HAHA[edited]

Left to right: Me[pride] Weiminh[fear] Dennis[lies] Kerry[anger]
HAHAHAHAHA. This was taken before the performance last sunday[KKC]. I know this pic is like sooo last week[literally] but its nice huh? Hahahaha. So, we looked WEIRDer than the friday one. Why? Duh. Here's the descriptions:
Weiminh: GAY-sha[geisha]
Dennis: CLOWN. HAHA.
Kerry: [a star of]Happytreefriends. You know the show? HAHA.
Me: Dunno what. [sweats]
And we can form a band ad[inclusive of the 'victim' and 'Jesus' la]HAHA. The 'black[and white]parade'.

LOL. This is crap. Aiyo waiting for dinner marrr. Hungry.

Eh mana gloves aku???? HAHA. Just realised.

Today. Yeah. LOL.

You know how some songs after listening to them make you go 'AWWWW'? WELL! I happen to LOVE those sorta songs. HAHAHA. There are sooo many songs like that.
1. When we die - Bowling for soup
2. Someone to love - Shayne ward
3. Breathless - Shayne ward
4. Back at one - Shayne ward[can't remember influenced by who. Weili or Joevy. Or was it phuiyan?? HEHE]
5. I can wait forever - SIMPLE PLAN
6. Save you - SIMPLE PLAN [LOL]
And many more. BUT my fave is STILL 'When we die'. HAHA. It's my alarm in the morning and also my phone ringtone. WHHEEEEE! =D
Currently listening to one of my 'AWW'fying songs. SOMEONE TO LOVE.

So. Today was alright. Woke up at 7.30. LATE!! Had to hurry and hurry. Went to the Tambun cemetery. I can't believe it's that time of the year again. So fast. Anyway, my cousin was telling my bro and i that one of the adults will SURELY say this phrase,"Ahh. Another year just passed." LOL. They do it EVERY year. And this year was no exception. When my uncle said it, the three of us laughed la of cos. Haha.

Went for 1st service today. Cos had to go for lunch with my grandparents. [sorry people...] After lunch, it was raining heavily. Dropped by church to pass something to Yfong. Went home. Sat around with grandparents. got some cashhhh. =] And they went home. After a while, my bro went back to KL too. I can't believe he brought his TRUMPET back! GOSH. God bless the people of KL. HAHA.

FONG CUT HER HAIRRRR. again. LOL. No surprise. Love that gal.

It's STILL raining. Haish. Sooooo. Daren is 'writing' a book called, 'A 101 ways to kill a gremlin'. HAHA. Evil wehh. Right now, he has only thought til #15. Tsk tsk.

Oh yeah. Yesterday, 2 guys from samtet joined our cell. I think they're pretty freaked out. HEHE. Cos well, we're a little nutso. Oh well!! Uncle cheow leong went out for a while. Actually for quite some time la. So, i said,"He must think we're annoying." Haha. Then he came in. Perfect timing. Alright. I know it's not funny. But still....... never mind. LOL.

OMG. ADRIAN CAN PLAY GUITAR! ok so he can only play HIS song. HAHA. That's crap. I miss the times when we would sit around, someone[Sam]would play the guitar and we would sing til we get sore throats. Sighh. We were soooo carefree then. But the gang still rocks. Haha.

Sports day.......

So. Sports' day today. It was ok i guess. The long awaited day finally came. And now it's over. It started out good actually. Seeing everyone so semangat. Haha. Marching. Hmm. Wait. I'll come to that part later. =D Anyway. We were standing under the hot morning sun. LOL. While the fella was giving his speech, i was busy observing things. Wanna know what i observed? Ask me personally. HEHEHE. Then, kawad keluar. Well. Went back to class with Kimmy[who looked so dead after marching LOL]to change. SIGH. And i was so comfortable in my GB uniform.

So, Kim had some duty. I was sesating. Walked around. Then went to 3eagle to help out[there were no prefects there. Go figure.]Good la. I had SOMETHING to do. That's pretty much what i did the entire time there were events. Was shouting and cheering for my class, and house. Fun? Yeah. But i didn't lose my voice. Cis cis cis.

Walked around with Kim. Then the penutup thingy. Ok LAR. Then they just HAD to announce the results of ermm everything. Once they announced the results for the marching, i left the cavell section to go......and do some stuff. GB didn't win. We got 2nd. After pujuking some people, i followed one of them to the Kenyon cottage to do some dirty work. Literally. Cleaned the place. I had no idea what was going on actually.

WELL. After all that. The dramas began. Hmmm. Nahh don't think i should blog about that. =]

Stayed in the PR til around 11.45. I think. Went back at 12.30.
My grandparents came back. So i went for lunch with them and my bro. Ate in stadium. I ate some thing called the '3 in 1 beancurd'. LOL. I have no idea what's inside. But it was nice. HEHE.

Youth. Ahhh. Depressing benar. The only gooood part about it was AFTER youth. Sheesh. We talked. About TITUS. Oh how i MISS titus. Haih. And planned outings. We wanna go out together. The last time we did was a long long time ago. But, PMR year WOR. Can't go out so often WOR. Somemore the next holidays is in MAY. Gosh. Oh well.

My parents went somewhere. But i don't know where. ishhh.

I don't wanna wake up at 7 tomorrow!!! The ONE DAY i get to rest, i have to get up early. AGAIN. Gosh i hate that.

Now i know

OH. Rupa-rupanya. =]

I'm gonna be. Who i wanna be.

I don't care. The more i try, the worse i become.

So, why try?

Now i know. Being me is more than enough for me. and you too i hope.

I am officially free. =DD thank GOD!!

Ka-Bo0m!

I can't believe this. I'm only in form3. Yet i've been shot over and over again. Stabbed by many daggers. I guess by the time i reach form5, i'll be long gone huh? Either that or i'll go superly quiet and totally keep to myself. Sheesh. Forget it.

Sports' day's tomorrow. We should be soooo excited right? Weeeell, yeah i guess. Haha. I've gotten everything ready for tomorrow. Or rather all that i have to get ready. LOL. Aiya it's not that i'm too excited. It's just that i plan to watch tv later. HAHA. I actually DID NOT WATCH TV THIS WHOLE WEEK!! Whoooo! Hehe.

Anyway. Supposed to do our[the whole class together]sivik project tomorrow. BUT, we can't. Cos our topic[ahem chosen by the teacher ok]is inapporpriate. HAHA. I'm sooo happy![alright, the whole class is] Our topic was[is]permainan tradisional[ish wanna be the same as our sejarah folio isit?]our permainan, MAHJONG. LOL. We're supposed to promote our game. C'mon la. I mean, how many people actually KNOW how to play mahjong?? So glad it's about to be changed.

I feel like a burden[make it two]has been lifted!! So relieved! Passed up our PJ folio today. Sejarah elemen 1 as well. Phew!! =] Doing this PJ folio really opened my eyes. I learnt so many things. Things i can't state here. Made me so frustrated!!! Even thinking about it now is so ARGH-fying. Never mind. Now i know. How can people be so heartless? So blind? Don't they have a conscience or something? Don't they know how to feel bad? That there's nothing wrong helping a friend?? I don't understand how someone could be like that. sigh. how disappointing.

This gurl just wanna have fun

Is there such a thing as over-positive? Too happy? HAHA. Last year(or was it the year before?)during youth, Nicole's first time teaching. I can't really recall what the lesson was about. But, i DO remember a part of it. The definition of content, happy and joy.
CONTENT: happy and satisfied.
HAPPY: feeling of pleasure after something good has happened to you. Satisfied with your life. Something that's not forever but just a certain period.
JOY: great happiness and pleasure. something or someone that gives you happiness and pleasure. It lasts longer[waaaaaaay longer]than happiness.
So, among the three, joy is the greatest. It made me think what really made me happy and what gave me joy. Are you contented with your life? Are you happy? Or do you have joy? What gives you joy? What makes you happy? Do you want happiness or joy? Just think about it. Haha.

Eventhough things have been hectic lately, i have fun. Haha. Laughther IS the best medicine. But sometimes, i can't help feeling, i don't know. I feel weird. Haha. That's the only way to describe it.

Laihar smsed me yesterday morning. Before 7. I already left for school. Anyway, she asked if i could play this sunday. Aiyoyo. Why is everything happening this weekend???!!! The one weekend we have sports day. ISH. So, i told her. I can't help her. Cos can't make it for practice. Sighhh. Oh well.

YES!!! I don't have to stayback tomorrow. Sosososososo happppyyyyyy! But, mum would only pick me up after 2. =( Oh well. I guess i can finish keying the stuff in. Always look on the bright side eh? Plus, my bro's coming back tomorrow. He loves coming back when i'm busy eh. sheesh.

Never mind. No matter what happens, i'm happy.=]

why am i happy? i have no idea. HAH!

Agaaaaain

HEHE. Here i am again. I know i told Kim that i won't online tonight. Weeell, didn't plan to. But, had to find the sejarah folio stuff. Can't put it off any longer. It's driving me NUTS!!! Gosh. So much to do this week. Especially the keying in thingy. How can we finish it?!!! Crazy ar? I actually have a life and it doesnt revolve around THAT. Looks like no lunch for me this week. sighhh. ohwell.

I wanna sleep now actually. But i'm wondering if i forgot anything. Hmmm. Homework? Done. Bag? Packed. Nails? Cut. Shoes? Clean. That's everything i guesssss. Aiyo. Whatever la.

The only thing i want now is rest.

Good night.

[WARNING: I am going to be moody tomorrow. Lack of rest.]

Laughing for fun?

Went to KL yesterday. Rushed home today for 3rd service. Did mime for KKC. HEHEHE.

Super short summary of my weekend. YUP. I've been darn busy. Haven't finished my folios. PJ folio, soon-to-be done. Sejarah folio, elemen 1, i haven't even started. Argh. I wish i had more time. I can do it!!! *positive energy flowing out* hehe.

OH!! I'm supposed to be leading worship for youth next saturday[combined worship]and well, cos of sports' day, i can't. Not can't make it for youth. It's can't have practice. So, i told aunty mariana that. AND BECAUSE OF ME, they change the worship. From combined worship to cell worship. Ahhhh!! HAHA. So, it's cos of me there's cell worship next week. HEHE.

This week is gonna be hectic. oh gee. I can't wait. *rolls eyes* [note:the sarcastic tone]

Easter celebration

Ok. Before i post about ANYTHING, i should post about the easter celeb.

DATE: 21/3/2008

TIME: 7pm

VENUE: CGBC Ipoh

Right. I reached church at 6pm. Waikit was the first to approach me. To 'discuss' the icebreaker. LOL. Yeah. Most of our own youth reached around that time. I was sooooo impressed with the welcome thing outside church. Didn't know it would turn out like that!!

Yeah. When you arrive, you would[well,you SHOULD]see this. Nice??? HAHA. Love the hula skirt effect. =D

The church basement. Deco by USSSS. hahaha. Can you see the Salvation is here?
Close up of the banner. Cool!! Can't really see the flaws. HEHE. Those things at the bottom are cups with candles inside and lantern paper wrapping the holes. Loads of work tau.

Alright. Lepak around with some people til 6.30pm. Then i started my 'duty' with kaylynn. Supposed to have other people as well, but it was just us. Stood outside staring at the rain. Then mayjet came and freaked some of the visitors. HAHA.

Icebreaker started. Too many people la. Haha. Kinda hard to play. Oh well! Then worship. I missed it. =( Had to go down for make up. ISH. I was looking forward to it.

HEHE. Kerry getting made-up. Our make-up artist was the one, the only, RACHEL MAH JIN LING. LOL. She even dressed like a make-up artist. HAHA.

The finished product. Kerry and i. HAHAHAHA. Nice right??? Rach and aunty ivy did a good job. Well, kerry does look a little like a geisha. LOL. And yeah, i look more demonic. =( Getting made-up was NO FUN. People came in and took pics. I can't remember how many people i took pics with.

MEEE. With Waikit[the perverted dad. HAHA.]

In the toilet with Rach. Checking myself out. LOL.

So, the performance was ok. Everyone was like,"Oh! It was very nice! Good job!" And blah blah blahhh. We had fun. HAHA. It was reeeeaally dark in the auditorium. Thank God i didn't trip on the stage. HAHA.

After the performance was the worst part!! Washing off the make-up. GOSH. It took a long time. Good thing Rach helped me.

Ok. Rach looks uhhhh hehe funny here. But who am i to say that???[haih who's in the weird make up?!] Yeah. It was horrible getting the make-up off. First, we had to use loads of lotion to 'scrap' the clown white cream[aka clown cream]off our face. And THEN, wash our faces a thousand times with cleanser. The scraping part was hard. Sigh sigh sigh.

The rest of the mime people. Washing off make-up. Hold on a sec. That's the GIRLS' toilet. Why are there guys?!!! HAHA. The people who came in to use the toilet must be wondering. HEHE. We were sharing the lotion. Since the guys didn't bring anything. ISH. The one in white is benjamin. He was Jesus. LOL. [the shirtless guy is weiminh]

Weeell. We finally got all clean. I wanted to go up to listen to the sharing and watch the video clip. But, the time i went up, they were ending ad. AIYO. I can't believe i missed the ENTIRE thing. I didn't watch the sketch too. ISH.

Then people started going down for makan. I was walking around the auditorium alone. Everybody brought at least a friend. So i was left alone. SIGH. I went down to eat as well. Ate. Stood around. Socialize a bit. Started taking pics with the guys.

HAHA. My shoes. I was bored la. In the auditorium. After makanla.



[From left]Alex, ME, Jeremy
Me: Alright. Let's be ladylike in this picture. hahaha.
Jeremy: OK! *smiles WIDE*
Alex: Uhhh *blur*



Weiminh and i. HAH! We managed to take this pic despite SOME people kacauing.

Then the clearing up. More like taking out the decos. PHEW!! Tiring tau.

[From left]Yanmei, Rach, me. HEHE. We're on the cupboard. It didn't collapse. =]

Eemun and Rach. Fooling around. Tsk tsk. [notice the CLEAN basement?? haha]
Everyone went back ad by the time we finished.

Church parking lot. EMPTY. No one was in church. Only Rach, Alex, auntypauline and i. We went to mamak to makan. Reached home JUST before 12. AHAHA. Was so tired. Slept after i changed and all that.

In conclusion, Easter celeb was great!! Except for the fact i was left alone at times, hardly had time to sit down. It WAS fun. I heard that quite a number of people responded? PRAISE THE LORD!! The celeb this time was really different. It was good. A lot of work though. It was worth it.

Do you miss the old times?

Last night, went for dinner with my parents' cell. It's been a long time since i met up with allyson and daniel and co. Haha. There used to be 6(sometimes more)of us. Now, only left 3. The rest left for college ad.

After dinner we went to aunty florence's place. Gosh. That place brings back memories. Allyson suddenly asked me,"Do you miss the old times?" That got me thinking. YES i do. Awesome awesome memories.

We used to go for every cell meeting. Ah we were younger then. Not allowed to stay home alone yet. We would get scolded every week for making too much noise in the room. We would be running and laughing and playing around. That was many years ago. Remember the game, crocodile? Haha. Our 'house' would be the bed. Then we would throw the 'apple' to one another. =P After cell, we had makan time. Us, the then kiddies, would quickly eat and go outside to play achie[how to spell?]duduk, achie rumah, gala panjang, pepsi cola, and sometimes we[Ahh not we, it's NICKY]would pull the snail's shell out. haha. Great times. We would go home all sweaty and smelly and bathe late at night. =]

As the years went by, we got less noisy. We would play cards. Talk. Make fun of each other[we still do HAHA] Everyone was[is]so comfortable around each other. Then now, we don't go for cell meetings anymore. Except for any celebration[okayyy i don't go cos i usually have other activities. HEHEH.]

Remember all the camps we would go together? [the most memorable is when allyson,waivern and i stared at this little girl til she cried. LOL]I DO miss the old times. I loved my childhood[most of it anyway]

Now, when we see each other, we just catch up.

I always get bullied cos i'm the youngest. Ish.

It was fun tho. =D

So, yeah. I miss the old times.

Crap. Haha.

Just came back from church. We finished the banner ad. Now only left the candles stuff. That things can do tonight. Getting excited. Haha. Must remember to bring lotion and cleanser for mime tonight. To wash off the make-up la.

Uploaded some crappy pictures earlier this morning. Haha. This was taken from the plane on the way back from HongKong last year. Nice huh? LOL.

Oh man. I'm hungry ad. Looks soooo goooood right? It was delicious =P

Introducing........... BONKEEEEEEEEEY! hahaha.

My latest[food]craze..! MILO NUGGETS!!! i bought this on Sunday. From BhP station. yummy.

Oh. Haha. During choir holiday practices. HAHA. I was bored la. That's mayjet conducting. Told you i had crappy pictures.

Pianooooo. duh. I have no idea why i took this. HAHA.

I have other more crappy pics, but NAHHHH. LOL.
I'm definitely taking loads and loads of pictures tonight.
MUST take pics of the 'toilet mood area'. HEHE.
And of cos, the 'Salvation is here' thing. [and the banner, candles, people, mime people, ........]
OH! The 'Salvation is here' fell. So, just now, Rach and i put it back up. WE DID IT ON OUR OWN!! Soooo proud. I love climbing on tables and chairs and being waaaaay high up. =]
I am officially E-X-C-I-T-E-D.

*smile everyone!* =D

another [Random] post

HEHE. My mum's asking me to sleep. LALALA. Like i will la. So used to sleeping late and waking up early. [i lost my ability to sleep sleep and sleep!! sob. LOL]

My house is oh-so-quiet now. It's times like this when my thoughts start to wander.

No. I'm not gonna post about all THOSE. Don't wanna bore anyone.

Instead, i'm going to crap. To get the thoughts OUT of my head.

Rumours. Hmm. They're everywhere. I've heard so many that i've learned not to trust them. Why bother? [no life ka?!]
*humming*
I like what i do and i do what i like. deal with it.

I am who i am because of all that have happened in the past.

Would you believe me if i said, my best friend was once my worst enemy? =] love ya gurl! Though we don't talk about it, we all know what happened before. Right?

Who knew i was once this quiet and shy little girl? [compared to now i am noisy and love talking ]

I love secrets. =] I can keep secrets. [if i think it's worth keeping]

I have a mind of my own. HAHAHA.

Oh man. This is SERIOUS crap. LOL. too bad.

I wonder if anyone's going for prayer tomorrow. Hmmm. I know i am. Haha. It's 100 times better than sitting at home doing nothing.

Hey, things happen for a reason. Don't be sad over a certain failure. Like i said before, life goes on. Alright? <== to a certain someone who's feeling sad and depressed now.

Okaaaaaay. I pity you people who actually took the time to read this. LOL.

i hate this feeling.

Ta-DAH!!

It's 11plus. And i just bathed. =D Was out the entire day from 12-10.45(i think)Today was fun fun fun FUNNY!! Hehe. Woke up early. Did homework(amazing right???)then i started my PJ folio. I hope i can finish it by this weekend. But i don't think i can. Cos we'll be going to KL(kay-elle LOL)this saturday and tomorrow's gonna be another long day. Oh well!!

At 12, went to church. MY 'WISH' CAME TRUE. =DDDD We got to eat KFC. yay!! Aunty pauline bought it. So happy!!! We managed to finish painting the eggs. Eemun and i tried spraying them first. But,we ended up laughing more than anything. Haha. Painted 50 eggs. Gosh. We also finished the lights. It's soooo nice now!!! Haven't finished the banner and some other stuff yet. Never mind. I have faith. Haha. I didn't expect some people to come. I got an sms from daren saying that he's coming. COOL!! Then later, ADRIAN YAP JIN MING came. I have no idea why. Haha. Tiba-tiba only. LATER, at 2, SONG WAI KIT came. LOL. I seriously have no idea why these people came. Well, it's a good thing they came also la. Lebih meriah.

At 3, rehearsals started. It was funny. Hehe. When it was our turn, we sat on the stage, talked and talked while the hand mime people set up their equipment. It was fun. They put some UV lights on top of the stage. I'm not sure if they are planning to turn it on. If they are, then Jesus would be glowing. Haha. OK, so our FACES and hands would also glow. Haha. We got the make-up stuff. PRAISE THE LORD!! That was our only dilemma. Somehow mingsheng found the stuff.

Practice ended at 6.15. My mum picked me up at 6.30. Never mind, was talking to some people. Hahaha. Watched the American Idol result show. Played a little piano and went for dinner at 7.30. And here i am now.

Tomorrow's the day we've all been looking forward to. =] Thanks guys! For making me laugh like crazy. I'm not playing ice-breaker. HAHAHA. Cos i'm gonna be waikit's asst. No big deal. I wanted to play 'Bumper Butts'. But, we're playing the 'Memory game'. Yeah, none of my friends are coming. Oh wells. I guess there are pros and cons of it. I hope everything will run smoothly tomorrow.

Prayer's at 9am. Deco til 11.30 or 12. Going to Jusco with mum. Have to buy some-very-depressing-stuff. Haha. Then church at 6. Looooooong day alert!!

I LOVE MILO NUGGETS!!!! bought 3packets today!!! The BIGger packets. HAHAHAHA.
Now Daren and Adrian are HUGE fans of milo nuggets. hahah. Adrian bought 2 packets(i am so proud of you. HAHA)Daren bought only 1. LOVE IT!!

Alright. That's it for now.

i'm happy. regardless of how i really feel [am i jealous??]

Whatever

The phone just rang. Sigh. geez gurl. what were you expecting?!! It's raining again. I love the rain. Haha.

Anyway. I have(had, have, who cares?) this feeeeeeeling. Not sure what it is. jealousy perhaps? Nope it's not penyakit. Haha. Though i wish it was since i'm more familiar with that. But what right do i have to be jealous ? Who am i to be??? What's the point? I dunno. It's just something that's THERE. It can't be explained. Is it normal? gosh. I don't like this feeling. It's turning me into someone i hate. AHHHHH! hehe. I think i should just come clean(LOL reminds me of the hilary duff song. HAHAHA.)Won't it be weird though?? Oh well. It'll pass. i hope.

Aik. I'm off to watch 'Bionic Woman'. Hahaha.

Sorry nyityi. Sigh. Looks like i can't find out what the 'important stuff' is. Aiyoyoyo. =( Haha.

Remember this phrase? Jealousy kills.
We used it a lot last year right? i hope it doesnt affect me.

I'm out.

Choir competition

Right. Choir competition yesterday. Hmm. We didnt do well. At all. Got 4th, in other words last. It was kinda disappointing. Cos we could have done better. Yeah we lost last year too, but we KNEW we were better. We did better. So, eventhough we didn't get anything, we somehow felt like winners or something. This time, kinda knew the results after we performed. Sigh. Of cos, everyone's sad. Wanna know the saddest thing?? never mind. You know what, life goes on.

To KIM=>I may not be able to prove you wrong this time. But i still have next year and next NEXT year. So, be patient. haha.

I wanna eat

Today was Rena's first day at school.(poor jamie!! She was soooo shocked to see Rena in school HAHAHA.) She's in Oriole. Well well well! She should be fine there. The atmosphere is ten times better there!! Haha. Seriously. Temaned her for like, half the first period. I missed PJ. Didn't do the warm ups. HAHAHA.

So. Right. Uh huh. LOL. This is crap.

I know i should be so so sad. But I'm not. I'm actually okay. Surprise surprise.

I'm HUNGRY again. Argh argh. The things i feel like eating:
1. Milo Nuggets.
2. ICE CREAM
3. Burger
4. French fries
5. Chocolate
6. Nuggets
7. MORE Milo nuggets
8. The tuna sandwich i ate on Saturday YUM
9. Cendol with pulut =D
10. Garlic bread
11. Salad HAHA
12. Deep fried anything
13. Cheesy wedges (from KFC)
14. Mashed potato (also from KFC hehe)
15. Pizza
16. Popcorn
17. Hot dog
18. Banana split
19. The mango i ate last night
20. Chocolate cookies
21. Pork HAHA
22. Satay
23. And the list goes on...........

Gosh i am addicted to Milo nuggets. Haha. If you wanna make my day, give me a packet or two (preferably TWO or THREEEEE) of MILO NUGGETSSSSS. Hehehe. Aiyoooo can't spend so much on food ad. I think i have overspent. Oops.

My computer kena some virus of some kind. The computer fella came and did absolutely NOTHING. So now, i have to do everything. Aish. It's taking forever!!!

Lalalala. I'm bored.

I feel like running to Jusco now to get some food. Haha. Too bad it's raining.

MILO NUGGETS!!! Love it man!! The whole gang thinks i'm nuts cos i love it so much. I ate two packets on Sunday and two on Saturday. Planning to eat somemore once i get to buy it. It's delicious!

Ahhh. I'm h-u-n-g-r-y!!

Tell me what i wanna know

I can't believe it. It's over. Haih. School starts tomorrow. How depressing. On a brighter note, easter night celebration is this friday. YAY!! Haha.

OK. I was out yesterday from 12-12. LOL. Really. As in, i went to church at 12noon and reached home at 12midnight. HAHAHA. We went to UTP Tronoh to perform the old hand mime. The old one meaning the Poilam one. It was funny. I feel so bad. I terkick victor!! Sorry man! Haha. The whole time there, i was observing somethings with Rena. Aww man. I'm so jealous. Seriously!! It made me miss ... Ermm. Haha. Yeah i started missing someone. HAHA. I feel so 'senget'. LOL. Never mind. That's crap. Yesterday was tiring.

Oh yeah. I was wearing Sam's watch today. And last night. Haha. It was 'cause i lent him a CD and he lent me his watch. As a ransom or something like that. So, i went to the first classroom as usual. Cos SOME people were so sesat. They went for SCG. HAHA. SCG sudah habis la dears. I walked in carrying my file and wearing Sam's watch. Daren and yenfong's first reaction was,"Isnt that....? HOR!! What's going on between sam and you??" HAHA. I was like,"Nothing la." And explained to them. But they kept on ejeking sam and i. ish. These people ar. Haih. Haha. I wore Sam's watch the entire day. Returned it to him ad la[i got my cd back as well].

Should i go next week? I don't know la. I feel like not going. Hmmm. We shall see what happens.

Thursday. Going to church at 12. Meeting with a whole bunch of people to do the decos. We[okok I suggested]plan to WALK to KFC for lunch and walk back to do the deco. HEHE. Call me crazy if you must. but it's fun. You should try it. HAHA. At 3, we have full rehearsal. Plus, i have usher duty that night. How sad. Looks like they're gonna have a gothic usher cos i'll be wearing ALL BLACK. I have to la. It's not like i'm going to CHANGE. Gila! LOL. It should be a fun night. Some people won't be there though. =( Oh well! Once again, PEACE and MERCY will make the place easter-y. LOL. The decos are so cool! We get to play with spray and fire. HAHAHA. Man i sound so childish. HAHAHA.

OH!!! I was standing in front of the classroom with the gang, suddenly HE comes and stands in front of me. HE was holding a plastic bag. I asked,"What's this??" HE answered,"Nah. Take." Me, blur,"Huh? OH. Haha. Thank you!!" HIM,"I don't hear a 'thank you'." Me, louder this time, "THANK YOU!!" Lol. HE got me this panda thing. Cute. I'm using it to put my handphone now. Haha. Wanna know who the HE is? It's no secret la. Haha.

I'm out.

WHAT IF...
What if i screw up later?
What if i lose my voice just before the competition?
What if i find out you were lying all this while??
WHAT IF?!!

Ok. All this 'what if's are kinda dumb. OF COS there'll be what ifs. Asking one of those questions is like asking, 'What if the sky falls?' or 'What if the grass turned blue?' Get what i'm saying? It makes absolutely NO SENSE. So, why bother asking WHAT IF?

AAAAHHHHHH!!

Imfreakingoutimfreakingoutimfreakingoutimfreakingout.
Imdarnnervousidontfeellikedoingthisbutiknowihaveto.
Ohmygosh.Ohmygosh.Ohmygoshhhhh.
Sososososososososonervous!!!
Thisisntthefirsttimebutstill!!
Whyareotherssosurethaticandoitbutimyselfamnotthatsure?!!!

ARGH.

Daddy's little gurl! Hehe

Haha. So, my dad got his new car last night. He wanted to take us for a ride. I was watching American Idol. So, i missed part of the show. We were just driving around town and all. I wanted to eat icecream. And i was saying that when we were still at home. When we reached the flyover(the tambun one) my dad asked,"You want icecream is it? Where to buy?" I was totally blank. Then my mum answered,"Aiya. McD drive-thru la." (we were on the way home that time)I was STILL blurcasing. So yeah, my dad had to drive further than what he planned to get me my icecream. I ate a cornetto mcflurry. Yummy! Hehe. I am such a pampered princess. I managed to finish the icecream by the time i reached home. And you know la, the drive-thru to my house is only a 5minutes ride. Including the traffic lights, max 10minutes. HAHA.

Hmm. My days are pretty busy now. I have to go to church AGAIN later at 4. Tomorrow, worship practice at 11am(i am so nervous!! Playing alone wehhh!!)Then youth(i think there's youth haha), going to UTP at 5.30. Probably coming back late at night la. Monday and tuesday, CHOIR! Competition is on tuesday. Wednesday, nothing for now. Thursday, it's a holiday, so going to church for mime. Friday, EASTER EVANGELISTIC at night!!! Oh yeah. I'm in charge of the decorations. Oh man!

Haihh. I hope some drama happens soon. Like i told nyityi this morning, everything's so quiet. I can't do any dramatic stuff with MY own life, but SHE can. HEHE. Don't think you'll understand. Never mind!

The hols are ending. Too bad. It doesn't feel like hols at all. Sad huh.

Blah Blah Blaaaaahhhh

There's only one thing on my mind now.
BOOM! shuwap shuwap BOOM BOOM! shuwap shuwap BOOM BOOM! shuwap shuwap dudududududu........
HAHA. That's the alto part(the BOOM!) for one part of our english song. It's so cute!! If only it was louder. Then it would be perfect. Oh well!!

Just came back not too long ago. Kinda tired. Don't wanna sleep cos have to go to church at 4pm. Tiring man. Choir. Hmm. I hope we can win. =D Positive thinking right??

Had mime again last night. Finished the whole thing. Spent loads of time laughing. Especially the fighting scene. HAHA. We should change the mime to a comedy mime. Haha. Too bad its supposed to be serious. No one was in church except us. Cekap eh?

Wasted my phone credit last night. Ish. A total waste of time man. But in the end, i had a good laugh. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. And i'm STILL laughing. I wonder. Hmmmmm. And that sms. One particular one. me? Pihak ketiga?? HAHAHA. That rocks man. I cant wait to see what's gonna happen next. HAHA.

There's always a secret reason people do certain things. muahahaha. I feel so 7+1 now. =D It's FUN being the middle person or being a spectator. HEHE. Alright. Enough crap.

Aiyo. I think i should stop blogging. Gonna tersay things if i continue. HEHEHE.

Rand0m

Here i am again. I'm just trying to kill time. I'm waiting for 6pm to come. I wanna watch AMERICAN IDOL!! LOL. It should be interesting this week.

Haiyoh. Faster la. It's true what they say. A watched pot never boils. Lalalalala.

Mummy's taking the PTK exam tomorrow. It's a 3hours paper.

I'm drinking POP now. Have a lot of it at home. Want some?

BONKEY NOW HAS TWO BALD SPOTSSSSSSS!

I feel like doing something i know i won't do without reason right now.

I'm hungry. For CHOCOLATE!!

I've been eating a lot. Why aren't i FAT?? So unfair.

OMG!! Competition is NEXT TUESDAY!! We have less than a week to prepare!

I wonder how's our ACTology. Haha.

Aish. This post is too random for words.

So I saaaaaaay....

You know. This is my 2nd time online today. Haha. When i came home from choir, i onlined. Then at around 1.30 or later, i got hungry. So, i offlined and ate. After eating, i went to sleep. HAHA. Woke up a few hours later. Hehe. I'm a pig. And so, here i am blogging.

Choir was very depressing-yet-oh-so-fun today. LOL. Depressing cos so few people turned up. There were only 3 altos! And only 1 LOW alto(meeeee) Gosh. We managed to survive. I hope we can get at least 3rd! We're competing against the 3 that beat us last year. Samtet, AMC and MC. Ish ish ish. Competition is next tuesday!!! 18th of march. Choir ka you! Haha. Anyway, we had break as usual. When mayjet said it was break, everyone got up and left AVA. Poor mayjet! She was left alone. Haha. Nyityi and i went to the upperhall to 7+1 the results. There was nothing worth 7+1-ing. Went back to the AVA and waited for our food to come. It came. We ate. We talked. We laughed. HAHA. Not supposed to bring food or drinks to the AVA but, we have our ways la.

So. Mime again tonight. Hmmm. Mum and dad gonna drop me off at church at 8 and pick me up after prayer meeting. Or i go to CCC after mime and they take me home. Dunno la. Whooa. There's gonna be a drama as well. Goodness. I didn't know this easter thing was gonna be so grand. Interesting.

Ahhhh!! I just remembered! I have mime practice tomorrow at 4pm!! We're gonna combine with the hand mime to see how it looks cos we're gonna combine it on the real day(21st of march) Argh argh argh.

I have the ABBA medley stuck in my head now. Not a good sign. Too much choir!!

DaDdY's birthday!!!

LOL. My title sounds so so kid-ish. Oh well! Haha. It is my dad's birthday today. Actually wanted to wake up early to teman him have breakfast or something, but i couldnt wake up. HAHAHA.

Alright. Last night. Went to church for mime practice. I expected to be one of the oldest there. I THOUGHT i was gonna do HAND MIME. Well!! I walked into the Agape classroom. I saw MingSheng, Benjamin, Dennis, Adrian(lai), YianFong and Kerry. In my mind, there were many question marks. Haha. Sat down and talked to Kerry. Then watched a video. IT WAS A VIDEO ON BODY MIME. I was thinking,"WHHHATTTTTT?!!!" And the mime was sooooo cekap!! The fighting was so cool! LOL. After a while, MingSheng told me,"Oh. You'll be the demon." Haha. I wanted to laugh. I guess Dennis saw my face and said,"Whoooa! Mental breakdown!" Haha. Then everyone laughed. It was funny. Hmm turns out i'm the YOUNGEST there. Kerry and Benjamin are form5. The others, finish form5 or older. I think it would be so cekap. I mean the performance. =D Came back after 10pm. Watched two episodes of HOUSE. HAHA.

This morning, went for choir. I walked into AVAroom. IT WAS SO QUIET. Too quiet to be true actually. Haha. Usually, it's so so noisy. Weird. Choir was ok. Kinda happy about it. VERY EXCITED! LOL. Phuiyan got so bored when mayjet was teaching the other sections, she took my camera and started camwhoring. =.=" And then, she took pics of other people. It's like behind-the-scenes or something. So now my camera is full of phuiyan's face and weird weird pictures. Haha. Oh well!!

After choir, went to Jusco. Jusco was quiet. Surprisingly. Spent A LOT of money on FOOD, FOOD and movie tickets. Lol. Din't buy what i wanted to buy. =( Saaaaad.

OH!! DADDY'S BACK!!! =DDDDD

Got to go!

Wheeeeee!

S-I-E-N

"You wanna go to the bank with me?"
"Mmm. No."
Minutes later......
"Nah. Eat la."
"Oh ok."

GOSH. What's wrong with me?? What up with the two-word answers?!!!

Ahh. I know. I have the SIEN feeling again.

SIGH. I wish.... I wish.... I wish....

Let's see. I had choir today til 12pm. Then went for lunch. The entire day, i wanted to sleep. Why? I slept so late last night and woke up so early today. What do ya think?!!! *takes deeeeeeep breath* After lunch, changed to shorts. LOL. Turned on my radio and SLEPT til 3. Then i came online. And did crap til now. Later, i have to practice piano and then go to church at 7.30pm for mime practice *sheesh* til 10pm. Tell me how NOT to be sien? Probably gonna have mime every single day of the hols. Sudahlah have to go back to school. Now, this?! Gosh. What a holiday man.

Right now, i prefer school days. At least everyday i have something to look forward to. GOING HOME. Now, i look forward to the next day which has NOTHING worth looking forward to.

Hm. Going out tomorrow. Not excited. I feel like staying at home and SLEEP but i already promised michelle to go out with her and sim. Plus, nyityi wants to go out DESPERATELY. And i don't like breaking promises. So, i guess i'm going. =]

What....?

Celebrated my+nyityi's birthday at jusco last night. It was fun. HAHA. Seriously. 12 of us went. Laughing and talking all the way. Here's what we did: Lepaked around, ate in pizza hut(plus cause havoc there), went bowling(AT NIGHT), cut the cake at foodcourt. HAHAHA. A real short summary of the night. It was awesome. LOL. Oh, the people who went were: Yoongwhei, kim, sim, peiqi, kaiqi, shuqi, adelyn, jess, kaylynn, yiwen, nyityi and I. Yup. That's the bunch. I wish the night didnt end. Oh well. All good things must come to an end right? Haha. Thanks for coming guys!!

So, today, went to church at 11.30am. After such a long time, i went for SCG. haha. After SCG, ate at Sunup(SunHup) with Rach, Xinxin and Sam. Usually we(cgbc youth)will conquer the shop. LOL. This week was no different. As i sat, waikit started shouting from another table,"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!" I was like,"Errr. THANKS!" Then esmond shouted the same thing and the others as well. Soooo embarassing la. Haha. Later, waikit came and talked to me. How sweet. LOL. His 'present' was weird. He called me last night and sang HIS version of 'Happy birthday' to me. HAHA. Was laughing non-stop. As i was walking out of church, i stared at him(as usual LOL)and he told me,"Give you next week." HAHAHA. Cekaaaap.

Well. Easter celebration is coming. Not excited. HEHE. I reeeeaaaally hope Rach can go for the celeb. She has her prefects' camp in school the same day. Oh yeah, our celeb is at night this time. She wants to skip part of her camp to come back for the celeb. What la. I know, she wants to escape the camp. Haha. I don't wanna be in charge of the deco. Sudahlah i'm 'helping'. Gosh. If Rach doesnt come, i have to take over her 'duty'. LOL. And i don't want to destroy the place. She has great ideas already. Sounds complicating to me. But, DUH she's the artist. LOL.

Yeah. Like i said to someone earlier today. I AM NOT A GOOD ROLE MODEL especially when it comes to clothes. Mums would be really SAD if their daughters dress like me. LOL!!! My mum has FINALLY accepted the fact that i don't wanna wear skirts and she cant force me too(though she still wishes i would. secretly.)

Alrighty. I'm off to do some other stuff!

REMINDER:
CHOIR HOLIDAY PRACTICES
8.30-12PM
MONDAY-FRIDAY
sighhhh

It's MY birthday!! =D

HAHA. Alright. I'm syoking sendiri. Whaaat?

Anyway, thanks for the wishes people!

The first person to wish me was my bro!! He called before 12 and we talked til AFTER 12. HEHE. He kept saying sorry for not being able to come back and all. Talked about daddy's birthday. Too bad he can't be back then. =( This morning, uncle Chiam called my mum to ask if my bro wants to come home. So, my bro's on the way home now. =D

Hmmm. Partaaay! later. Excited!! LOL. Oh during breakfast, talked to my dad:
Dad: You bringing camera there?
Me: Umm. Don't think so.
Dad: (started scolding) It's your birthday la!! Bring and take some shots!
Me: Hmm. If bring then have to bring along a bag.
Dad: So? Bring along your bag then.
Me: Oh. Ok then. *grins*
HAHAHA. Have you ever met a dad like THAT?? I didnt know he would say that. CEKAP. And yeah, i'll be moving during the hols. Haih gonna miss my room loads. =( All the times we've been together. SOBSSSS. LOL. Ahh i'm moving into my bro's room. HAHA. Not out of ipoh or anything. My dad was like,"Why don't you take over your ahgor's room? Since he doesnt come back that often ad." =DDDDD So, during the hols, mum and i will take all my stuff over. In a way, i'll have TWO ROOMS instead of one. YAAAAAYY! HAHAHAHA.

Ahhhh what else did i wanna say? No idea. Haha. I'm getting old. Wheeeeee!

Aiya enough for now la.

.......

"Yerr i shouldnt have joined choir."
"Hmm if get kicked out, we would've just wasted all our time la."
"I wanna quit now la."
"OMG. I wanna go toilet!!"
Those were the things people said to me during that practice where mayjet picked the school team. The toilet thing was me. HAHA. Everyone was soo tensed up, i thought i would just, you know, lighten up the mood. =DDDD I dunno why everybody was so nervous about getting into the school team. It's normal to be nervous.

Anyway. There were(was) some conflicts yesterday. Haih. X told Y something about her singing style(or whatever you call it)and Y got mad. REAAAALLY mad. She felt offended i guess. Hmmm. I kinda agree with X. =P sorry.

Enough about choir.
My bro is not coming back!!! No ticket!! SOBS. Looks like EVERYBODY wants to be in Ipoh this weekend huh? =DDD HAHA. Oh well. We maybe going to KL next weekend though. And i'm on for service. Great. So now what??

No title. hAhA.

It's a holiday today. Whee? Hmm. Woke up at 7. Hah. My darn nose and the need to excrete woke me up. Haha. So, yeah. Did the usual morning stuff. And went to kacau my mum who was still sleeping. =D I was lying down on her bed, trying to get back to sleep cos my nose was killing me. But couldnt. Was soooo frustrated i threw the blanket and turned on the computer. HAHA. Now i'm here. I don't like my noseeeeee. And my throat. =( My nose has been like this since last thursday. GOSH. And kim says i'm 'crying'. Haha. I can't help it!!! It's pure torture! Ahhhh! After many days of observation, i learnt one very interesting thing. HAHAHAHA. Not gonna say it here. Too embarassing for some people. =DDDDD

Weeeell. Choir. It's good so far. ALTO ROCKS!! We are sooo united. LOL. We had a 'persidangan'(you wouldnt wanna know what about)yesterday. Suddenly we talked about 'fanclubs'. HAHAHA. Plus, everyone has weird names now. My fav: Ca-ry-nie!! Cute!! We have: Dawnie, Jeanie, Florencie, LOL. Peiqi's name tak boleh buat macam tu. So now you know what we do during choir eh? Haha.

Oh man!! My bro is soooo sweet! He can't come back today cos of CF. But he WANTS to come back tomorrow and go back on sunday! Usually he won't come back for just one night. It's a total waste of cash and time. But he wants to celebrate my birthday! And when i told him i'll be celebrating with my friends, he said we can go for lunch. AWWWWWW. I feel sungguh terharu! He doesnt have to do it but he wants to. =)

Alrighty. Breakfast time.

Lalalalalalalala

Piawai is over. FINALLY!! Overall, it was OK. Just OK. Haha. To be honest, it was the worst piawai i've done. Science was real disappointing. Haih. I only have one thing to say. THANK GOD IT'S PIAWAI. =P I can't believe it man!! ARGH!! Feel like strangling myself now. GRRRRR. Alright alright. Now, i can just wait and see. Whatever it is, i'm prepared. I hope. Aiyo dunno la. Let's just see what happens eh?

Should i? Would i regret if i don't? The questions are repeating itself in my head right now. Hmm. Should i do pros and cons and THEN decide? Haha. That's lame. Weeeell. I guess the answer is. I am NOT going to do it. I may regret it. But, right now. NO REGRETS. yet. hehe.

Today's Nyityi and JoLee's birthday.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MISS LIEW NIT YI!!!!!!!! =DLOL. Isnt it weird how close we've gotten this year? =) Cool aint it? Hahaha. Hopefully this friendship will last til we're old and worn out. HAHA. Looking forward to THIS SATURDAY!!!!! =DDDDD I used to think that Nyit was SUCH a quiet and shy kid. Rupa-rupanya! Bising like what only la! Oh yeah, she's older than me. HAHAHA.

This year has been a real eye-opener for me. Learning to see things from other people's point of view. It's still kinda hard to trust people, but THAT takes time. It's sad to hear certain things about certain people. And then seeing it with my own eyes. Feeling that weird feeling all the time. When i see you, you, and YOU. LOL. And some others as well. But, ahem. Hehehe. Making new relationships and strengthening old ones. It really helped me appreciate those around me.
ESPECIALLY TO THE PEACE AND MERCY CELL MEMBERS(and some non-peace and mercy people of cos. haha)!!! OMG!! It's soooo weird not seeing you guys for weeks! Cant believe ALL OF YOU remembered!! HEHEHE. THANK YOOOOUUU!! Make me feel so special. *grins*

Alrighty. That's all for now.