Just another day

So, got more papers today. All sucky. Dont ask how sucky. Haha. I learnt one very umm valuable thing. Hehe. When you are sad, TALK. Your sadnesss will then just VANISH. It works for me. I was too busy talking that i forgot how i felt. Now, im back to my normal self. =)

Gosh. My 'daughter' very cekap la. Ok. Our moral paper. Had 5 definisi to write. The section's 10 marks. Yokemun, a real cekap fella, DIDN'T DO ANY OF THE DEFINISI. She just answered the questions. OMG! And she got an A. Haha. Not bad eh? While the rest of us memorised the definisi, she didnt. Cekap man. (i also got an A la.) So, the lesson here is MEMORISING DEFINISI IS USELESS. haha. It takes guts to do something like that. Haha.

Oh man. My throat. Again. This year, i've had dunno how many sore throats, lost my voice countless times. Getting used to it. Haha. Don't really mind sore throats. It'll pass. Hehe. Yeah, i don't do anything about it. Eat the stuff i ALWAYS eat. Like chocs and all. HAHA.

Something happened today. Man. SOMEONE makes me so.... umm confused at times!! She does so many things. Oh mannnn!! Haih. I think i shouldnt say much about THE THING here. Not really suitable for this blog. =P
What to do what to do. Ish ish.

Umm. This is for everyone who cares. I'm fine ok? Just. A little disappointed. Ok. VERY. Yeah, moody Jean came back for a while today. She's gone now. I hope she doesnt return tomorrow. But right now, at the rate things are going, i can't be too sure. So, yeah....im fine.(I hope you all are too) =)

Not exactly a piece of cake

Hmm. This exam really sucks. I'm sure there are many who agree with me.

So, today. Woke up at 6. As usual. Did the normal routine stuff. School. Blah blah. Not gonna talk much about school la. School is depressing talk.=P It's like the only MAJOR thing to me today. Haha. Well, getting results ain't exactly something i like. Yes. My results are terrible. Horrible in fact. But what can i do about it? I was angry. But what for? Sad? Wasting time and energy. So, the only thing left to do is. Nothing. Accept it and move on. You people might think,"HAH!Easy to say. Can you do it?" and "How lame." But know what? Whatever la.

Anyway, today a plumber came to my house. There's this leak somewhere. So yeah. It was noisy when i came back from choir. What a sight! The porch was sooo dirty. And i was tired. Haih! Pity my mum. She had to clear up. Hehe. At least now the leak's um. been dealt with. Haha. Next someone's coming to change my gate. Right now it's manual. Dad wants to get new one and auto. I terlepas said,"Why change to auto? That lazy meh?" My dad just laughed and answered me logically,"Easier for ALL of us. Safer as well." Let me explain. Safer. Why? No one would(cos they cant) steal our shoes. Grr. Yeah my sport shoes are gone. Sob. Its so cacat la. I mean i was planning to throw it away. Haha. But now, i only got my walking shoes. So. Dunnola. My bro's WALKING shoes were stolen as well. Sigh. Some people are desperate.

Aiya. Enough crap for today.

I MISS YOUU!!!

One more thing.. Haha. Forgot to put this in earlier. Just wanted to say. I MISSed YOU! So glad you're back! Wait, i think you were always like that. I just didn't realize it. Haha. Sorry for neglecting you earlier(even if it was just a little bit) We have to stick together right? We rock together! Gosh. I can't believe how much i miss you! Thanks for always being there...! Love ya always! Even if i do certain things that may LOOK like im putting you aside. Just know this. I'm not. Hope you feel the same. =)

Now i have to start thinking of what to get ALL you guys for christmas. Aihz. Another headache. Haha. I thought about christmas during SCG. Dunno why. So, HAIH. What to get???? Don't wanna be last minute like last year. Haha. *YES im aware christmas is like 2months away*

Klar. I don't only miss one person. I MISS ALL OF YOU!! You guys rock my life. Even if you DO change. Glad it's for the better.

Ok. Im done. *feelings out* hehe

Decisions. Feelings. AIYO!!

It's a sunday. Haha. Can't believe it. Feels weird. Well. Let's see. Today was just a regular sunday. Woke up at 9.30(hehe), was rushed by my bro who wanted to go for first service(which starts at 9.30 HAHA) I just took my time la. Hehe. My SCG started at 10 mar. Anyway, when we reached, my bro was 22minutes late for service and i was 8minutes early. Thank God we found a parking space right in front of church. In front of the basketball court. So didn't have to walk far. But i had to cross the road also la. SCG was in Jireh.
So, i went up lar. To where my class was. Went in, OOPS. haha. Prayer was still on. hehe. So found fong(yenfong) and talked to her while waiting for them to finish praying. Then, SCG started. It was like usual lar. Me n fong were the only girls but biasa ad la. The guys were being guys. (und la) Adrian challenged sam to NOT talk the entire lesson. Well, guess what? He succeeded. Haha. He used a lil 'sign language' Haha.
After SCG, we had about 20minutes before 2nd service started. Went to caltex. Man, we havent been there in sooo long. Ish. Whyla BP close. Have to walk further. Haih. Like i said, long time since we(adrian,sam,fong,me)went there together. Talked and crapped as usual la.
Service was actually fun. Haha. Fong,rach and i sat at the back. We used up 4 bulletins. =) Don't ask for what. When service ended, we laughed. Hehe.

I didn't go for the jam session. Oh well. Today's was the first. So don't think i missed much. Ah... jam.. im thinking of learning a new instrument. But still undecided. Either drums or guitar.(i already know keyboard cos duh i play piano) So, if i learn guitar, easy to practice cos i have a guitar at home. Drums, on the other hand, practice would be tough. Have to go to church. Church's about 5minutes frim my house. Haha. Have been thinking. Maybe, just maybe, i learn guitar first then later(much much MUCH later)take up drums...?Hmm. Someone give me a SIGN. haha.

Aunty marianna freaked me a little today. Haha. She came up to me and said,"So,you're leading combined worship next week?" I was like HUH??? Then i told her i was supposed to lead in like 3 weeks time. She checked the list on the board and confirmed that MAYJET is on next week. Not me. Haha. Freak me out only. I havent prepared anything. Havent even THOUGHT about it. Haha. Aiyo. 3 more weeks. Oh my. Eek. Have to find people and all. Never mind.

I miss KKC. Lol. The thought just came to my mind. We used to have this hiding place. Haha. Too bad the tree's gone. Haih. And also, there was this tree where ALL of us carved something there. Our buried new year's resolution is probably gone too. Ahh. The things we did. So fun. Man. I'm feeling sentimental. Haha. Sigh. I also miss TITUS!! Fun! hehe. And...(ok this is the last thing i'm gonna say i miss..haha) ASS! Gosh. Im still keeping the A.S.S. book. Sigh!

I think i better stop now before i go on and on and on about last time. I can you know. Haha.

Bitter disappointment=P

Sigh.. ok..so just ignore my title k? It's crap.
Anyway, showed Pn Ho the script(which i was working on yesterday) and yeah, we're not gonna perform. Oh well. Of cos, i feel like, wasted la. But if Pn Ho thinks it not appropriate what can we do right? so that's that then. Once again, OH WELL.

Hmm. Got two papers today. Ugh. They both suck. Haha. But if only my paper sucked, then .... but this time, everyone's paper sucked. Haih.. Never mind. It's over. No use feeling sad and all that crap. Must look on the bright side of everything. Optimistic. Haha. You maybe laughing your heads off, but yeah i'm serious. Looks like no more moody Jean for some time. Hehe. I think there's no point being moody and pathetic. So why should i?

I feel like listing out something. Hehe. Bear with me would ya?
1. Too hungry to run
2. Too tired to think
3. Too hot to move
4. Too cold to eat
5. Too happy to care
6. Too sad to look (LOL)

Hehe. Sorry just felt like doing what i just did. For your info, i DO say those phrases at times. Haha. They rock. The most often used phrase is "Too hungry to run". Haha. I use that during PJ. =) ask kim.

This is for kim.
Why do you wanna kill me?!!I put your *cough* beautiful *cough* pic in my blog didnt i?Eh. i still didnt get any pics from su. You people ar. Pakat put that dumb pic in your friendster profile la. Never mind. I am "too tired to think" what else to say.

So, i'm signing out.