"Praise You In This Storm" by Casting Crowns

I was sure by now
God You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

And I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to you
And you raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You

But as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth

Look at the lyrics. It's really meaningful. And so true...
Enough said.. =)

Random..

I'm still home alone. Parents gone since i came back from church. And it's after 10 now. Sighs. So, finally finished the sivik report. Yeah, finally. Sighs[again]

I hope everything's fine. I reeeaaaally do. Ahh. I didn't know it was so serious. If only. If only. If only. Feel like grabbing the first person i see and telling everything. Haha. Okay, maybe not the first person la. But, you know the feeling.. Alright. I'm out...

can someone just tell me that everything will be fine?

So how now cow wow?

When i blog on monday and tuesday and again on friday, you KNOW something's wrong.. I actually woke up this morning thinking,"Thank GOD it's friday!!" I LIKE fridays. It's the beginning of the weekend la. Today was.... Errmm how should i put it.. Ahh it was interesting. In a disgusting way. HAHA. It's too embarassing[for the person..i mean the PEOPLE. Not me la..] Hmm. I was the unlucky one. Eww eww ewwwww. HAHAHAH. We got to miss a little of sejarah. So, yeah.

ANYWAY. Oh no. I got peiqi's disease.. Forgot what i wanted to say. Darn. Haha. Have been freakishly high this week. Yes. This WEEK. Not DAY or anything less. It's fun.

Ahh. Better end this crappy post before it gets worse.. ^^

Caping...

Sigh. Kim kim kim. Mana lu.. Waiting for her to come online to send me stuff. Haishh. Never mind. I already printed the stuff. hehe. Anyway...

"Kanak-kanak perempuan sudah dianggap lengkap berpakaian dengan hanya memakai sekeping cawat atau caping untuk menutupi kemaluannya. Caping biasanya diperbuat daripada logam yang berbentuk daun ara tanpa ukiran. Bagaimanapun terdapat bukti dan rekod yang menunjukkan bahawa caping diperbuat daripada berbagai-bagai bahan seperti emas, perak, tembaga kuning dan merah, kulit kerang, tempurung, kayu dan kadangkala berbagai-bagai bahan yang dijalin, ditempah atau dipaterikan."

LOL. This is what i found. About caping. It's this metal thing girls used to wear. Isn't it heavy? I wonder... Oh well. Got to finish some other stuff now..

Lame lame lame lame lame

What a lame day. And i'm doing some lame thing now. AHHHH. I'm lame.
What's CAPING?!!! It's a malay word... According to Kim, who did some research, it's a thing people last time used to cover their tempat kemaluan. Hmm. Aiya. The reason i'm online is to find out MORE about 'caping'. How nonsensical.. hehe.

Haish. Today's reeeally lame la. It started with PJ. Ahhh. Ran 3 rounds. HAHAHA. Yeah right. Played football again. Darn lame wehh. The score[at one time]was 3-2 1/2. HAHA. Don't ask me how the HALF got there. Long story. Our 'referee' even played to [quote] "Help the hopeless team." Plus, ceazaan was extra lame. Sikit-sikit, PENALTY!! LOL. Great way to start the day i guess...

Then, it was normal la. You know, talk, sit around, study, blah blah blah. I wonder who the person who's doing all the 'stuff' is.. If or when any of us finds out, i really feel sorry for that fella then. How could she? I really wanna know la.

Okay. Gonna find out EXACTLY what 'caping' is. Sigh.

I love my kilometricoooo! =]

Da dummmm

Okay. I've typed out a few posts and deleted them. So, i'm determined NOT to delete this one. So here goes!!

Right. English oral. It was. Ermm. A little embarassing. But what do i know about embarassing? Aku ni kan muka tebal.. xD It was fun la. Screaming in front of the whole class, acting out our dumb story... Yada yada yada..

Oh yeah! The other day, was sitting on the floor near my beloved door with kim. Then, fazilah suddenly came and ask me,"Are you okay?" I was like,"Uhh. Yeahhh. Why not?" Fazi,"Oh. You look like you're crying." What the crap. HAHA. Funny la. I was laughing la when she saw me. Hehe. Oh well.

Sigh. Another long saturday tomorrow.
My aunt's here. My soon-to-be uncle drove all the way to kedah and took her back. So sweet right?? They had their bridal photoshoot today. We were kinda teasing my soon-to-be uncle about his hair[he barely has any. HAHA. ]

Wheeeee! Addicted to 'Leave Out All The Rest' by Linkin Park....

Haiyoh.

It's times like this that makes me wish i had three-way calling, so i can call both Kim and Peiqi.
It's times like this that makes me wish my brain was the size of Jupiter and ideas would just flow out like water from a tap.
It's times like this that makes me appreciate the noise and the sense of belonging we have in class.
It's times like this that makes me wish time would just stand still and i would have forever to complete this thing.
It's times like this that makes me laugh without reason. Alone.
It's times like this that makes me feel so lonely.
Times like this don't come often.

If you're wondering what the h*** am i talking about, well well well. Oral of cos. What started out to be an interesting drama with a darn complicating plot, is now an 'adult' novel. I really wonder how we're gonna present it tomorrow. What with the kononnya 'short' summary not even done, i really don't know what to do. How is it gonna end? Is the mysterious guy really her brother? Is it another case of incest? What about the baby? Would it live? Hmm. Maybe i should give it some dramatic ending. You know, the girl and the baby dies. And the mysterious guy dies as well. HAHAHA. The easiest ending ever. Everyone dies. Good eh? *grins*

Gosh dudes. We can be waaay ambitious at times. And i mean WAAAAAAY ambitious.[you better not ask to change the storyline again kay?!!] The script's already two pages long. And it hasn't ended. Not yet. I've been sitting here for quite some time.. Not sure how long though.

Back to work...

It's been two weeks. Two LOOOONG weeks. Haha. Yeah not supposed to be online. But had to find the sivik thing. [i have NO IDEA what we're supposed to do with it la!!!org tu tak explain pun...]

Anyway. Yup loads have happened. Ahh where to start huh.. Things have been hectic. Oh.. Let me start from camp la. Easier.. Camp was [surprisingly] OKAY. Fun at times. Despite the silence and the no-response. So yeah. Not bad la. Eventhough i was really dreading it... Hehe. Kim should know. =D

Aiyo. Not gonna list out everything that has happened here la. It's hard. Let's just say there were ups, downs and in-betweens.

Well. Well. Well. OH! I went for the ipoh international run. HAHA. Yes yes. I'm darn lazy when it comes to things like that. I forced myself to go. For YOU PEOPLE la! LOL.

Oh yeah. Penyakit. ARGH. I had it. A few times. Two or three times i think. But it was only for a little while la. It sucks. At least mine's not as serious as kim's. Hers is at peringkat almost-soon-to-be-akhir. ahah.

Okay. Don't think anyone actually understands this post. But whatever.

TO THE PEOPLE WHO MATTERS[mbct til the end]
thank you for always making me laugh.
for tahaning me even when i'm in a freaking mood and when i snap at you.
sorry about that.
thanks again.

Lalalalala.