Hormonal drama queen

Okay. So, what's next? I already did what i could. I mean, i could do more but then it would be so inappropriate. But if i keep waiting, then how would i know things would happen? Well yeah, i kinda expected to be disappointed. Was preparing for disappointment. But still! i want things to happen =/ As strange as it may be, i was hoping for more. Of course, the rational part of me is shouting FORGET IT and MOVE ON. But if i'm 'true to myself' (oh gosh, so disney hahah) i cannot deny the fact. So, now what?! Okay i should stop.

I KNOWWWW. This is so stupid. =.= I know it's ridiculous but somehow i can't really help it. =( know what i mean? Don't think so. Bah.