She said i'm fat.

Gotta make this quick. Bro wants to use the computer but hehehe. I'm using it while he watches 'news' now. Anywayy.. Was watching tv just now. After soooo long only am i allowed to watch BUT suddenly no electricity. So unfair la. Grr.

Oh well. Got to go to kopitiam with the family. Haha. It was fun. Bro hasn't come home in weeeks, probably months. The first thing he did when he came home was bang on my door. =.=" He just loves making noise.

I'm going to be happy dwappy from now on. ^^ Or at least, i'm gonna try to be. One week of holidays. Good. Have to catch up on my sleep la. The last time i slept well was err ??? Dreams are weird, you know. And tiring. Sighs.

Oooooh! I'm gonna watch tv now....

"Ehh. What if ....."
"Hmm..?What?"
"What if i transfer?"
"You wanna die ar?"
"Waiitt..!!I haven't say where also..."
*silence* "You wanna die ar?"
Babe, i love you too much to say goodbye. haha.

Reliving the past..Looking at the future..

I'm here again. This time. WITH permission.

The other day. I heard a few kids cycling outside my house. They were shouting at each other, laughing, just having fun. It reminded me of you. How i wish you would still be here. Cycling pass my house, shouting all the nicknames you had for me, Jellybean, Mangkuk or just plain Wongjeanli.

I miss the times we would meet in the church opposite both our houses and just make fun of each other. Talking, laughing, whacking each other up =).

And how about in school? Sitting at one corner, just us. Talking about everything. Comparing the complaints we get from our friends. Chasing each other around school. Sharing secrets. And you used to tease me about all and i mean ALL of my crushes. Ahemm it's not like i didn't do the same to you.

When you told me you were moving, i'm sorry i didn't believe you. I guess i didn't want to believe it. Until the next year... when you weren't in school anymore.

It has been YEARS since we last met/contacted each other. Maybe we wouldn't be friends even if you're still here. Perhaps we'll drift apart... but it's a nice thought thinking that we might still be close friends. I want to tell you everything that has been happening to me. I want to share all the good and the bad. I want to be able to talk and laugh and hear your crazy laugh once more.

I could go on and on about this. But i better not.
Lemme just say this:

I miss you, V.

Ask the right questions, and i'll tell you what you wanna know.

Yes yes. My pimples are getting more by the second. Yes yes. I'm stressed out.right*rolls eyes* Yes yes. PMR coming. Yes yes. I KNOW.

Mum's in KL. Sooo. I'm left alone at home[again]. Since dad works til late at night. Anyway. I'm supposed to help my parents with some work on the computer. But, haven't onlined in soooooo long. All sources of entertainment have been banned/limited.

These past few days has been phew-fying. Seriously... Umm i dunno how to talk about it without revealing much so, i'm not gonna say much about it lar. I guess i've been thinking waaay too much. Haha. A thousand apologies to those who have to bear with me.

Okay. Time to go back to staring at the boooooks.

I'm tired. I'm frustrated.
But i'm fine.=)

I'm lovin' it. Haha.

I love studying. I love studying. I love studying. I love studying.
Studying is good. Studying makes life better. Go! Studying!!

Blahh if only i could convince myself that it is true.
Haha. Oh wells!! =)

Trapped with nothing but my own thoughts..

Meanie jeanie is talking HAHA

I got kicked out of my room cos some 'men' are fixing my cupboard. Don't ask la. So, i'm here. Anyway. School nowadays are pretty boring. But, with the help of some very funny/weird/lame/nice/etc people, it's bearable. =D Nothing much is happening la. What to do?

Yesterday, was talking to Kim when suddenly we started talking about next year. [we were talking about our future and the future of others. AHAHA] Who knows what's gonna happen NEXT YEAR? We don't even know what's gonna happen next WEEK, for goodness sake. Anything is possible. Right? For all you know, i'll be a rich[single]businesswoman who is also a secret agent for the government next time. HAHAH. Riiight.[i watch too much TV...]

Bored la. Oh! They are done. Okay. Gonna check out what they did now.

I am mean..hahahaha