a little ni. Ate at home. I am flat broke. That's why didn't go for lunch like normal. Went to church at 12.30 for prayer. Then 3rd service. Was still exhausted. AM still exhausted. A girl needs her rest. zzzzzzzz.

Great. My WHOLE april is full of activities. 'awesome'.

I wanted to share my excitement with you. But when i did, all you did was change the topic. What can i do?

Dummm da-dumm.

Haha. Right. Nutso ad.

Kim!! I am not obsessed!! And i'm NOT a stalker!! I repeat, i am NOT!!!! ISHHHHH. hehe.

School has been. School. Haha. What? All the happenings are getting rather normal to me. It's like the stories i hear everyday are almost the same. And our 'hot' topic this week[you know what i mean HAHA]doesnt seem so 'hot' anymore. In fact, we've ran out of stuff to talk about that topic. LOL.

I wanted to sleep in class today. When there was no teacher la. But SOME people[namely KIMBERLY LIM YANLI and LIEW NYIT YI]didn't let me sleep. And i ALMOST slept during sejarah. Sheesh. Too tired la. Haha.

Homework. Ahh. Piling up. Loads of folios to do. Loads of work to do. How am i going to finish it, i have no idea. Unless a miracle happens, then i can finish it by this weekend. HAHA.

I miss the 'group hugs'. Haha. It's such a sweeeet thing to do.

Nooooooo! Sivik project is next tuesday. Haih. Haven't done ANYTHING. Oh wait. I CAN'T do anything. I'm a reporter for that day. AHAHAHA. All i have to do is snap a few pictures and write a report. Easy. I hope.

Alrighty. That's all for now. LOL!!

Stalker much?

HAHAHA. I am not a stalker. No matter what kimmy and soni says. I am NOT. LOL. Weeell, i did feel a little like a stalker today. Haha. Not a good feeling. Didn't get any work done after school while waiting for mum. Talked to Kim and Alison. It was ok. Hehe. We went around school. Yup. From the primary gate[where we sent peiqi off]to the bengkel. Where we watched the little kiddies. Gosh they're cute. Haha. KIM'S OBSESSED!! HAHAHAHA. Seriously. Worse than me weh.

Oral. Ahhh. Ours was today. Sooooo unexpected and sooooo unprepared. HAHA. Pn Lin was like,"Number 7." She said it a few times. I was SHOCKED. haha. She must have gotten fed up calling the number cos she then called my name. LOL. Thank GOD it was only english. Haha. Kim and i were kinda blur. During the oral. The names[picked by me, wrote the script la. ahem ahem haha.]were confusing. Hehe. We had XXX, Missy, Pretty and Lala. LOL!! We totally forgot what Lala's story was and had to ask PnLin to check our script for us. HAHA. At least it's over la.

Aiyoyo. Seni folio. We're doing a folio on 'Comic'. Haish. How are we supposed to draw the cartoon things?!! And we have to finish like, quite a lot of it by NEXT WEEK. We got to know today. AHHHH!! Who wants to draw for me? HAHA. Oh well.

Last night was the last episode for 'Bionic Woman'. Well, this season anyway. Haihh. I wonder what's showing at that time next week. Hmm.

Yeahhh right

Ahem. Weeell. Another day just went by. Sigh. I am NOT building another pyramid with the tins ever again. Too freaky. Haha. Here's what happened. We were having geo, when suddenly the wind blew and HAH all the tins went flying. HAHA. Ok i am exaggerating, but yeah. That's roughly what happened. Haha.

Hmm nothing superbly interesting happened today la. Just the usual. The first thing i did when i reached school was tell 'the people' that it's none of our business and so, stopped doing what we planned. I felt that it was wrong. Once again, it's all because of my[darned]rationale mind[and conscience] Sheesh. So guys, i was serious when i say we shall stop wanting to ask that question aite? It's none of our business.

Do i have little faith or big big faith? I keep telling people to 'Have faith.' I keep telling them that i have faith. I wonder. There're so many things on my mind right now. I wish i could just press a PAUSE button and slowly analyse whatever that's happening. Haha. I know that sounds lame. But yeah it's true. =]

YUMMY!! Just ate some mangoes. Haha. Me likeeeeee. hehehe.

I like wednesday nights. I can really get things done. Haha. Maybe it's cos i'm left alone on wednesdays. Hmmmm. HEHE. Lone ranger huh. I like it. A lot.

Tomorrow's sammy's birthday. MUST wish him. I feel so bad for forgetting last year. Was busy i guess. But it's still no reason to forget. We've been friends for YEARS. How could i??? LOL.

Typical typical.

My 1001 obsessions

WELL. I'm officially crazy. I wonder how you guys can tolerate me. Seriously! HAHA. Wanna know about my 1001 obsessions? Check out my notebook. I listed a few out. HEHE.

Was listening to my[cacat]mp3 last night. Packing my bag that time. And suddenly. NO BATTERY. Haish. Geram tau. Sob sob. LOL.

OH!! Kim has a NEW obsession. HAHA. I won't say what[or WHO]la. She can't stop talking about 'it'. HAHA. Ok maybe she does stop la. But, she can SUDDENLY bring the topic up. hehehe. Penyakit obsess. Amazing. I haven't had penyakit for quite long ad. I'm proud of myself. =] I wonder how long it'll last.

Heard about Jeanette today. *grins* [yeah yeah kim, you told me.]I also wanna try!! HAHA. Everyone's doing it now. I wonder how it feels. Hmmm. But why lar?? Despo sungguh. Alright. I guess i DON'T want to. Just wanna know how it FEELS. How DOES it feel?? Someone explain to meeee. I'm all ears!!

Grandmother stories. Haha. Told by the one the only grandmother[in our class], CEAZAAN!![chicken. Oops! Upgraded to ostrich ad. HAHA.] She told me so many stories in scince lab today. There's only two of us at our table. So we spend loads of time together. HAHA. I HAVE to thank her. She's the one always telling me extra info about whatever we're learning. Thanks loadsss!

Umm. Oops..?

Shooot. Just remembered something. Aiyoyoyo. Feel so darn bad now. =P not again.

That look. it kills. Alright so maybe i'm exaggerating. Blahh.

And yes, i STILL wanna know. [Kim, nyit, you guys wanna know too right?]We'd better find out soon or else i may die of curiousity. Haha. I tend to exaggerate. Yeah yeah. But how wor?? Hmmm. Have to brainstorm. Hehe.

For the second time today, i feel like keeping quiet.
I wonder how you guys can tolerate me when i'm like this. =D

I'm off to do more important stuff.

Aiyo!

Haha. Peiqi says i'm the only one who can do the 'Aiyo!!' thing. My style. LOL. Right.

Today. Ahhh. High day. =DDD

We 'walked' during PJ. It was lamely fun. Haha. What? Pn Jessie[konnonnya]taught us how to 'catwalk'. LOL. At first, the people took it rather seriously, but after a while we walked like we were 'models'. HAHA. Funny. Played a little of volleyball.

Obsession time!!! HEHE. I'm sooo over my previous obsession. Got a new one now. 25%!!! *shriekssss!!* Okokok. I'm too much i know. But yeah, it's either be super high or waaaay low. So, take your pick. I obsess cos. Well. Umm. i wanna cover everything up. Don't ask. Haha.

Oh my gosh. I can't believe we actually did that!! HAHA. Kim and i actually SCREAMED when we saw my dumb dumb obsession for the day. HAHA. Hey, an obsession a day keeps the sadness away. Haha. Yeah makes no sense. Ah well. I'll probably get bored with this whole obsession thing soon. You know me. =]

I had fun in school. But it's already April. Arghhhhhhh.

=]

HEHE. Just read Kim's blog. WELL! She still hasnt found out what[or who]my secret obsession is. HAHAHA. Yup pingpong tomorrow. Should be fun. HAHAHAHAHA. If only you knew why. Hehehe. Okokok. Enough is enough. for now. LOL.

You love me but you don't know who i am
I'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand
You love me but you don't know who i am
So let me go .

Hmm. Finally we'll get to go to Johnboi's house. HAHA. So cooool! They say they didn't want daren's house cos we've been there too many times ad. It's boring. Haha. Insulting betul. Don't really have the details now. But, i will soon. Hopefully.

Yeaahhhhh. Haish haish haish.

Goshhhh. This month's gonna be another hectic month. Argh. Preparations for theory exam[piano], all the[darn darn]activities and not forgetting, prep for midyear exam. Suddenly i realize that this year IS gonna FLY. Just like that. Cos of everything that's happening and all that going to happen. How sad.

Went for lunch with the adults today. LOL. OH NOOOOO!! They wanna go to Thailand AGAIN!! They're addicted. I don't wanna go there. I have had ENOUGH of thailand. PLEASEE! Bad experiences. Having to sit in the car for 10 long hours is HORRIFYING. Seriously. Just the thought of it makes me shudder.

Suddenly, i want christmas. Haha. Alright. That was random. This is unbelievably boring. XP

You're not the only one with problems. So quit acting.

Food oh food.

Oh gosh.
I am so so hungry.
Waiting for dad to bring food home.
Haish.
FOOOOOD!!
I need to eat.
H-U-N-G-R-Y!! If i was in school right now, i would be writing the word 'hungry' over and over in my notebook. Since i'm not in school, i shall do it here.
Gimme a H! Gimme a U! Gimme an N-G-R-Y! What do you get??
HUNGRY!!!!

Aik aik aik. It's not that there's no food at home. It's just that i need SOLID food. Haha.
Hungryhungryhungryhungryhungry.
I'm hungry. =P

Soooo true!

Saw this on TV. Haha. The tv happened to be on, so. Hahaha.
Emotions - Logic = Faith
Life - Dreams = Job
Hehe. Love the faith one la. So nice. Haha.

Obsessed gal.

HAHA. Right right. Aiya i am not obsessed la. I DO have a secret obsession though. =] Can't tell cos it's a secret. Like, duh. Haha.

Anyway. My long long day is finally overrr. Kinda sad. =( hehe. It started out like normal. You know, duty blah blah blah. Then in class, we started getting a little crazy. [thank GOD nyit's fine now. haha. ]Alright, at first things were weird la. I felt like walking around and ended up STANDING near MY door*grins*til Pn Lim came. After recess, we got nutso. I was crazy about my 'secret obsession'. Sometimes, when things get tough, it's good to just go nuts. You'll feel better. I know i did. Haha. Sejarah was FUN. HAHA. Laughed the entire time. Yay! I 'influenced' all the others to go crazy toooooo!!! It rocks maannn.

After school, went to church for the GB concert thingy practice. LOL. Then, anna followed me home. We talked. Bathed. Talked. Read. HAHA. Then sandra came and took us to Jusco for the GB THING! Reached at 5. Walked around. It was fun. Took many pics[haihh camwhores] The movie was GREATTT!! We watched 27 Dresses. Yeah. Chick flick. LOL. A total romantic comedy type. [some parts were sad sad sad and some were preeeetty lame]it was fun cos ALMOST the whole place was occupied by US. The GB marchers. Made sooooo much noise. Pity the other people. And when the movie ended, as we were walking out, i saw some people i knew. OMG. Malunya. Haha.

After everything, Anna and nyityi followed me home. Then anna's mum took her back and nyit's mum as well. So now i'm home alone again. =] Not that i mind.

I'm obsessed with my secret obsession. *grins widely*

Like kindergarten.

Remember when we were in kindergarten? Wasnt it nice? Everyone was everyone's best friend. One 'conflict' would occur and we would simply say,"I don't friend you." And make up the very next minute? Things were so simple then. We trusted so easily. We had so much faith[that's why they call it 'child's faith'.] There was no such thing as 'hypocrite' or 'traitor'. The only bad things we knew was the evil stepmother, the wolf that blew down the poor piggies' houses and 'bad' words. Oh, i would give ANYTHING to be like that again. No worries. NOTHING. Gosh.

Even our walk with God was better then. Talking to God was so easy. Doing devotion every single day. Sunday school was fun. Nobody expected anything from us. Being taught the nice way. Praise came out from the adults' mouth like water from a tap. Our parents showed us loads of love. [not that they don't love us now, it's just that the way they show it is different]

Our only problem then was whether we should get the pink bag or the yellow. We could get along so well. No racisms, no prejudice, no nothing. Whether we get an A or not, who cares? As long as we have fun. We enjoy ourselves.

I miss those days.

I miss my child's faith.

If only everyone would have the good good qualities of a child, the world would be a better place. too bad it's all the opposite.

No life ka?!

Hehe. I love saying that. Anyway. Just updated my limewire. It's faster than before now. YAY!! But haven't been downloading songs la. I'm so outdated ad. Haha. Whatever la.
Came across this thing while flipping through magazines for stuff:
HOMERISMS [haha. You know, the simpsons?]
Homer: There's your giraffe, little girl.
Ralph Wiggum: I'm a boy.
Homer: That's the spirit. Never give up.
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Homer: Marge? Since i'm not talking to Lisa, would you please ask her to pass the syrup?
Marge: Dear, please pass your father the syrup, Lisa.
Lisa: Bart, tell Dad i will only pass the syrup if it won't be used on any meat product.
Bart: You dunkin' your sausages in that syrup homeboy?
Homer: Marge, tell Bart I just want to drink a nice glass of syrup like i do every morning.
Marge: Tell him yourself. You're ignoring Lisa, not Bart.
Homer: Bart, thank your mother for pointing that out.
Marge: Homer, you're not not-talking to me and secondly i heard what you said.
Homer: Lisa, tell your mother to get off my case.
Bart: Uhhh, Dad, Lisa's the one you're not talking to.
Homer: Bart, go to your room.
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Ned Flanders: You ugly hate-filled man.
Moe: Hey, I may be ugly and i may be hate-filled but... uh... what was that last thing you said?
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Homer: If The Flinstones has taught us anything, it's that pelicans can be used to mix cement.
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LOL. It's a bunch of crap. It's reaaally lame, but it's funny. In a way. Haha.
In case you were wondering, it's from the astro magazine. LOL. I know, i know. Who reads the astro mag??Haha.

Music!

LOL. The title has no connection to the post. Oh wells! =]

I feel like going for a movie. Haish. And go walk around, lepak.. SOCIALIZE!! Haha. As if i don't socialize enough la. I HOPE i can take a walk[to Jusco], watch a movie, walk around sometime this week. =[ Tempted tempted. Who wants to go? Haha. I think i should rephrase the question. Who CAN go?[actually, i don't mind going ALONE. ]Haha. See lar. Maybe on friday. HEHE.

HAHA. Lalalalalala.

Problems, conflicts, betrayal. Ah i hate those things. hyprocritical people. Everyone talks about something but it only makes me think if all that is really what they think. Most of the time i just LISTEN and accept it. [doesnt mean i believe it] But don't worry. I won't tell the world other people's secrets.

*humming*

Alright. Craaaapppy me. *smiles*

NoNe

I just came home. The first thing i did was turn on the computer. HAHA. Piano later. So, try to 'calm myself' before it starts. Been coming home late. Will be coming home late la. Sad huh. Especially now, the school's sooo quiet! No one stays back anymore. Ah well. Mum feels a little bad picking me up late too. She didn't say it, but i can feeeeel it. Haha.

Sivik project. Right. We're doing 'Tuju Tin'. It sounds like a fun game. Haha. We got our 'tins' today. And it was still dirty. Sheesh. It was VERY dirty. Kim and i didn't wash it. The place will probably be full of ants tomorrow. LOL.

Alright. I'm gonna change to GILA MODE.
iwannacryiwannacryiwannacryiwannacryiwannacryiwannacryiwannacry
BUT I CANT. Hmph.
The last time i cried was. Years ago. =] Since yesterday, we were talking about crying. I tried SOOOO hard to cry. I only ended up laughing. Then today, Kim told me that she cried yesterday. And peiqi told me SHE cried this morning. YERRRRR. Mana boleh???? Don't i have feelings too? ishhhh. hard hearted me.

School has been normal lately. A little too normal if you ask me. If you know me, you'll know that i am 7+1 sometimes[ok most of the times HAHA] and i love drama. And having loads and loads of fun. Nothing wrong right? But.............

I love my life.
hehehe. im being too optimistic.